~A HOT Day~

It is so hot in here I was a mean mom today and have

turned on the ceiling fan here in the livingroom..It does

make a big difference but I feel so guilty that LB is so

terrified of it..Hes been howling all day and staying in

the bathroom sink.. It is a big difference in the ceiling

fan and the other one.. The temperature outside isnt as

high today, its a different kind of humid out there though.

Dawn was here and said how muggy it is out and I can

tell it in here. I had to wipe my forehead many times today

I was sweating so bad .. I just cannot take the heat.

No matter what you do you cant take off enough clothes

to get cool..to get warm? yes..that you can do.. I sat in

the shower for awhile, but by the time I got out of there it

was so hot in that bathroom I needed another one ... I

don't like heat... I will make some kind of arrangements

for a air conditioner.. I am going to call Stanley, he might

know where one is.. I saw some that are portable..those

are neat..on wheels.. I wish this fan was on wheels..

To move this fan into the bedroom every night is NOT an

easy thing to do.. I have to keep scooting it in front of me

and doing a move at a time. I tried to carry it but that didn't

work at all with that round base and It hit the side of the

door going thru it. I have to plan my attack on all this sort

of stuff.. I tried both those ways, and I also tried to go into

my bedroom backing up and keeping pulling the fan with

me.. WELLLL... I am NOT good at backing up, I wasn't

when I drove a car either.. That took forever specially on

that bedroom carpet.. I move half as fast on it as I do out

on this carpet..I think its because its not pulled tight..I can

see waves in it.. I think the easiest way is to move that

fan in front of me , a roll at a time.. I DID move that puppy

right up closer to the bed though..If I didn't have that thing

aimed right at least all I had to do was sit up and move it.

It worked.. :-D Ya gotta make arrangements..

Some times I think of all the stuff I did so easily before..

from every part of my life..from cleaning, to driving, to carrying

something.. I took it all for granted that I would be able to do

that my whole life.. I am amazed sometimes at how things

for me have turned out.. NOT what I planned, let alone wanted.
But well.. not a whole lot I can do about it..And I really can do

most..... most.. everything I could before.. not near as easily,

I told Kathy that she had to contend each day with things..and

do it that way, I was really talking to my self.. I had NO idea,

even the slightest idea that I would end up like her... But that

is what I do.. I deal with things on that day, do what I can to

fix them and deal with tomorrow when its today.. Works for

me... I will figure out a way to do something..might take a

while..but I will...

I have 2 half years to find a better place and to make all the

necessary arrangements for what I think is ahead...so that

I don't have to worry that someone else will have the burden

of dealing with my problems etc as it will all be settled by

me before hand.. I would love to find a nice place that is all

that I would love to have, but those I call daydreams.. and

they really are good for you..If I didn't have them I would settle

for what I have and just ROLL and that would be it.. I do

want better.. and I think Its out there ..My prince, well I just

have NO idea what has happened to that man, but then you

know how men are with directions anyway ! :-) I HAD to

say that...I think the poor boy is lost, so its up to me...I can

do it.. I figgure I have at the least another 20 years to deal

with this.. I do.. That's why I think I fight so hard to try to get

things better..

My sister just bought a new house, 3 bedrooms all easy to

get to the previous owner was in a chair. Its in a wonderful

area , the house is only 6 years old..She really likes it.. I

was so shocked when she just had redone her other one.

They just decided they wanted something newer and less

up keep.. All the kids are going to help her, She is a pack

rat from the word go..ALOT worse than me. It will take her

quite awhile to get it all moved..The 2 houses arent that far

apart, maybe 5 miles or so..not far. Its a nice house.. Im

really glad for her...They work hard and deserve it..I worry

about her, her legs are not good at all and she can hardly

walk and to me they didnt look good.. I tell her all the time

to keep a close check on them, I know just how she feels

with them..she uses a cane now. I worry for her..

I got up early and I am going to get a snack and watch TV for

a while..I like that travel channel..I watch these guys play poker

for millions and not break a sweat, lose and just walk

away, like oh well.. its amazing.. time for me to roll away,

"Nitey Nite"

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya, and thanks !

Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend";

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

until I write again..