~The Countdown Begins~

Sunday today, which leaves Monday, tuesday and Wednesday,

and all my stuff had better be packed because it is being moved

out of here.. I wish I had somewhere to move it to..but right at this

very moment I have NO idea where I am going or what will happen

to me.. I am really discouraged, at this point I just want someone to

phone me and say, "Lois, I have a nice place for you to live, have

Donnie bring all your things here." boy would I LOVE that.. I dont

care what state, although if Donnie hauls it, it sure needs to be

close..The count down is beginning..

I have that lady coming tomorrow from the homeless shelter and

she may be able to get me into a place I have to take the first one
that I am guaranteed to be able to have. I have to be able to take

my boys there as well... This is just the worst night mare I think a

person could go through.. not knowing in just a matter of days If

my animals and I will even have a place to sleep..Its really awful..

and the panic that sets in and the scared feeling.. I am just so

glad that my boys dont really KNOW how careless their mother

has been with their well being..

I am hoping I will have enough money to get a place if and when I

do find a place.. if I have to stay in a motel which will be MOST

expensive.. I should apply for a visa and move to the UK..I think

I know more people there than I do here in the states..let alone

Michigan... I had hoped someone would have something that

needed someone to care for it..like a small cottage or something..

I had hoped Raelynn could live with me..and we could make some

kind of good life..we get along so good.. and she does look out

for me. I would feel better if we had a nice place that was big

enough for her and I and our kids..she has 3 you know.. Shes a

God Send and I am very very thankful for her. And I hope we can

all find a home somewhere. We sure need one desperately...

With all these prayers being said I am sure they will be heard and

some one will come to my rescue.. I KNOW no one wants to marry

me so I guess I will just stay single forever lol.. which is not that bad.

Alone does get to you sometimes, but, sometimes its a good thing

too.. We all need some time for ourselves..

I have gotten so many nice comments from so many sweet , dear

people and I just have NOT had the time and to be quite honest

the energy to write back..But I promise I will as soon as this all

settles down.. The stress is just gotten to me severly but I promise

as soon as the dust settles I will write.. But for now..I have got to

log off and just rest for a while.. I am so exhausted and hungry..I

think I will forego the food and just rest... NITEY NITE... :-)

Y'all have a good one, Y'hear? luv ya..and keep prayin for me..

ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..