ButterflyLois

Amputee life before and after...

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

~Happy New Year~ :-)

Today the man from the appliance place that fixed the
furnace was here to check out the oven on the stove. I
had a meat loaf in there for lunch, but he was in the
wrong truck that had the tools he needs.. So he asked if
he could come by next week to check out the stove. In
the meantime hes going to keep his eye open for a stove
with the knobs in the front.. that would be great... a lot
safer.. so next week will be a bit hectic I think... but that's
ok as long as its productive hecticness- is that a word? :-)

I had a visit yesterday that I wasn't expecting. This house
has doorbells, front and back, and when someone I am not
expecting hits that doorbell well it scares the padoobie otta
me :-) Carl, as the maintence man that works for Joe, the
landlord- made a surprise visit, I did express to him to PLEASE
call first to let me know hes coming over..which he promised
to do from now on.. Anyway, he checked out the bathroom door
and next week he will be over here to re do it.. I was so glad!
Hes very nice and I told him that I really appreciate that they
are doing this for me.. He seems genuinely sincere about really
wanting to fix it for me, that's what he said.. He lives in that
big house across the yard, where that lady came from that
screamed at Donnie when I was moving in about putting stuff
in the garage, apparently no one told her I was allowed to do
that. Carl is very nice, handsome too :-)

He would start on it earlier he said, but hes cutting wood for
his wood stove and has 53 trees to drop, cut up and haul away.
He and his son in law I think he said will be doing it. Free wood
is never refused by anyone that has a wood stove. Ask Donnie,
hes steady getting wood for his new stove. But anyway Carl
needs to get these trees down and hauled off and needs the
next few days to do it, so next week, he said he would do the
bathroom as there is no other jobs he needs to tend to.. He
doesn't think it will be a hard job at all.. I don't think so either
and according to the door expert, Raife, its a fairly simple job.
He made every door in his house, all oak too.. Raife is one of
those talented and 'handy as a button' men.. that can fix any
thing.. and NOT with Duct Tape either :-)

I have no plans for this new year but to probly sleep right
through it, like I do every year.. I don't make resolutions-
well yes, I guess maybe I do, but its only one, and that's to
do the very best I can, and make it through one more year.
I said this last year, look back and see :-) where did this
year go? It was a very surprising but wonderful one.. I had
some bad ups and downs but well any of the bad this past
year has been over ridden by the fact I am in touch with
my sons and grands.. THATs wonderful and MORE than I
had ever hoped for.. so it has been a great year.. and look
how I am closing this year out.. I'm in a most wonderful
beautiful, high gas bill place, but its a perfect place for
me and I feel really good, now isnt that the way to start
a great new year? I have no doubts it will be too.. I have
already decided I wont settle for anything less than great.
I have spoken :-)..


This GRATEFUL, GORGEOUS WEEBLE wishes you the very
best new year and thank you all for being my friends ...

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! :-D
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

~A Not Great Surprise~

I had a shock yesterday that just about gave me heart
failure.. I got my first full month gas bill.. 172.48.. THIS
is NOT in my budget! I was NOT expecting this.. But I
believe its because every single window was left open. I
was heating outside! I told Joe about it and that my
brother in law closed them all.. I mentioned it to the
maintence guy about the windows being left open and he
said it was to get rid of the dog odor that was so bad
in here.. So for over 2 weeks this furnace is running its
butt off.. This is SO not good.. 170.oo? My Word.. that
is NOT good.. I am NOT pleased with this..

Rebecca came today about 10, shes so very nice. I gave
her the bill to see. She was really surprised herself at
how much it is.. I told her I phoned Joe about it but have
not gotten a call back. I have NO idea how to pay this..
so I am hoping Joe may offer to help since it was his
fault with the windows being left open. I had no way to
see they were they were open way up at the top... If I
ask for help from DHS, I will have to wait till the gas
bill goes into shut off.. well what about after that? They
will only help one time.. then its up to me to pay it.. I do
think it will go down next month and so does Rebecca..
but that doesn't help me now.... I will wait and see what
Joe says.. But this actually made me sick.. I just cant
afford that much a month to pay out.. I would have to
give up something.. like cable TV or Internet and just
go to dial up.. which I hate, but.. well I don't want to
have to move again.. But this makes me worry what my
electric bill will be too, the furnace has a fan.. so that
ran every time too... I hate when I have to worry about
bills.. but its a never ending thing.. for EveryBody! Not
just me.. :-(

