~What Do I Do~

I get asked alot about where do I go and what do I do

all day and these sort of things. I guess I should say I

really dont GO anywhere and it has been quite a while.
Its not that I dont WANT to go..but I dont know anyone

that lives in this little town.. well yes I do..Raelynn lives

here somewhere. But I dont know anyone else.. I can

get a ride anywhere with in the city limits but I have to

give a weeks notice unless its an emergency then they

will squeeze me in..So I can get a ride, during the week

from 8 to 5..and only in the city limits, for free..chair and

all no transferring, but no one to go along, and I have

been told many times.."WELL..go ALONE.. No..its NOT

that easy..believe me..its not..for me anyway...lol

But why would I want to go alone? I never have liked to

when I had legs.. I usually went with my sis or or my ex.

I dont have a car or van to drive myself..or I would go.

See my sister or Donnies new house, be great.. And

to go shopping for clothes etc I dont do that very often

as thats not in my budget so why would I want to go and

see all this stuff I cant have? Its hard enough watching

QVC lol...Its just not easy and I would hate to be thought

of as weird or a hermit or something because i haven't

been anywhere in a long time.. Its not that the want to

go isnt there its still there ..but I just dont have anyone

to go with.. I had a friend lived a few hours away and

was so nice we would go for a drive in the country, that

I really enjoy, sadly they've moved..

I got a raise in my hours for a caregiver to 36 hours and

24 minutes a month..note 24 minutes.. how pititful is that?

down to the minute they timed this stuff to be sure they knew

how long it took someone to do something ..really amazes

me on this stuff but I cant say anything or I will lose my hours

again lol... So Raelynn Im sure will tell me how she wants to

do it 2 or 3 times a week..she will be here tomorrow. and

i will let her decide since she does have another client too.

Well I let my kitchen beat me up today as I made a pot of

goulash it is so good I made it for lunch and I will have some

more when I finish this post.. My shows are on tonite and I

want to watch them ... I did remember to have them readjust

my cable tho..I got downgraded to just basic for 20.oo a month

which is only 20 channels i think..its the internet that costs

at 45.oo a month for it..but its worth it to me.. its my only

splurge..so I can have it..lol.. I have it in my budget ..lol..I

hear that goulash out there yellin at me so I better get out

there ...dont want it to think im ignoring it.. nitey nite...

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya & thanks..

Always, Lois ****

May God Bless you today,

I'm so honored to call you friend,

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...