ButterflyLois

Amputee life before and after...

Thursday, April 30, 2009

~Not Much Sleep~

I don't think I have to write the fact that I did NOT
get very much sleep last night. I did decide that today
and this week end I am just going to sit back, relax and
enjoy my friends, some music and not think about all
this other stuff until Monday. By then HOPEFULLY I
will be able to meet all this head on and plan my attack
on what would be my best course of action.. I cannot
afford to make any mistakes for any reason cuz I KNOW
what the consequences can be for me IF I let things go
too long. So.. Come Monday.. I will start to investigate
as to what course of action will be best for me. so- ANY
HOWAY....
Ive been watching the trees across the street. They are
just beautiful.. Look at the photos.. They didn't even do
them justice they are so pretty. There are lots of trees
here in this little town which is good to see, only thing
that bothers me is that the owners arent keeping them
in shape, which when you have trees in your yard, take
care of them or they can do some damage. Mine here
in this yard arent too bad. The biggest is the one here
in the side yard.. But I have LILACS!! I LOVE those!
I was at the kitchen sink and I looked up at the window
and saw that big bush out there and its lilacs.. We didn't
notice when we were outside. It will be so pretty when
its all bloomed out.. I wont be able to pick any and bring
in sadly, cuz of the boy.. Well I could, but I would
have to hide them at night when I couldn't guard them.
Dutch eats them till he pukes.. Think he would learn as
many times as hes eaten fresh flowers.. But nope.. he
still does every chance he gets lol...
The lilacs are so pretty out there and that tree is just
full.. The smell of lilacs is so sweet. Look at the other
pine tree out there. There are 2.. the other one is the
pine cone dropper.. this other one, has those long hanging
branches almost like a weeping willow, which is one of my
favorite trees next to a white birch. Up north there
are lots of birch trees. It's what all the Native Americans
made their canoes out of them. At Chicagon Lake there
are some or there WERE some very old ones that they
kept, since there is an Indian burial ground there at that
park.. Its a beautiful park and I went there many times.
Was too far to ride on my bike, be ok going.. but the ride
back would have been killer it was all up hill :-)
Its a rainy rainy day, so I don't need to put here that the
pains have not stopped. They arent as bad since I am
finding different positions that help to ease it. Lots of
this seems to be radiating from my hip.. But I know when
it hits my foot, well lets put it this way, it hurts SO BAD,
that if that foot wasn't missing Id SERIOUSLY consider
cutting it off my self! I couldn't but.. that's how intense
this pain is.. I tried to explain that to Rebecca yesterday,
she just doesn't understand how its possible to hurt and
not be there.. I don't understand it. but its true! I know
where my feet and legs are ALL the time.. just like if
they were there. I told Rebecca, that the bad part of
these pains is what it does to my heart.. THATS the
problem... This isnt good.. So.. enough of this .. and on
to NOT worrying till Monday. I cant do a single thing
about it, I say I wont think about it.. but I will- I KNOW
me :-)

I KNOW now, I'm hungry and I need to get out of this
chair for a while... Sitting in this or on my bed, my bed
is better, I can change positions better than I can just
fidgeting around in this chair- Looking like I have ants
in my invisible pants :-) I still DO have those big black
ants out in the kitchen though, but from what Penny
says everyone has ants, uncles, cousins and all of them
like I do.. :-) Post time, lunch time and This GORGEOUS
WEEBLE, says "Don't Worry, Be Happy".. :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and Thanks!
Always, Lois ****


"God Bless You", is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

~Made Me Upset~

This will be a short post today as I am most upset besides
being in extreme pain.. Rebecca was here, shes my case
worker with Keystone. Apparently my grant has changed.
They will no longer be paying my rent on a monthly basis,
but a yearly.. which means, I will have to move. Without
their help, I could not pay this 550.oo a month rent. I
got so upset I thought I was gonna puke..


I don't even know what to write because I am in such a
state of pain and confusion.. Rebecca always said my grant
would never change because I am disabled.. She lied. I
got so angry at her when she couldn't even give me a reason.
I have NO idea how long I have much less what I am going
to do now.. Needless to say this is a very bad day...

