~Its Best~

Every time my chest hurts I worry and

wonder if 'this is it'. I doubt when my

heart stops I'll have any warning, and

most of all I hope I don't suffer and

linger on. I do have a DNR..which is

do not resuscitate. If there was even

a slight chance I could recover I would

reconsider, but having all the health

problems I have I don't think I would

have a good quality of life if they did

revive me...so I think this is the best.

Southern Care is very good.. I have a

great nurse that will come as often as

I need her, which now I think once a

week is plenty. My bath lady, Katrina

comes on Tuesday and Thursday so

I'm staying clean and fresh smellin :-)

I have noticed I am extremely tired

lately and most of my afternoons I

spend on my bed watching animal

planet or napping...

There was a young boy that collapsed

and died after making the winning

basket at a basketball game. He was

only 17.. Saddened everyone that heard.

Penny and I talked about it today and I

told her that if it was his time to die he

died doing what he loved most and that

was playing basket ball..Its a tragedy

but I believe we all have a set time to die,

and the Lord knew how much that boy

loved to play ball and what better time

to take him. I feel so sorry for his family.

He made the winning basket to win a

spot in the championship playoffs, which

is tonite, the team is playing, and tomorrow

they will all go to his funeral..So sad..but

life goes on. Time stops for no one.

Penny is here today and we are all clean,

I'm hungry for chili..she made some killer

stuffed green peppers Friday, 3 of them

and this GORGEOUS WEEBLE ate ALL

3 of them, they were so good..:-) shall I

say "oink oink oink?" :-)

I will say though I will be back, maybe

tomorrow, maybe not, busy day..so it

depends on my tired :-) I'll try.. in the

meantime keep well and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...