I got 2 great phone calls yesterday that did help me to
feel better about this gas bill.. One from my Dolly, Kelli,
she was at work at the hotel.. shes laid off for 3 weeks
from her other job so she is glad she has this one to fall
back on... she will work full time till she goes back to the
other. She had a great Christmas and so did the baby,
hes doing just fine.. growing like a weed.. Her sister,
Amber was babysitting.. I'm very proud of Amber, she
is really trying, going to nursing school.

The other call I got was from my Sis. She was telling me
all about her "crew" .. she has a big family..and on Christmas
Eve she has everyone there for food and gifts.. They had
fun she said.. someone put the dish drainer on the stove and
one of the grands accidentally turned the burner on and it
caught fire.. :-) luckily no real damage just a messy stove she
had to clean up.. but they had a good time.. Shirley puts out
a great feast that nite after they all come home from church.
I have been to them.. as soon as you get there, grab a chair
and under NO circumstances do you get up.. or you will lose it.
Ive lost count on the number of grands and greats that she
has now.. a housefull ! :-) but makes for a nice Christmas...

Lunch today from COA, well .. lets not go there, I made my
self a nice meat loaf and a baked potato... I love meat loaf.
One of my favs.. When I was with David, his mom always
made each of us a special dinner for our birthdays she
was surprised when I would request meatloaf, and baked
corn.. and poppy seed cake .. :-) good stuff ... Time to eat,
and finish up some stuff before I log off this puter for
today.. which means time for my GORGEOUS WEEBLE
"G'Day, G'Day" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Monday, December 29, 2008

~AGAIN... Stealing & Posting MY photos!~ :-(

Again, someone has posted photos of me, without my
permission of course, on a bbw amputee YAHOO group.
To deal with yahoo to get photos taken off is like pulling
teeth out of a mouse. Cant do it. They don't care cuz
they WANT all these pornographic groups.. I went to the
site and to be able to join you have to submit 3 photos..
Well why don't they submit their own.?. or of their wife,
kids , dogs, what ever, why me or someone else that HATES
this crap... I am so fed up with this ...


I have always been FOR Devotees.. I still am but ONLY a
very few that I would vouch for. Why these men, well could
be women too but I doubt it.. why they do this with no
regard for the person that they feel they have the right to
put what ever they want on the net... Where is the RESPECT?

I hate to say this, but I will never put another photo of my
self, as I am now, on this blog. I am not saying anyone that
reads this is the one doing this, but I cannot take any chances.
The photo that is on that Yahoo group of a amputee woman ,
well its disgusting and I got sick thinking that someone thought
so little of me to put my photos in with a woman's that looks
like, well .. to put it bluntly.. a slut...and I am NOT and I hate
the fact that someone thinks I deserve to have my photos
there..


I had a really nice Christmas and then to find this out, well
sure kinda ruined it.. I just don't understand WHY do Devs
do this ? I will NEVER understand .. That other site still
has not replied to my mails and has not removed my photos
from there either.. I hope who is doing this is proud of them
selves.. what a small little person in my eyes.. and I better
not ever find out who did this.. They WILL regret it.. I will
KEEP that promise.. I do my work and do a good job.. until
its done... may take me awhile..but.. well this needs to stop.
Those women like the one there maybe don't care ,, I do,
I like myself, who I am, what I am.. and I have very high
standards that I try to live up to... I wont let anyone change
my mind.. This isnt over AGAIN.... But it sure is discouraging.