I didn't sleep much last night either and this has taken a
serious toll.. I can feel how draggy I am.. I don't like it..
The phantoms are not much better and the pain when it
does hit is very severe.. I told Rebecca that this pain is
what put me in hospital a while back, because it puts such
a strain on my heart, then she proceeded to say "Lois, I
have something to tell you". I don't need to tell you what
happened to my blood pressure.. And when something gets
me so upset I cry, well.. God help the person that made
me cry...

I knew things were TOO perfect here.. So now I am in a
wait game.. I told Rebecca to leave when she was here I
couldn't hear anymore, I was that upset.. So I have no idea
what the time frame is on this.. But see? Always some
thing.. I'm going to post this now and try to calm down before
I DO have to call 911.. Penny is here, she heard it all.. Shes
not saying a lot.. but she sees how upset I am and that makes
her worry... I will do what I have to.. what that is.. right now
I have NO idea.. I need to get rid of this pain first, THEN
go after and try to solve this other CRAP...

Hope your day is better than mine.. I'm not sayin "g'day,
g'day" today though.. cuz it aint.. not for me.. but I do
hope yours is.. Post time, and I'm upset, hurting , mad,
but STILL a GORGEOUS WEEBLE ! :-) "see ya.."

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? Love ya and Thanks..
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today.
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

~Lotsa Pain~

Rough night last night.. Started about 3 yesterday after
noon. The phantoms in my left stump..well they were and
STILL ARE very bad. I don't think I slept longer than an
hour at one time, if that. The pain is in my foot, my big
toe. It gets these shooting pains so bad sometimes that
I almost see stars. I try to think back to what I could
have done these past few days to trigger this again.. Last
time they were this bad I ended up in hospital for 5 days.
I'm not doing that again!.. Well, if I DID have to go back,
I would REFUSE to go to Three Rivers Hospital.. I would
go to Borgess where I have been before or to Coldwater,
even Sturgis is better than going back to Three Rivers.
But the pain IS that bad.. Its not stopped all this day, so
far.. I wont stay in this chair as long today, maybe that's
whats wrong, I'm staying in this chair too long every day.
I don't know...They didn't and don't tell us this stuff,
well they didn't me, that I can REMEMBER anyway.

That first year in the hell home, I don't remember but
bits and pieces and I cant say it really happened, I was so
out of it, and to remember what anyone instructed me to
do.. I have NO idea.. Then that first year out, in 2002, I
was still out of it I stayed on pain crap...cuz of that awful
infection.. so that year is kinda fuzzy too.. Ive not been
back to a vascular doctor though since they amputated
my legs.... I guess I should go just to make sure its not
something that could go back to an infection like I had.
I don't honestly think I could go through that again.. It
was so very very bad, I would start to cry before the
nurse even got there, because I KNEW how much MORE
I was going to hurt and that about drove me insane..

The nurse I had coming then, was 4 times a week then 3.
I think.. But I remember she was very nice and every
time she knew it was going to be very painful she warned
me, which I already knew too.. I appreciated the fact that
she did all she could to stop the pain, make it hurt less
when she cleaned and dressed the wound. When she
decided to give me injections to numb it I was happier. I
didn't like the shots.. but I knew within seconds the pain
would stop.... and I SURE needed that, it was then I felt
I could breathe again, no pain...Then.. NOW, well.. its not
as bad as back then, but it sure hurts, let me tell ya.. So
much so I may call Erica and see if she cant call some
thing in to the drug store here, be closer. I need to get
my pills transferred up here anyway. But I sure need
some kind of relief..

Guess what I made yesterday? I made a pan of Halupki's.
Know what they are? Stuffed cabbage rolls. I have to say,
I felt guilty eating them. They are SO good!! Every bite I
thought to my self 'call the boy, tell him'... I am a rotten
selfish mom.. I did NOT call Donnie and tell him I made
them.. I only made 8.. :-) well that's not even enough for
Donnie, let alone both of us.. :-) Penny helped, she cut up
the onion and cooked the cabbage, all I had to do was
mix it, stuff it, bake it and eat it :-) Good? Well- so good
I didn't even call the boy.. so you KNOW they were :-)
I havent made them since I was in the apartment.. over
2 years ago now.. I was SO ready for them.. I have 3 left.
I know.. that means I ate 5 yesterday.. maybe that's why
my stump is aching? :-) Too full a belly, puts weight on my
stump ? :-) possible.. :-) but I don't think so....:-) I will
make some more just for him, hes been requesting.. so
I have no choice, hes very good to me and this just shows
Donnie I appreciate him.. He knows I do. I never hesitate
to tell anyone that, we all need to know we are for what
ever reason.. :-)

