~New Photos~ :-)

I promised you a new picture every sunday and I took this one

this morning for you.. Its not the greatest but I tried to look just

happy happy even though I really am not.. I had talked to a

friend of mine today and was told that all will be ok and not to

worry that I had many many friends worried about me and that

cared..and I know how true that is..and I cant even begin to tell

you how much that means to me..

This scared feeling of not knowing is so awful..Its like those

dreams I have that I just wander and wander looking and asking

everyone if they have a home for me.. I walk in them, along the

beach.. I come across towns and go into the shops and ask them

if they know where I can find a home and no one knows..So I

leave and continue to wander and look.. I hope one of these times

I can find one..

I had thought of putting an ad in the local paper..seeing what I can

find.. Raelynn said she would live with me..and take care of me.. I

have no doubt she would she is a great care provider..and we do

get along so good..we are good friends as well as the fact that she

works for me.. But I dont consider her that..as an employee.. well

you cant when someone is doing personal stuff like cleaning your

house etc.. The company she works for frowns on that though..They

dont want the client and the caregiver to even be in contact ..only

contact should be while she is here...That is so weird.. A person

needs to be friends with the people that are doing personal things

for you, how can it be any other way? Well we play by the rules

some of the time..but what they dont know dont hurt them or us..

My scar is about the same..doesnt look good and I am really

worried that it may open.. The nurse will be back tuesday.. I guess

one day this week I should get the notice of the court date or if

this has been dropped.. I do plan to do some phone calling tomorrow

I want to call the police station and find out if it is the policy of them

to phone a persons landlord and inform them they were at a tenants

home. I dont think it is but Im gonna find out.. If NOT that means that

someone phoned Hope and told them and I truly think it was Gary

Herndon.. who else if it wasnt the cops..cuz Chris didnt know they

took any thing out of here but I bet Gary did..I think he was out in the

hall while the police were here thats what Jody said and she was in

the hallway while they were here.. I just dont think thats police policy

to phone a landlord and I am gonna find out.. then I will know..

I took this pic of the boys to show you how they are just sticking to me

like glue..they both try to fit on this desk and think the whole thing is all

theirs lol they are so spoiled.. but arent they pretty? They are so much

company . I feel so good when Dutch crawls up on my chest and lays

under my chin and licks me with kisses.. I like when I can reach over

and feel LittleBoy laying at my side.. They love me.. lol..

Well no snack, Im not hungry but I am gonna get some kool aid..its so

good.. I like the lemon/lime.. good stuff ..then I put bottle in freezer

and let it get icy and that is great!! Well time to hit publish and say..

"Nitey Nite ,, and sweet dreams " :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya..and thanks.. :-)

ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..