~Remember Me~

I had a lot of time to think whilst I was laying in the bed and I am surprised at where my mind took me.. Specially the thoughts of just what do I plan to do with however many days my Lord will grant me to survive... Just what do I want to do with them... I have so many thoughts and of course the first is WHO can I help...and what can I do so my friends will WANT to remember me.... I read KC's comment last night and my staunch supporter Mary.. Made me think.. that is a good legacy to be remembered as a helper not a hindrance... I want to be remembered with a smile and missed... Theres a lot Id like to do but financially unable..but I can give encouragement and be a friend ...I have so much stuff here and as I look around I need to do a good cleaning...After I'm gone I KNOW whomever comes here to take my things will most likely say "Lord, this woman was a pack rat" :-)... I have so much stuff and I AM going to get rid of it... I have too much. Ive already started, I gave Penny 2 of my gorgeous brass lamps. I don't use them, in fact MOST of this stuff I keep I keep for the same reason the rest of you do.."Well, you never know, some day I might need it and then Ill have it".. Right? I am SO bad at using that excuse, which is just what it is.. I am trying to give myself a reason for keeping something that I KNOW I wont use... My granddaughter Amber lost most of her belongings to a fire, she has Kirsten, who is 4, what a girl.. I have to honestly say that I can talk to that 4 year old angel and carry on a better conversation than I can with some adults.. She is such a beauty , sadly I don't have a up to date picture HOWEVER that..will soon be fixed.. But I know when she moves out of Donnies she may need some things to set her house up again and I believe I can help.. Kelli and our new baby girl Andrea are doing wonderful..I know Kelli's maternity leave is about done and I know she would really rather be home taking care of her and Alex.. Our boy will be 3 in April..where has the time gone..Donnie loves that boy so much, well its the boy hes always wanted.. He is enjoying Kirsten though.. She says "my papaw is baby sitting me today and we are having a good time"...I still don't have a picture of Andrea THAT will be fixed too ! I HAVE SPOKEN ! now as soon as the boy gets up I will call and fix that problem.. Donnie has been out of work for almost a month on medical leave he is really coughing and sounds awful..Hes such a determined man that there is NO keeping him down, I talked to him this morning to thank him again for helping me and to let him know how much I enjoyed him being here, the 3 of us had a great day... But.. guess where this kid was going? To ride his snowmobile !~ his excuse.. "gran, soon the snow will be GONE , I gotta ride..I hope he got new boots since the dog ate the others :-) Well my ramblings for today are done.. I have decided to set a pace for myself and go slow then I KNOW I will get back in shape.. I lost over 25 pounds which I don't like how I lost it..but again the Lord knew what he was doing, as weak as I am I am transferring a lot easier than when I had that 25 pounds on me! :-) I'm still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE, well you can see that on that photo.. I'm glad y'all liked it... So anyhoway.. I'm gonna close for today and remember now, I WILL be back ! Always, Lois **** "God Bless You" is my prayer today, I'm honored to call you 'friend'. I pray the Lord will keep you safe, Until I write again...