Time to post this and try to get comfy for a while.. This
pain gets bad, then eases up for a little while, then BOOM!
it hits again and catches me off guard, makes me tense up,
vicious circle.. Maybe a nap will help.. Something's got to ! I
will find what will help...I HOPE !~ this is getting VERY Old
already... If this had happened when I was in my 30's or
40's.. boy I dunno.. by now I would be so sick of this...so I
guess happening when it did made it so I could accept it
better.. I dunno.. I DO KNOW its lunch time..maybe food
will help.. :-) but then that might be MORE weight! :-) Its
time for my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "g'day, g'day" .. Hope
yours is better, at least pain free !! :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks !
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "Friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Monday, April 27, 2009

~Nice Place~ :-)


I am really enjoying these doors open. The one in the
kitchen and this one here in the living room.. The breeze
goes right through.. The boys arent used to outside air
or smells.. Well.. they have NEVER been outside other
than when I brought them from the apartment to the
little house to here.. And they were in a carrier inside
a car.. So when I opened these door screens... well slid
the glass up, it honestly scared them :-) I HAD to laugh.
Dutch wrinkled his nose and wouldn't get back up there.
LB is going totally nuts, jumping up and down every time
he hears a loud noise .. I wonder what they thought when
they heard a bird for the first time.. :-) Its fun to watch
them.. This isnt a busy busy place like the little house,
but its really nice...Im happy here.. WE is happy here :-)
When I was looking out the front door, I take turns sitting
first here then I go sit in the kitchen doorway :-) I LOVE
IT !! :-D... Anyhoway.. across the street a tree is starting
to bud out.. I THINK it may be a flowering crab..I'm not
sure, I say that because of the color of the buds, such a
deep magenta color I call it.. So I saw that and decided
to take photos as it blooms out ! :-) Doesn't take much to
keep me amused does it? Don't Laugh.. :-D Anyhoway...
I was looking out the side window here on the right side
of my desk and was checking out the lot across on this
west side of here.. The twin ladys house :-) I name every
thing don't I? :-) She has a zillion daffys over there and
I noticed she has peonies like I have here by the back
door, that I bet I might need a fence for them too.. but
the TwinLady has rubarb already up pretty high.. I don't
like it.. but I know I used to when I was younger because
I used to go next door to Mr, Andersons and sneak and
eat some of his :-).. My friend Pepper and I did.. she would
bring a bag of sugar, to dip it in.. and I brought some Kleenex
to clean it off and a little knife to cut it so maybe Mr.
Anderson wouldn't see it ripped off :-) In more ways than
one :-) Ive eaten it since but now, I don't like it at all...like
I don't like watermelon or any of those melons. cantalope
or muskmelon almost makes me SICK.. the smell does me
in.. AWFUL .. worse than carrots even :-)

Ive been asking around about doing a brick deck and have
gotten some great advice.. and I honestly don't know which
would be the cheaper way to go.. Well the cheapest way to
go would be to hopefully get HOME DEPOT to donate one
to me like they did the ramp at the little house.. THAT was
great.. Speaking of the little house.. SOMEONE is LIVING
there. AND my ramp is still there too.. Penny has gone by
it quite a few times and said there is a car parked there.
So I wonder how this can be since it was supposed to be
foreclosed on? That's why I had to move.. Interesting..:-)

Next interesting thing for today is .. 3 guesses... :-) FOOD!
You KNOW its that time :-) GORGEOUS WEEBLE it, "G'day,
G'day" it, Post it, close it, find it and eat it :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya! and Thanks !!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...


