~I Been Sick Again~
Ive been sick for the past 4 days, and I
hate when I don't feel good.. Its the same
as I had about a month ago.. Horrible
nausea and chest pains and you name it.
This started Wednesday night and its
Sunday today and I still don't feel me...
I got some new gel type stuff from my
nurse. The phantoms, I was told once by
a Dr, they will subside, get less noticeable,
then by a pain Dr that had lost an eye, said
it never goes away and theres not much to
help.. The druggist where I get all of my
medications had a meeting with the nurses
and mine told him about mine and how super
bad they are. He suggested this gel that I
rub and massage into my stumps but I have
to wear rubber gloves when I put it on.. Its
a numbing gel. It seems to work ok, Ive not
had any really bad ones since I got this stuff
though, you know how that works... get some
thing to solve a problem and before you can
use it the problem disappears.. I know the
phantoms will be back, they never go away,
but at times, I swear they get so bad I would
take them off again if it stopped the phantoms.
Its hard to really even describe these pains
cuz theyre really in my head.. and what gets
me is I'm a logical person.. why will I not get
it thru my thick head that its not possible for
something that isnt there to hurt! Sometimes
I feel like a real idiot let me tell ya!!.. But one
description like when my big toe hurts.. its
like its being stabbed by an ice pick over and
over, fast as can be, and that hurts.....hurts ...
Well, I'm going in for a nap, I'm still a most
GORGEOUS WEEBLE just a tad sickly.. But
I'm still tickin and that's all that matters!
Y'all keep well and God Bless....
"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you 'friend'
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...
hate when I don't feel good.. Its the same
as I had about a month ago.. Horrible
nausea and chest pains and you name it.
This started Wednesday night and its
Sunday today and I still don't feel me...
I got some new gel type stuff from my
nurse. The phantoms, I was told once by
a Dr, they will subside, get less noticeable,
then by a pain Dr that had lost an eye, said
it never goes away and theres not much to
help.. The druggist where I get all of my
medications had a meeting with the nurses
and mine told him about mine and how super
bad they are. He suggested this gel that I
rub and massage into my stumps but I have
to wear rubber gloves when I put it on.. Its
a numbing gel. It seems to work ok, Ive not
had any really bad ones since I got this stuff
though, you know how that works... get some
thing to solve a problem and before you can
use it the problem disappears.. I know the
phantoms will be back, they never go away,
but at times, I swear they get so bad I would
take them off again if it stopped the phantoms.
Its hard to really even describe these pains
cuz theyre really in my head.. and what gets
me is I'm a logical person.. why will I not get
it thru my thick head that its not possible for
something that isnt there to hurt! Sometimes
I feel like a real idiot let me tell ya!!.. But one
description like when my big toe hurts.. its
like its being stabbed by an ice pick over and
over, fast as can be, and that hurts.....hurts ...
Well, I'm going in for a nap, I'm still a most
GORGEOUS WEEBLE just a tad sickly.. But
I'm still tickin and that's all that matters!
Y'all keep well and God Bless....
"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you 'friend'
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...