I'm tired and wore out, we worked hard today, plus being
upset about my photos.. I'm ready to get away from this
puter.. and go and watch TV.. of course have some of my
left over meat pie first.. :-) its so good.. I am so thankful
the Lord made me a good 'cooker' as Kelli used to call me.
Time to post, time for my sad GORGEOUS WEEBLE,
"G'day, G'day"... :-(

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya, and Thanks...
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Sunday, December 28, 2008

~Bigger Doorway~ :-)

Joe has agreed to widen the bathroom doorway. It
will make such a big difference for me. 2 less transfers
that's a lot... He sent the maintence man over to check
the drips and the oven and he said it wouldn't be hard
to do at all and he was sure he could do it.. I am guessing
its just a matter of when now.. I don't think hes really
busy, Joe, by looking at this place keeps up his places.
He phoned the maintence guy right away when I called
and told him about the drips. Wouldn't it be great if
the doorway got done this week? Boy, would THAT be
great...

I finally got to the bottom of the cushion crap.. I mean,
talk about crossed wires when all it would have taken
was the Referrer person to be more specific and to
even look at my records to see who they send my
paperwork to, I only use R & R... because she didn't she
delayed this by at least 2 weeks and made quite a few
other people make a lot of calls to fix it.. Me, Deborah
at HPM and R & R... and the Drs office as well... Was
NOT necessary all this extra work, if the Referrer
when she phoned R&R the first time just said "do
you handle HPM for this patient and given my name".
But all she said was do you accept HPM, and that's
why they say no because they only do for certain
clients I think.. Was a lot of extra for a very bad
reason, not doing a thorough job... Well hopefully
tomorrow or SOON I will get my new cushion..

The sciatica is a little better today I do notice if I
lay very flat it really helps..I do rub it too when the
pain is inside that seems to help me really KNOW and
tell my head "HEY YOU GOT NO TOES! THEY CANT
HURT!" Why my head refuses to accept that I sure
wish it did.. Some of the feelings I get are awful.. If
I concentrate on where my feet are usually they are
twisted at an odd angle or bent the wrong way, very
odd and the distance from my knee to my foot is
shorter.. to me it feels that my foot is about the level
of the top of my front tire. At times I feel my foot
on that.. Weird.. I wonder if it is something I will ever
get used to.. or that it will go away...

I made a meat pie today and its just about ready to
come out of the oven.. Smells so good.. and I am VERY
hungry. I didn't eat much yesterday but when this acts
up I just don't have much of an appetite... Time to post
this and try my pie .. This Hungry GORGEOUS WEEBLE
says "G'Day, G'Day"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks !
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "Friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Saturday, December 27, 2008

~Sciatica Again!~ :-(

I hate when this sciatica or what ever it is acts up..And
during the night last nite, I mean I sat straight up,
grabbed the end and talk about pain.. wow.. I mean I
felt it from my pelvis bone down to my invisible toes.
When it hits my toes its like a sparky stabby pain..that
goes in bursts of stabbing pickky painlets.. its so hard
to describe.. I did notice today though that If I hold
on to the end rather tightly it seems to help a bit, not
alot..but some.. This is my right stump now. The left
doesn't do this.. Ever since my right leg was taken, it
healed fine, but its bothered me.. Its never felt right.
Didn't feel left either :-) felt kinda Wrong ! :-)

Its always had the sleepy tingly feel all the time which
made me think that being there is so much scar tissue
in my groin from all the tests that could be putting some
pressure on a nerve or something. I'm guessing at this,
but I'm basing it on logic...The last heart cath I had,
they couldn't use the groin, they had to go in thru my
arm.. and it was because of the scar tissue there in the
groin area .. so that could be the problem too... I wish it
would stop though.. its not a comfortable feeling.. I have
to keep shifting my weight to keep my weight off of it or
the throbbing wont stop at all then.. And that gets old real
fast..


This wont be a long post and as you see its early but that's
why I want to get out of this chair and see if that helps to
ease this... I don't keep pain pills here, only my baby aspirin
that I take every day and that wouldn't even phase it.. The
prescription I came home with from hospital has disappeared
somehow, was never found.. at least not by me... So I don't
have any kind of pain reliever.. I am going to try the heating
pad a friend suggested might work.. would warm them up too..

