~Lookin~

Ive spent the past 2 days looking for my divorce papers. I know I had them cuz a year or so ago I had to send them in to SS when they changed all my stuff around from one check to two... I got a call from my ex's wife, Gail, they cant seem to get a copy of our divorce papers. I have been looking ever since. I have looked everywhere I can think of and I'm beginning to wonder did they send them back! I have run out of places to look. I offered to make a copy of mine, but, now I cant.. I had copies of all 3 of my divorces, I don't need to remember the day I got married, the divorce is what matters... I will keep looking but I don't know where to look next! When your looking for something its always in the last place you look anyway isnt it? :-) Seems the older I get the more I lose stuff. the bad part of looking for something is messes I make while I'm looking! I pull stuff out, go through it, it piles up and I look at the empty place I took the stuff out of, see it piled next to it, I just pause for a while knowing Ive made it into TWO jobs ! Its kinda nice however, because sometimes I run across something that maybe a while back I was looking for. Joys of moving.. There are still a lot of things that we cant find. We have a list somewhere, by we, I mean Penny and I.. I tell her to put stuff somewhere where SHE KNOWS it is, so I don't have to remember :-) Worked so far.. :-) I have a cart type thing here next to my desk. I keep my computer and my printer on it. Under neath are 2 shelves that well..right now, theyre empty ! :-) All the stuff that was on them is now on the floor.. Well I was looing for my address book, and my journal where sometimes I keep important stuff.. My little black book if I lost that Id be in trouble.. that's where I keep all my important stuff, but apparently, NOT my divorce papers.. I don't think I will need them again, but I just keep stuff like that, was a good thing I did when I needed them awhile back... I sit here and look at all this stuff on the floor and now I need to put it all back.. Its not that hard to do.. but to DO IT, I have to keep bent over. Well bent in half, and I cant stay that way for long. My fingertips don't even reach the floor you know, that's how short I am.. I don't have long arms, so I have to put some back, sit back up, bend over again, put some away and keep doing this till its done.. It is, I guess, good exercise, so I don't really mind doing it. This power chair I cant let weaken me.. I HAVE to keep my strength up.. When I got back in my manual last week while this power chair was fixed, I was surprised at just how HARD it was in that chair.. This one is a breeze compared to the other.. I do think I should use it off and on though, I cant, under ANY circumstances loose my upper strength.. I HAVE to be able to transfer. That worries me a lot.. That a day might come when I cant do it and have to have help or cant move at all.. I worry about that as the years go by.. If I was in my 30's or 40's.. I know I would be active.. nothing would stop me.. But having this happen at 54, and plus all the other issues, like heart and blood pressure, thyroid, I have and probly wouldn't have at that age.. well I did have thyroid issues ALL my life, BP.. both were always uncontrollable... still are... Always something it seems.. My daily challenges, I just thank God that I can still handle these challenges I seem to have every day.. some make me a bit pissy at times, but oh well.. its just life and you do the best you can.. at least I do.. TRY is the word.. cant ever stop doing that. I don't think that word will EVER come out of my vocabulary.. at least lets HOPE NOT! Lunch time and I don't know what I am going to have. I will just have to raid my freezer.. Then again.. I may make my special treat.. my fries 'n gravy... Ive not had them in a while.. about 2 weeks I think.. I'm slippin ! I know I AM hungry for some potato salad.. I make the best.. I might do that today.. then again.. maybe tomorrow when Penny is here... she can help boil the potatoes and eggs.. We need to get the Easter box ready to send too or Tyler wont have his stuff in time for Easter and Mark wont get his birthday stuff in time either ! I better get rollin ! Seems I'm always late, even though I'm on wheels.. think id get stuff done faster !! :-) Time to post and send my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "g'day, g'day".. Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya,Thanks! ALways, Lois **** "God Bless You" is my prayer today, I'm honored to call you "friend". I pray the Lord will keep you safe, Until I write again....