~YIPPPEEEE ! ! ! ~

GOOD NEWS~~!!!!! Well I went to court this morning, what an

experience, there had to be at least 2 dozen people there, alot.

The judge was very nice, and he took me after 2 others that were

there so I wouldnt have to wait, which I thought was very nice of

him.. I was so upset, in tears of course, and I told the judge I didnt

know what to say, the judge says "well lets let you talk to the

Prosecuting Attorney(PA) and you and he can come up with some

thing. I followed the Bailiff out to another office and he and his

secretary were there, Raelynn came in with me.. He was very

nice too...

The first thing he said.."you know its illegal" I told him "yes, I

did, I smoked mainly for pain and depression that it really

helped me, Raelynn verified what I had said. He asked my

age, I told him and he then said" You dont look like a drug

dealer", The whole time he is writing in a folder, he closed

it up and said you can go. its all dropped.. I then asked him

about my HUD, he guaranteed me I would NOT lose it. The

lady that was with him said the same thing, "Dont worry,

you will NOT lose your HUD" We all left out of there and

went out to the car and I just cried my eyes out I was so

relieved.. I cannot tell you how much better I felt.. We went

out to breakfast which was a real treat, I hadnt been out

to eat in..hmmm 3 years?no 4.. a long time anyway, It was

so nice to go..Wayne helped with my chair and seemed

like he had been around one all his life.

When I got home my boys were so glad to see me, LB is

still sticking to me.. and Dutch..well hes mad at me for going

and is NOT talking to me.. He will be fine later lol.. He cant

stay mad at me for long...

I had been home for about an hour when there was a knock

on my door, and it was Chris, the apt manager, he handed

me an eviction notice, I told him he needed to call the PA

and he would tell him that all the charges have been dropped.

Chris said that didnt matter cuz there was a report..well I told

him he better call the PA and he will tell him..Chris called me

about hour later and said tomorrow he will bring me a paper

saying I am NOT evicted...I dont know who was behind all

this..but I think it was a deliberate try to get me out of here

by HOPE network...

I am so relieved, when we left the courtroom and were back

out to the car before I could get into it I broke down and just

cried.. Raelynn bless her heart cried with me. I promised I

would never smoke again and I wont.. I cant risk this kind of

thing happening again...But I am going to move.. I am going

to look for a house.. I cant stand living in an apartment...its

just awful.. I hope I can find something..Raelynn said she would

live with me even..which lately I am thinking it may be a good

thing, those nights when I was so sick and here all by myself

made me worry. Tomorrow they will be coming to assess me

for a home nurse. My Dr. wants me monitored more closely.

and I have NO idea why ..

Well this girl is happy and now all I need to do is unwind..and

try to get back on an even keel..I hope Chris doesnt push this

and try to start more trouble for me... I dont think he can.. I

know I really could use a vacation..Id sure like to get away for

awhile..Well now that this weeble has gotten more stable

again I am going to get me a soda and try to watch some tv

and maybe I can sleep I sure hope so.. I was so upset last

nite I didnt sleep at all..my right stump kept jumping up and

down..and ached something awful..Its never done that b4..

Thank you all so much for your support , it sure means alot

to me to know you care about me.. I cant tell you the warm

fuzzies it gives me :-) It does..it makes me feel so good..

and I really appreciate all of you. thank you so very much

Nitey Nite... :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya.. & thanks :-)

ALways , Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..