I'm gonna post this and get some lunch then its out of this
chair for the rest of the day.. I bet this rain has a lot to do
with it too.. Its been pouring rain all day, first snow warnings
now flood watches from all the melted snow~!! being 2 big
lakes here and a river between I wonder if it ever has
flooded here.. I'm even closer to the river at this place :-)
This PAINED GORGEOUS WEEBLE says "g'day, g'day"...

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks :-)
ALways, Lois ****


"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Friday, December 26, 2008

~IceLand~


We have ice. I pulled up the blind in the kitchen this
morning as usual and the whole glass was covered in
ice. I was surprised! So I know what the roads are
like.. Not Good... While I was sitting there the phone
rang and I said hello.. I probly shouldn't tell this on
my self but, well we laughed.. anyway, it was Penny,
she said "I'm gonna be late because of the ice and I
know you worry so as soon as I can I will be there". I
like a blonde says, "why are you coming today anyway,
its Thursday, we agreed Friday". She laughed said,
"Lois, its Friday, did you lose Christmas?" :-) I had
honestly forgot it was Friday!

I didn't even pay attention to that when I was checking
mail, but then it doesn't say FRIDAY, just the date.. I
had been out in the kitchen earlier and I usually always
turn on the coffee, fix the cat food, open the door blinds,
and unlock it at the same time.. Well I went to do that,
and said to myself "no need to unlock, no one is coming to
day", thinking its Thursday.. Holidays do this to me you
know :-) Well anyway, I now KNOW its Friday. The only
other things I have trouble with are the time change, if
I'm not really careful I can mess that up too and stay
at least 2 hours behind everyone and have a SUPER long
day when I find out, or a lot shorter one ! :-)

Ive been doing some serious thinking that I really need
to do something.. I HAVE to sit all day but doesn't mean
I cant do something. I need to start sewing again I think.
I have the room and I sure have enough time ! All I have
been doing is just sitting at this computer all day. I have
the apartment pretty much fixed and the stuff I cant
do Penny does. I have a paint by number that I have had
for quite awhile.. well I got it from my sis when I was in
the apartment.. so that's at least 3 years... I love doing
jigsaw puzzles.. but I already know ahead of time what
will happen with that and this cat.. I KNOW he would NOT
allow me to do that.. well yes, he would..but I KNOW all
HE would do and no, I don't think that's a good idea. I
don't know if I can do the paint by number even, to be
honest .. I'm blind in one eye remember and have trouble
driving a chair through a doorway, so makes me kinda
think ahead about how bad a headache do I want from
trying to see those skinny lines on one of those paint
things.. I think sewing, making quilts again, even if I don't
give them away or sell them, just to do something at
least constructive.. make myself feel useful again I guess.


Being as how I feel all settled, well except for a few
minor things that Joe needs to fix, like the oven that is
WAY off temperature and the faucets in the bathroom
and kitchen both drip. I don't have to pay water but, I
cant stand drips.. And we need to discuss widening the
bathroom door, if he would do it, he said he would if I
wanted him to...and it would REALLY make it better for
me, a lot easier if he widened it.. or if Donnie or someone
did. this place is done and its time to make use of a much
better situation while I can.

Well what I'm gonna make right now is a late lunch. I
didn't have Penny stay very long as she has another client
that needs done while she is here in town and to save her
a trip all the way back up here tomorrow shes hoping to
get it done today and other than dusting and doing the
beasty vacuuming which it did need it, there wasn't a lot
to do... I do know we need to change laundry soap, this is
some new stuff and its giving me a rash. So that's not
good.. I don't need itches where I cant scratch them. :-)


Time to post and see what else I can get done today. I
can go till I put my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "g'day, g'day"

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****


"God BLess You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "Friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Thursday, December 25, 2008

~Merry Christmas~ :-)

I was sitting looking out the window this morning about 9.
The snow was falling so slow and it was one of those lazy
snowfalls where the flakes just dance and float in the air,
like they don't know where to land. I was thinking back to
when I was younger and woke to the Christmas smells of
turkey and pie and rushing downstairs to open gifts. After
breakfast of course. Then the clean up to prepare the
dining room for dinner and to finish up everything so that
we could eat as soon as the Gramma's got there.

