~What To Do~

I talked to Donnie today and he will be over here on Wednesday nite to

load up all my stuff, He's going to leave it on the trailer until I know

where to have him bring it to..He will park it in his driveway. And it

will be safe there. We talked for quite awhile trying to figure out

what to do...Seems my nephew is even losing his house, I dont

understand why its so hard to find a home ? Every place I call

they give me some excuse and refer me to a place that told me

to call them lol.. Talk about a circle..lol.
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I have a form coming in the mail to apply for relocation funds. I

may have to stay in a hotel until I find a place. That would be so

expensive though. I would run out of money and not be able to

pay the rent AND the deposit..and then what if I found a place

that wasnt accessible..or needed a ramp..I wonder what I would

do?

There is a lady coming Monday to assess me..I dont know what

time...I need to find out.. I have so many numbers of places ive

called..even for ads in the paper..which there are a few but none

say accessible and most start at 500 a month.. That would leave

me nothing for other things.. mainly cat food and supplies..not

counting cable and internet...This Ihave to take into consideration.

I wish I could find a place so all I had to do was just have every

thing transferred, my electric, phone and cable I know will take a

few days... This moving is NOT an easy thing..There is so much

to take into consideration that you dont want to forget to do...

I dont know..I sure am running out of time.. I hate to spend money

on a motel...I would end up having to borrow money and I dont want

to do that either, as I wouldnt be able to pay it back..THATS the

VERY hard part.I am just so totally tired.. I really am.. I woke up today

and felt like I hadnt slept at all... I hate when I do that.. Raelynn was

here today and she even commented on my tiredness and its just

probly from all this crying and stress...

I am just so pleased at all the wonderful comments and emails I got

and am still getting..they mean so much to me...To know that there

is some one praying and worried about me.. I sincerely appreciate

it... I am tired and I do have a bit of a hunger pang and should try

to eat something... Time to say "NITEY NITE, Sweet Dreams"

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya...and thanks.. :-)

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..