Sunday, April 26, 2009

~Neighborhood Kids~

I watch as the kids walk home from school.. Its only a
half a block to the high school.. Lots of kids walk past
here on their way to and from, in fact even the school
bus goes past here, why I have no idea since there is
another street right over there unless its just too sharp
a turn or something.. But seeing these kids walking is
fun to watch them busily talking about what happened
at school that day I am sure is the subject. I always
walked unless it was bad weather. The house with the
black kittie has a daughter that goes to school there,
I see her every day.. I watched one day as a lady came
flying out of the house, jumped in the car and raced
past the house here, over to the school. It pulled up over
there and the daughter gets in and I watch as the car
goes back over to the house ! I thought perhaps she was
sick cuz usually I see her walking every day... as fast as
the mom or who ever that was that drove that car was
in a hurry, and only 2 blocks... I figgered she was sick.
I never got a ride home unless it rained :-) Snow or any
thing else.. I walked.. spring time I rode my bike..
Dam Bridge :-)
I see lots of kids on bikes here riding up and down the
streets.. They all play baseball in that nice big field
across the street and there were bikes everywhere. I
didn't have the card in my camera...so none of the pics
I took came out on the card.. I hate when I do that :-(
But I watched them play, and they all had the best time.
When the game was over they all got on their bikes and
it looked like maybe headed to town.. its only 4 blocks
to the main street here :-) across the dam bridge and
downtown starts right there.. :-)

No, Im not swearing . I say DAM bridge.. cuz that's what
it is :-) the road was closed for quite a while they said, just
before I moved here because they built a new bridge
over the DAM.. thus the name.. DAM BRIDGE :-D If
you look at the map you will see a river which feeds into
Palmer Lake...which used to be my last name at one time!
the river is on this side and the lake is on the other
side of the dam at the dam bridge :-) You can barely
see it on the photo.. I took that the day I came here to
look at this place.

The end of this street in front of the house dead ends
into that river.. I plan to take a roll down there just to
see what is there. I was told is a small park.. Palmer Lake
is very big and totally surrounded by houses and summer
lodges... In the summer this place increases in size almost
triple. The week of the magical festival there are thousands
that come here. I plan to call Abbotts tomorrow and see
what they say about it and when it is for sure.. I was told
there will be craft booths downtown set up with things for
sale by locals and others that know lots of people will be
here. I told Penny she and I need to start making stuff
and get a table for then and sell stuff :-) I might get
Donnies trailer here and rent it out that week too !! :-)

Nice warm day today but cloudy.. we had some VERY bad
storms yesterday afternoon and evening and some headed
this way from Kansas they say.. It was really bad there
last nite and I have some friends in that state... so I hope
they are ok...The weather channel says a tornado outbreak,
if one came here, I could hear the siren, but I have no
where to go either.. I have no inside place.. I think the safest
would be my closet, but it doesn't even have a door and one
of the walls IS an outside one.. Ive never seen one and don't
want to.. I was IN one, but didn't know it.. I was too worried
about getting HOME !! :-) I was on the road coming back
from Donnie & Kimmies then.. back in 83 I think. Trees down
all over the wind almost blew my car off the road, and I had
a big heavy mercury cougar then.. beautiful car.. Red and white.

Well its almost post time and lunch time AND GORGEOUS
WEEBLE "g'day, g'day time".. I have left over meat pie in
the kitchen just waiting for me :-) Wanna come have Sunday
lunch? :-) Got plenty AND its GOOD :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and Thanks :-)
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

~Lookin Kitties~ :-)



The boys are sure enjoying these doors being open
and the fresh air.. Dutch is the back door guard, and
LB is the front door.. Every so often they share and
will look outside together. Not often :-) The lady
across the road has the nicest garden and if you look
at the bird house under the V you will see a bird
sitting on top of it.. NOW I know why those cats lay
out there all the time.. :-) Bird Stalkers they are !!
I had a dog did that..
When I worked in Houston I ran a small 12 room
motel called The Muldar. Small place but very nice.
The rooms were around 3 sides of a courtyard that
had a birdbath and seed for the birds.. I kept it
filled for them of course.. I had a black lab dog then,
his name was BlackDog. Wonderful animal.. When I
would go to check rooms he went with me and insisted
on being let in the room first.. which was ok by me !
Some of the stuff I would find let me tell you a PRE
WARNING helps! If the room was not right, or some
thing was wrong with it, when the dog came out he
would stand in the doorway to let me know something
was not right and to be on guard.. Worked great...
We came out one day and I saw some birds out by the
birdbath, that dog ran out of that room so fast he
almost knocked me down! He rushed up to one of the
birds, it took off, the dog lunged and grabbed that
bird by its wing and slammed it to the ground.. I was
SHOCKED!.. He put his foot, ok paw, on it to hold it
down and that dog proceeded to lick that bird! He
did that for the longest time, I watched him.. :-) When
he was done, he stood up, the bird got up, ruffled its
feathers, and you could see the confused look on that
bird, as if hes saying "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!"
It took off flying to a tree and it just sat there watching
the dog ! I had to laugh ... :-) that's a BIRD DOG for ya!

