~Inspiration~

I want you to know that I feel special..and guess why?

Because of all of you that read this little bit of my world..

You say such sweet, nice, encouraging things to me that

make me feel so good. You tell me I am a inspiration...I

feel so special, that is such a good feeling. This IS so not

easy to do, but I do what I have to. I told a friend of mine

today, my dearest friend Twinks..well- Jo..Bless her heart..

she is going thru so much and I dont know how to really

help her. I cant go there, there is not much I can do as far

as physical stuff..my ways to help are I guess by just being

here, ready to listen, give my 2 cents of course. All I can

do is offer a hand. help pick her up..like she does me-its

like riding a seesaw, we take turns being up and down...:-)

I got such cute comments today via email and posts here

about comparing ingredients to so many things..but it is true.

You put the wrong combination of them together, well you

could cause some damage, to yourself or whatever those

ingredients go into, you dont use the right stuff your in trouble.

I like the RIGHT stuff :-)

I have been working for 3 days on this check book of mine..

I wonder if I am the only person in the world that CANNOT

balance a check book? Fooey..with the dribble of money I

keep in that thing you would think I would have NO trouble

to balance..Well WRONG.. I have gone back to January now

and added, re-added and done everything except KISS this

checkbook to PLEASE balance..and think this thing will go

along? haha sure it has..Those poor women at the bank

KNOW my voice when I call I call so much!!! lol..Well living on

a very strict budget you have to be very careful..nothing can

go to a overdraft..they charge $35.oo at my bank if you get

a over draft notice..So I am VERY careful. I think its just I go

brain dead and that darn Heimer keeps asking me to dance

all the time..lol :-) i WILL get it to balance..just take time..lol..

I KNOW I am the only one that cant balance one. .lol...

I slept so bad last night that I went out finally and crawled

up on my couch and laid there..with the back it worked as a

good support for me.. My couch was my mothers..I did manage

to salvage it from my destroyed belongings.. I had it cleaned

real good, and this is THE most comfy couch ever made..the

cushions even after storage of 3 yrs are strong and still firm like

the first day she got it.. Its a good one... my mom got this..hmm

i bet 25 yrs ago..I should look it up she kept records of every

thing...I should do that..she knew every dime she spent...and

on what and when and where she got what ever it was...Stanley

every time he comes over (brother in law) lays on it and goes

instantly asleep..says "Lois, you dont have to leave me a thing

when you die but PLEASE, leave me this couch, its the most

comfortable one i have ever laid on" and its true..it is a good one.

I'm just not happy with the colors, and its like that velvet, velour

material and unless I wear silk I stick to it when I am on it..I can

get on the couch quite easily, Stan put blocks under each leg..

sure makes it nice for me..when I had a tv in the living room many

times i would sit on the couch just to get out of my chair..I started

to fall asleep doing that so I moved my tv into the bedroom I

figured I might as well already be in bed when I fall asleep..I

only go into the living room now and sit if I have company. It

did help my back though. I guess I will have to let Raelynn flip

the mattress for me ..I worry tho be too hard for her..I try

but smattress for me I worry tho be too hard for her..I tried ..but

i just couldnt do it..maybe ill wait till my sis comes on saturday

and ask stan..I just hate putting it all back together and stuff

THATS the hard part for me anyway lol...

Speaking of flippin..I have some great fresh roast beef and

THE most delicious swiss cheese that will make a really great

grilled sandwich that I have to have.. lunch? well lets not go there

today..I have NO idea what it was..smelled awful ..Dutch ran from

it, and I KNOW this sandwich will taste 1000 times better..I am

a good cook you know they used the right ingredients on me lol..

but you knew that ..cuz I'm just SO GORGEOUS ;-) I had to say

that lol...nitey nite..

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? Luv Ya & thanks Bunches !!!

ALways, Lois****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...