~I Have a Cold~ :-(

I have the worst cold...my nose is so sore and red. I

sneeze constantly and my nose is so drippy its driving

me nuts.. not counting the awful headache! I'm just

pure d miserable.. I even sent a mean letter to my son

yelling at him for not writing.. I'm such a bad mom.. I

get into these poor me moods, no wonder I have a

raging headache...I did write and apologize to him..

so I hope he bears with me.. hes a good kid. His dad

died in December.. so hes going thru a bit of a rough

go..plus trying to find a job and provide for his family.

I'm not sleeping worth a hoot either, I was up at 1:30

until almost 5..went back to bed and got back up at 7

sneezing my head off.. I'm miserable...Penny might

be coming today and maybe she can go and get my

sleeping pills at the drug store so I can sleep at least

better..wont guarantee I will feel better but it might help.

I feel so useless and just not worth nothin.. I cant even

comb my own hair my arms hurt so bad.. They start to

ache at the shoulder then it radiates down my arm to

just below the elbow .. The closest pain I can compare

it to is a horrible toothache.. I want to sew so badly but

I know how much my arms would ache and so I don't..

The more I use them the more blocked they will get..

My dear friend Raife phoned today and he couldn't have

picked a better day..It sure lifted my spirits talking to him.

Hes in the UK and to make an over seas call is not cheap,

so I appreciate it when he does phone.. He uses SKYPE

which is a lot cheaper rate than using a phone line...I

phoned my son in London and I was surprised how cheap

it really is.. You just put money into the SKYPE account

and just dial.. its thru the computer but I can phone a

land phone which is so great..

Well we are under a winter storm warning. rain, cold and

freezing sleet it says. I kinda think it will be worse north of

us than here.. But it is such a gloomy dark day ..makes

me even more discouraged.. I'm kinda glad I signed up

with hospice but then I sure don't like being reminded of

my limited time.. I think about that enough on my own..Oh

well back to the window..then after I have some lunch,

left over meat loaf..I will crawl up on my bed and just

relax, I'm not a TV person and I get bored watching some

of the ickky shows they have on.. My best fav is Two

and a Half Men.. I love that show and I think its one of

the best on TV.. I don't care what they say about Charlie

Sheen, his private life should be left alone.. Hes still a

great actor just like his dad.. Plus hes such a Cutie..:-)

I'm gonna post this and eat but don't forget I will be

back AND I am still a most GORGEOUS WEEBLE..

Keep well and God Bless..

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...