Those familiar with the net know that every site you
go to has a tracker on it.. I do on this.. I like to know
how many read it and where from.. I have a free one,
so it doesn't give all the details of some of the paid
kind.. But I have noticed that someone from Constantine
reads this.. Constantine is just down the road from Three
Rivers.. small quaint lovely town.. right on the river. That's
one of the places David and I would go to fish at the
bridge. I wish you would say hi.. I have NO idea who is
there as I don't know anyone from Constantine any more
since Donnie left the farm there..You can email me you
know.. :-) I wanna KNOW !~! I'm nosey remember? :)

I had the best time outside yesterday and what it did
for me as far as feeling better was such a good feeling.
I sat in that sun for about a half hour. and going around
the yard was so nice.. scarey like I said but I still enjoyed
it. Penny seems to think the ground lumpys are from
gophers.. and I do too.. They sure can tear up a yard.. Mine
is like going through an obstacle course almost.. I did note
though with the deep treads on these tires I dragged a
lot of stuff in here.. THATS not good !!.. I found a few
clumps of dirt and grass on the carpet.. I was glad when
we came in that Penny still had to finish vacuuming in here,
or I would have gotten a TON of bend overing exercises
picking it up!!. :-)

My next exercise is lunch, I'm hungry but I always am
by the time I post this.. It has started to rain but its
still nice out.. It will smell so nice after this rain.. ALways
does.. Time to put my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "g'day,g'day"
and post this then EAT ! :-) Happy Weekend !!

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear.. love ya and Thanks..
Always, Lois ****


"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again.....

Friday, April 24, 2009

~What A Lovely Day~ :-)


Well I want you to know that it is a BEAUTIFUL DAY
in the neighborhood and this GORGEOUS WEEBLE has
been OUT SIDE !~~ The lawn? Well lets put it this
way, I wont go thru the yard alone, it was really scarey
even with Penny right by me the ground was so uneven
and full of holes.. I even got stuck a few times where
my chair wouldn't even MOVE!... So I cannot go out the
front to the side and to the back.. I probly can by way
of the road, but I'm not doing that either, the way Ive
seen some drive around here. So when Penny is here
until I can get out the back door will be the only time
I am going outside into the yard.. I might go ahead and
just sit out front.. but its just so WIDE open and no
privacy out there.. The back is great, we were out there
for a while and the warmth of the sun was wonderful.

I have talked to a friend of mine and to Stanley about the
deck out back.. One of the solutions is to maybe put a
brick patio out back and not a deck.. used 2nd hand
bricks are pretty cheap.. Penny measured the step and
its from the door to the edge out..is 20 inches.. not near
enough room for my chair.. PLUS from the door facing
to the step is a drop of at least 2 inches... The step is
5 inches high... We have measured every possible thing...
and its either a wood deck or bricks ... I still havent
heard from Joe so I will send a note when I send my
rent to him...and see what he says... Maybe he has a
good idea.. just a ramp wont work.. plus there is an
edge at the end of the concrete slab.. I had to go up
by the wind chime to get on the slab out there.. I
will work out something.. as good as it felt to sit out
there in the sun today.. trust me .. I will think of
something or someway to get a deck or what ever
built out there.. Wanna come help? :-) When ya
comin over here Raife?? :-) HURRY UP!! :-)
Raife built a deck around 2 sides, no 3 sides of his
house and want to see a wonderful piece of workman
ship.? He did great and it looks beautiful.. Their yard,
is just wonderful too, Ines has a green house of course
that he built.. and their yard is spectacular, I think
she has green thumbs AND every finger are green. Ive
seen photos.. Raife and Ines you might say totally re-
built their house. 2 very talented people.. NOW all they
need to do is COME HERE !! :-)

