~I Got Happy Too Soon~ :-(

Apparently I jumped the gun in saying Yippee.. Chris was here

today and said the eviction was still going thru that he had the

police report and that was all they needed stating an illegal

substance was taken out of my apt. The attorney for HOPE

Network is the one pushing this...Chris said he informed the

attorney the case was dropped and he said it didnt matter,

that the police report wasnt dismissed and thats what they

have and basing my eviction on that..

I am so upset again and I just dont know what to do anymore,

I know I cant stand this constant upheaval and not knowing from

one day to the next what is happening to me. Chris told me today

once this is taken to court I will have 24 hours to get my stuff out

of here or it would all be put in the street.. I almost cried..then I

called a lady named Laurel with the MI protection and Advocacy

and she told me not to worry if my stuff was put in the street there

were other things more important.. I was so hurt...I thought they

were there to help not make you feel even worse...

It was so bad today that I have to admit I honestly entertained the

horrible idea of just going back to the hellhome, at least there

I would have no worries anymore. To even think that I had

considered that scares me. But thats the extent this whole mess

has taken me to.. I can honestly say I really DONT know what to

do.. I talked to the Prosecuting Attorney secretary, Cindy, she

was very nice, she explained that yes the charges against me

had been dropped but the police report is still available on me.

That because of Michigan's right to know thing that anyone can

pay 5.dollars and get anyones police history. That report about

me is still there. And unless the attorney for HOPE NETWORK

drops this there is nothing I can do but wait for a court date,,

go to court again and plead my case to the judge and hope he

will not evict me.


If this HOPE NETWORK attorney will just drop this and let me

keep my HUD, I will gladly move..but I need time to find a place.

When the PA said I would not lose my HUD he didnt know the

rules of HUD apparently and didnt know what he was really

saying..In other words his saying that ment nothing since they

can still find grounds to evict me even tho on that police report

it says charges dropped.. My real only hope is to go to court

and hope the judge will give me more than 24 hours to get my

things out of here so they arent put out in the street..According

to Chris thats what they will do....

I know you have got to be tired of reading about this CRAP for

6 weeks now and I have to say I am SO TIRED of writing about

this..I wish I could think of happier things.. At least last nite I did

sleep and I am so glad.. I KNOW I wont tonite at all...I just want

this over so bad.. Some one needs to marry me and take me

away from all this..Calgon doesnt know how LOL...Remember

that commercial? CALGON..take me away..those bath suds?

lol I dont think that it can this tho...I sure wish it could, I would

go and buy a case of it :-)

Well ill give your eyes a rest from my whining like a big baby-

there wont be any trip to the fridge tonite or to raid my pantry...

Cuz I am NOT hungry!!! :-) no- I have NO appetite at all..I havent

for a long time..Maybe thats the only good thing that will come

out of this .... I'll lose some of this weebly chubbieness lol...and

quit making those nightly trips to the fridge or pantry..But I will

keep sayin Nitey Nite.... :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya and Thanks.. :-)

Always, Lois****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..