~Tellin on Myself~

You know I ought not to tell this on myself but I will..lol

what the heck I tell you everything all ready :-) But I

love email and I use Incredimail..a great program and its

free too.. There is so much you can do with it..Put in

music and graphics.. animations, all sorts of really neat

stuff. Well some people make stationery and you can get

on their list and they send it to you .. Well I got this great

animated stationery about Blue BIrds, and was listening to

some country music..and thought of a few people I knew

would like this song.. was by Daniel O'Donnell..great happy

song and I thought I would down load and send it in this

nice stationery ( stat )..

So the song is playing and I decide to go and look for this

stationery in the ...hmmm. wow- I bet 300 stats I have at

least.. now they are sorted..not the best , but its because I

have so many.. So Today anyway, I'm looking for this stat,

and realize the song ended and then thought.."hmm what

was I looking for?" I had TOTALLY forgot why I was clicking

thru all these stationerys.!..this is pitiful..in like 5 minutes I

forgot? LOL.. I KNOW..DUHHHH lol...

I wonder if my carotid artery is blocked? I'm not getting

enough blood to my brain ! lol.. bad bad.. :-D Sheesh, this

is getting not good lol, I joke about dancing with Heimer all

the time but I think he really got a hold on me here LOL...

I get up sometimes in the morning, and have to really stop

and think what day it is so I can keep track of when Raelynn

will be here lol.. I think its I'm not getting enough blood to my

head HAHAHA..that sounds good doesnt it? LOL works for

me lol..I KNOW I am NOT the only one this happens to now..

I think the wake up thing is if I am in a deep sleep..You know-,

very seldom do I remember my dreams? And..in my dreams,

I am always walking? I dont see myself..but I see thru as me,

what I am seeing..lol.. and quite a few times when I have

remembered dreams they were the same dream, many times

if I need to remember something .. like my brain is reviving

itself lol.. I know I have a built in alarm clock tho.. I never talk

about times to wake up in the morning the night before or

I will be up at least an hour, definitely a half hour of that time.

the next morning and I dont know why either lol..Strange hey?

I better quit telling on myself here or you say 'NO wonder this

woman can handle all that crap ! Shes NUTS !!!' HAHAHA...

I think maybe thats what a state of depression is tho...you

stay in goofy land as I called it..you were safe there..had dust

bunnies to run over and play with. people at the end of the

bed to talk to. lol..no that was scarey too when you open your

eyes and don't recognize anything around you or anyone..and

they look back as though 'are you ok?' its scary ..not at that

time, but later when I would remember it... I bet its all because

of this PVD the dancing I mean lol...

Well I think I am gonna try to remember my way out to the

kitchen..lunch was fish..that tasted so fishy I smelled it sealed

inside the package lol..Not my kinda fish..and I love fish, but

not this stuff. So my roast beef is out there and that luscious

cheese..some sauteed onions ...sounds good to me lol..

nitey nite..

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya..& thanks!!!

Always, Lois ****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...