I am SO happy to say I saw the black kittie this morning!
She is alive and looks good.. She was only out long enough
to dash to the front porch and I think that's where her
food is.. For her to be gone like this constantly she has to
have babies I bet.. Penny said her sis, Kathy has 2 cats
that have had babies.. she has 7 now. :-) I asked Penny to
ask Kathy that when they are bigger can she bring one so
I can see how the boys will act. I trust LB.. hes a very
lovey cat.. Dutch is lovey too..but only to me.. and I just
am a bit leary of his reaction.. I really think its bred into
any human OR animal to take care of babies.. so maybe
my boys will welcome a new brother.. We will see.. :-)


Time for lunch and to post this for today.. What a
lovely day.. and going to stay this way all week end..
I'm glad.. fresh air, no heat bill .. :-) Hope your
week end is great too.. This GORGEOUS WEEBLE
says "g'day, g'day".. Penny says "Hey!" :-)

Y'all have a good one now , Y'hear? love ya and thanks!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Thursday, April 23, 2009

~Quietness~

One of the biggest differences in this new place
besides it being so much bigger is the quiet. At the
little house, there was always noise from the traffic
outside no matter what time day or night. I sat here
last evening, after I had logged off and shut my
computer down, I was looking out the window and I
could hear no sound at all.. It was quiet quiet.. Then
I heard the sound of a siren, like an ambulance, I
think there is a difference in theirs and a firetruck.
When I heard that siren, which, being here since
last fall its the first one ive heard ! That's what made
me sit and listen. I miss the noise, the activity, I do
kinda miss seeing all the people walking down that
street, it was a busy one that's for sure.. I wont get
to see the Sturgis Bike parade this year like I have
for the past 2... :-) I like the quiet but sometimes
I need the noise too.. to show there IS life out there!
That's why I say our most important blessings are sight
and sound. We can get around the rest, but with out
those 2, life would be just a blank... a nothing, a void. I
don't think I could stand that.. be constantly afraid,
not knowing what is happening, much less trying to
understand it...how could a person learn? Food for
thought hey?
I don't know about anyone else, but this month has
been THE longest, draggiest month!! To me anyway.
It started off rough.. We all got shorted a week on
our food stamps cuz they changed the date of them,
on mine from the 1st, now to the 8th is when I get
them. Then this month is what I call a 5 week month,
and they are KILLER.. They run me right up to the
red line.. thankfully I never go over but I sure do get
close to it.. I look at the calendar every day and it
just seems this month is crawling by, even though its
been very busy and stressful.. When its a stressful
time is when time seems to drag.. THEN I HAVE
to do something to UN stress :-) Fixing the problem
is usually what I do , one way or the other.. :-)
This was my very first cook book, I got it when I was 10. Betty
Crocker is the best cookbook there is...

Penny made it here today she is better, we are all
clean and she brought kittie food and a bag of treats
for them that they LOVE ! I was surprised at how
much they like them, specially LB.. Dutch will eat any
thing or at least he will try it.. LB, there are only 2
people foods he likes.. one is coffee.. the grounds..not
cooked.. and graham crackers.. I can open the bag of
them and I don't care where LB is, he smells them
and there he is.. Every morning when I make coffee
for me he has to have a few grounds, its like his morning
coffee, like I have mine...

I was going through my other desk, well really I was just
making a mess! But I found all my OLD cook books. I have
some dating back to the 1920s. All were my moms. I love
to go through it and see the names of the ladies, most of
whom I remember, and read their recipes.. My mother's
and grandmother have quite a few in it.. While I was digging
through this drawer I found this old book. Its a reading
book it says.. and the date is 1902 if you cant make it out
on the photo.. I was going to check it out online to see if
it has value and read about it.. Its not a thick book and its
not hardcover. I have 3 books that were my grandfathers
that are books of his when he was supervisor of mining or
something in the UP. He has detailed logs of every mine
ever dug up there, probly MANY now that have been long
forgotten..

They say, and I have heard that most of the UP of Michigan
is under mined, there were so many dug up there for the
coal and iron ore and copper. Many many times I remember
hearing of cave ins.. Some people early early one morning
heard and felt the ground shake, looked outside and their
whole back yard was gone.. Lucky the house didn't go.. A
road down in this little town called Gaastra, during the night
caved in.. 3 cars went down in it, and it took someone crawling
out to warn others and get the road blocked.. so.. what they
did.. was just put a new road, that just went around the huge
HOLE ! it was fenced, but made me nervous when we went
by it.. Cave ins were and probly still are happening up there.