Later on when both my grandfathers had passed Dad always
went and got my gramma's. First Gramma Wales, Mom's mom,
as she liked to ride so Dad would pick her up first so she could
ride the extra to pick up Dads mom, Grandma Woodworth. Once
they got to the house, dinner was put on the table and we would
eat. Sometimes Dads brother, my Uncle Lawrence and Aunt
Dorothy would come down from Iron Wood to spend Christmas
with us. But it was a special day and of course the dinner was
perfect and delicious.. After while 'us women', would have to
do the dishes my dad and uncle and the grammas would talk
and most times dad always took a nap.. As much as we all ate
no one was too very energetic as I remember :-)

But they are great memories, and I remember them, its nice
how more of the good memories stay with you than the bad.
There are times when I think of all the good memories I could
have made, but didn't, but I cant fix past ones, but hopefully
looking ahead I can make even more good ones... This year
went by so fast, I remember writing back last January, just
like I do every year, where did this year go? Already a new
one is going to be here. Time flies so fast and things can
change in just the blink of an eye, and I for one plan to make
the most of those blinks! :-) As fast as this year went I sure
must have blinked a lot! :-)

This GORGEOUS WEEBLE wishes you a very Merry Christmas.
I hope y'all had a great day, Thanks for all the greetings and
calls and special things, mean a lot to me.

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today...
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

~Merry Christmas Eve~ :-)

Nice quiet day and I really didn't do anything but phone
Donnie to find out what the kids plans are for the rest
of the week. I know Dawn is working today and Friday,
but I guess Donnie is going to his parents today after
Dawn gets home, then on Saturday she, Kelli, Jorge and
ALex will go and then Sunday all come back. Its hard
when families are far apart and you want to spend time
with both, plus the working part. But they seem to have
it all straight and it will be good for them to go back to
see Barb again. This has got to be hard on them, specially
knowing shes doing the Chemo which makes them so very
sick... I'm glad theyre going, with the winter storm warnings
we're having its amazing that they CAN go.. Well they all
have 4 wheel drive though so I don't worry a lot..

My left thumb has decided to just quit working. I do not
trust it at all to lift or hold on to anything that is heavy
at all.. Plus it still is REALLY sore.. very painful.. I try not
to use it a lot, but well when you cook you use ALL your
hands .. specially the thumbs to hold on.. I bet it would
be really hard to hold on to stuff with out them... I never
really thought about it.. but I know I do use mine a lot..
depends on which hand I'm using, which being right
handed I would think if either thumb were going to act
up be that one, but I guess since I damaged it back
when may be part of it hurting now too.. I don't know....

I made a phone call to the Dr about this cushion crap
and it said no one was in the office so I bet its closed
today and tomorrow, so I have decided I am going to
enjoy this day, tomorrow and all this whole week end,
relax, do nothing maybe at all but watch TV, I am not
going to even THINK about this cushion BS and come
Monday, well I hope they KNOW I will be ringing their
bells...

Being Christmas Eve I havent decided what I want to
make for my dinner, everything sounds good but it
depends on how much I really want to clean up :-) I
don't like to make too big a mess cuz then I cant
leave dishes in the sink for days waiting for Penny. So
I base everything I do on exactly what is involved. If
I start a major project of cooking something or what
ever, if I run out of energy half way through, well I
wont either finish it or stop cooking it and just put
it up.. I sound lazy, but I'm not really, just very logical.
Ive always been that way which now having to really
analyze everything for the safest and best way to do
something it comes in handy... But I may make some
Salmon Patties.. with some diced beets and maybe a
baked potato, I'm not sure, but the salmon patties
sure sound good its been years since Ive made them.
Its so nice having a real kitchen again.. I just have
to be very careful.. I don't want those chair shrinker
things getting hold of me that Raife warns me about..
THAT wouldn't be good.. :-)

I'm going to post early and just sit and watch TV for
the rest of the day, Ive gotten some great phone calls
from some dear friends that have made my day and I
am most pleased... I love hearing from good friends...
Time to post but first my famous GORGEOUS WEEBLE
"Merry Christmas"... :-)

