~Back to Hospital~

Well... things have transpired that I am forced to go back to

hospital.. My nurse phoned a while ago after Gail phoned them

to report my heartbeat is out of sync... Dr has told me to go to

hospital NOW.. I don't want to do this, but I have no choice...how

long I will be there I don't know...but keep me in your prayers.. the

fight is on with now my heart acting up on me... I am most unhappy.

I cant say when my next post will be.. but I WILL be back.. this fight

isnt over..

I'm still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE..

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~This Will Pass~

Another night of very little sleep.. I was up and sitting here

at the computer at 330 this morning.. wide awake... I just

don't know why this is happening...I know I'm not any more

active than I was before.. no LESS active.. I just SIT.. that's

not a lot of exercise or tired makingness... but that's all I did

before too.. oh well.. this too shall pass.. :-) and I'll be on a
good roll :-)


I was watching TV and my phone rang and I say Hello.. and

across the line comes this sweet voice.. "Hi Gran, my baby

needs jammies .. when will you make them for me.?.." It was

Kirsten.. what a girl.. so smart! She can carry on a really good

converstaion.. Some 4 year olds cant.. but shes like Kelli was..

shes around adults constantly and that makes a big difference.

So this Gran HAS to get to feeling better to make this babygirl

all the stuff she wants...she has a list and I told her I would make

anything she wants for her baby and her.. She was pleased.. I

talked to the boy.. he had gone to WI over the week end and

they sell these pastries there called KRINGLE.. It is DELICIOUS

He had 2 he brought home.. raspberry and pecan.. If you never

had one you have NO idea what taste sensation you are missing.

Donnie promises to bring one back for me next time he goes...

Penny made a great meat loaf for me yesterday and it sure was

good and that's what I'm gonna have today too... Got to keep up

my GORGEOUS WEEBLENESS!!! :-) Gotta go...but I shall be

back ! :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~Rough Night~

Was a rough night last night. I am not sleeping very well.. I

shut down the TV after that Undercover Boss show and that

was at10.. The next I knew it was 1:23 and I was wide awake.

The last time I remember before dozing off again was 5:15..

I'm not getting enough sleep and I don't know why.. Gail came

this morning and she has no idea either...

Gail, my nurse, shes coming 3 times a week.. She changed

the dressing on my backside sorespot.. Its about the size of

a quarter.. and was a tad bloody today, but Gail said that is

a good sign.. I still am nauseated at times after I drink some

thing, and I notice I feel like I have indigestion a lot.. When

Gail listened to my heart today she noticed I am skipping a

beat, which she said is not real good. Shes gonna notify my

doctor, she should be coming for a visit this week and Gail

is gonna suggest doing a EKG. Always something...

Penny came today and bless her heart, shes so good and

takes such good care of me.. She had to do the bedding,

well the quilt as I had an accident early this morning..and just

to make my bed is a job. She does good.. She is at the store

now and when she gets back is gonna make a meat loaf for

me.. with gravy and mashed potatoes.. sounds so good...

Rebecca called and she is coming by about 1.. shes been

quite busy at work with year end and new year meetings..Shes

a sweetie.. Tomorrow I THINK Travis is due.. I m not sure..

But every day I am slowly improving.. I'm so glad when I can

sit again with out pain...Soon.. This will all pass and hopefully

I will feel better than I did before all this started.. And.. guess

when this all started??? When I got that flu shot.. that seemed

to trigger all this crap.. and the doc said it wouldn't bother me.

Ya right, didn't bother me at all to go in hospital !!! HA! :-)

And the PACK won!!!!! YIPPPEEEEE !!! :-) Great game! :-)

Post time and lunch.. Thanks again for stickin by me.. I'm, still

a GORGEOUS WEEBLE.. and yup...I'll be back.. :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~I'll Get Over This!~

I welcomed this new year laying in a hospital bed, fighting

for my life, knowing that I would survive, I HAD to.. This fight

isnt over and I plan to live another 20 years.. On the 20th of

this month I will be 66 years old.. my life isnt over and I still

have a lot of life in me, weak as I am right now, I WILL GET

over this.. I will accept nothing less.. :-) talk about bull-
headed hey? :-)


Being this ill and being alone has made me think of what I

should prepare for.. I think my Knight has seriously lost his

way and will never find me, so it looks like the rest of this

ride I'm on I will have to do it with the TLC from my dear

friends that worry and love me... and you have NO idea how

great that makes me feel..


I cant predict what is ahead, no one can, but I can make

arrangements now to be prepared, like the boy scouts..I

don't want to be a burden to my family THAT is not acceptable.

Penny and I have talked about my living in her house..Which

may be good.. I have a lady friend that is in a wheel chair, she

has asked me to live with her...There are lots of possiblilities

and I could find a bigger place and have someone come and

live with me...

I'm doing better every day, my problem now is sitting of course,

and no appetitite...And I am not sleeping good at all..I'm up most

of the night...That is not good...Today I am having some left over

goulash Penny made for me..and at 4 I will be in front of my TV

watching the PACKERS!!!! GOOO PACK!!! I hope they make

it to the super bowl.. if for no other reason to show Farve HE

was NOT the team... :-)


I'm still a weak but GORGEOUS WEEBLE, and I'll be back! :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~Thinking~

Ive had lots of time to think about me, my health, and what is

ahead for me and especially what should I do to prepare...I

am the only one that can do anything to get on and do what

is best for me...

I have not been this desperately ill since I had that awful infection

in my stump.. This reaction scared me.. I woke up in the middle

of the night almost out of my mind with Itching and the most awful

feeling that at Times I really thought I was dying and there was NO
ONE to call out to, I was alone and had to survive until someone,

Penny, showed up the next day...

I havent been able to keep anything down and the dehydration

was rampant that my kidneys and organs were on the verge of

shut down. I don't remember the trip to the hospital other than

the sound of the siren....

Every day I am trying to stay up longer.. Last night was awful..I

couldn't fall asleep so many things going thru my head of what

to do.. Find a companion to live with me, go to a nursing adult

living facility.. But I have to be prepared.. and only I can decide.

I'm still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE and thanks again Bev, and to

all of you faithful caring friends...thanks... I'll be back ... :-)

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~Lois Here~

im home and I still am far from well.. The doctor said it
will be a long time to get over this ....I had a severe
reaction to a antibiotic that contained sulpher..I now
know I am highly allergic to it..I was rushed to the
hospital with a rash that covered me totally and the
itch was horrible.. I dont remember the first days.

The doctor wanted me to go to rehab for a few weeks
to get my strength back. I havent been able to keep
anything down the nausea is the problem now . They
gave me a suppository for nausea so I wouldnt have
to swallow but that caused another chain of events
that is not good...but Im trying hard to fight this and
get back to me.. Keep me in your prayers...

Thank you for all your well wishes , I am most grateful..
Honeygirl, Bev, thanks honey...your a good daughter and
Im so pleased you are my honeygirl... :-)

Im off to bed, I can t promise to write again tomorrow,
but I will as soon as I can.. Thank you all again for the
wonderful phone calls and cards and even a lovely bouquet
of flowers. THank you....

Im still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE tho!

Always,
Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you 'friend'.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...