Well I need lunch, today is wide noodles with spaghetti
sauce. I had a taste.. Penny makes good sauce, she uses
MY receipe.. everyone she cooks for likes it too :-) That
means its post time, lunch time and clean up my mess time
TOO ! Oh and GORGEOUS WEELBE "g'day, g'day" time.

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and Thanks!!
Always, Lois ****


"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

~BIC Lighter Cover~ :-)


Well I am so glad to say that my phone no longer
BEEPS a dozen times before I get the dial tone.
Robert with Charter phoned and everything is
settled and I'm paying less now than what the
first plan was and everything stays the same. I am
most pleased. I do hate the fact of what I had to go
through. That was uncalled for, I don't care what
company it is, they need to train their people better.
I KNOW I cannot be the only one that has gotten
crap service so they need a place that you can go
to complain.. I told him that.. when I asked for the
complaint department they would send my call off
to CharterLand, and it was a guess who would pick
up my call. That's not right. I have to say that I
think they need to revise their training tactics. But
my bill problem is solved and I am happy to say that
is one less stress factor for me that I am glad to
be rid of.. I don't handle stress very well.. in fact
in makes me downright Pissy if you want the truth,
and I don't like that feeling ..

It seems every company or place or where ever; the
service people all say "sir" or "M'am". I have to say,
I get really kinda mad at that.. I have a VERY deep
voice, and I get so tired of having to tell people, "I
am NOT a MAN". Just teach the help NOT to say
that. Down south kids are taught VERY young to say
sir or m'am... but NOT till they KNOW who theyre
saying it to... These companys think it shows respect
theyre very wrong.. I think just don't say anything
at LEAST until you KNOW... But I get that ALOT.
You would think when they see my name, Lois, that its
a womans name.. Like Supermans girlfriend :-) Its
not a common name though.. I think Lois Lane is the
only other one I know ! :-)

Penny isnt feeling well today and didn't come here.
She will be here tomorrow. I sure hope so cuz the
boys are out of canned food. They wont go hungry,
they have dried, but they expect it every day and if
they don't they get really crabby.. Doesn't seem a
cat would really care.. but well.. mine do.. I guess
they really are spoiled.. theyre worth it for all the
smiles and laffs and even the YELLS ive had because
of them. LB seems ok, but he is wheezing too...
a lot, but alergies can bother a cat too. I don't like to
see him doing that, they seem to be lasting longer and
more often.. Ive looked it up online and there is nothing
I can really do about it.. He, well neither of them has
ever done a ugly hairball ick.. and I read that is LB's
way of getting rid of them... where Dutch puts his I have
NO idea, ive not found any uglies anywhere :-)

I made a cover for my bic lighter :-) I think its really
neat.. I saw some like this online.. they sold them for
3 dollars each. Its just scrap material and only takes
a 4 inch square ! :-) sew up 2 sides.. and there ya have
it.. I had thought about making one out of camouflage
material too.. I mentioned to my sis that I would like
some scrap camo as I wanted to make a wallet for Ty.
I made mens wallets when I lived in Upper Michigan.
I sent the pattern to my sister Shirley and she made
one smaller for a little boy. After she made one it was
on her table and her Grandson, Chris came in and she
showed it to him to see his reaction.. He LOVED it.. She
told him she had to fix it so the dollar bill fit, he wanted
that wallet so badly, he said "Gramma, I can fold the
dollar to fit".. he wasn't about to give up that wallet ..
Shirley and I had to laff at that... I want to make one for
Tyler. Its just the right size for a little boys pocket :-)
I told Mark that Tyler, by the time Gran gets done, he
will be the envy of all his little friends :-) All his stuff
will be one of a kind :-) THATS the joys of sewing...:-)

And, that's where I am headed back to.. my kitchen
and sewing AND... FOOD ! :-) I havent eaten at all
yet, just had 2 coffees and a tomato juice so I can be
hungry :-) Now my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "G'day, G'day",
Posting and food time :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****


"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...
 
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