Y'all better have been good or you will get UNDERWARE
in your stocking !!! Santa is on the way !! :-) Love ya.....
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend",
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I ;write again...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

~Bye To Theresa~ :-(

Theresa came early this morning. I really didn't think
she would brave the roads as nasty as it is outside, We
are under the gun again for a really big storm headed
at us. But she did get here and I was very glad to see
her it had been quite awhile.. One thing or another and
we just couldn't seem to find a good time for her to
come by. I'm glad she got to see my new place, she was
VERY impressed at how big and nice it is.. Shes very glad
I got this. She did have some sad news for me tho,
that I wasn't and am NOT pleased about, but things do
change and we have to go along with them.. Theresa is
leaving CMH and wont be my caseworker anymore, today
was her last visit.. well last visit as a worker for CMH. I
hope she will stay in touch.. she was more than that, she
is a good friend too...I sure will miss her....

She has or had I guess about 26 clients so as soon as
they hire someone I will get a new caseworker then.
Theresa found another job that is going to, in time, show
that she made a very wise move. She will be working with
vets and that is a good thing...As sweet and nice as she is,
she will do lots of good I'm sure. For a while she will be
living in another town and commuting to her house here
on the long week ends. Its a lot but she and her hubby
both decided that this was the best move for her as far
as her career goes. and as unstable as everything is, we
all need that sort of job security.. well not me.. but the
working people.. :-)

The drama of a new cushion is turning into a major deal.
I got a call from wright phillipis that I DO NOT DO
business with and apparently someone from the Drs
office said that R & R refused to get my cushion and that
they needed to send the paperwork to WF. WRONG!!!
I called R & R and they know nothing and were going to
find out, well I was told by Sue at R & R that I may have
to wait 2 weeks for a cushion? I don't think so.. I don't
know what the problem is or WHERE it is probly is more
like it but I know I am really getting fed up having to go
thru a dozen phone calls to get 1 cushion that should go
just easy as pie.. But with this bunch I'm apparently dealing
with they... well its Christmas, Ill be nice.. but this is crap.
I want my cushion, I NEED my cushion and I WILL GET
my cushion one way or the other I don't care WHO I have
to call. This is such BAD job skills.. If I find out its the
Drs office that's being so slack , well I will call the office
manager AGAIN!~... This is getting so old.. I should NOT
have to do this..

I made myself some fish today and it was really good.. I
just lightly breaded it and fried it in olive oil.. light golden
brown.. MMMM I LOVE fish.. I always have, filet now, not
with the bones in.. that's like chicken, having to wade thru
bones.. why I like the breast meat and filets of fish.. no
bones :-) I know picky picky.. :-) oh well ..it was good that's
the main thing.. As of noon I have not heard from Penny
or where she is or what the tire situation is... I know she
had a client here in town today, this morning, so she may
still come by after she leaves there. She said she would
let me know but hasnt.. which kinda upsets me a little, I
like knowing whats what and when I can expect her or
what ever.. Being tomorrow is Christmas eve, I didn't
expect her but .. well I don't know now.. *sigh*

I'm ready for a break and to relax a bit, with Theresa
leaving and now a cushion saga .. that's enough to deal
with.. for today anyway.. So I'm gonna post and take a
5 and wait to see what else this day brings.. First my
GORGEOUS WEEBLE "G'day G'day" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Monday, December 22, 2008

~No Penny~

No Penny today. She phoned about 8:45 and said she had
a flat tire and no spare and no way to get anywhere to get
it fixed. I always carried a can of fix a flat. It works. I
had a slow leak and used that and I didn't have any more
problems. Sealed the leak.. I am surprised she had no
spare though, and that Eddie, her companion of 8 years
has not provided her with more security such as having a
spare tire or at LEAST a can or two of fix a flat. I would
be most upset about that.. I think I was more upset about
that fact than she was... Her son lives with her so I told
her to send him out to get a can for her. Hes young and a
good walk might be good for him. Hes not working but he
doesn't even have a car ! She has to come up here tomorrow
to go to the other place that she cleans just down the road,
so if she cant make it today then tomorrow will have to do.

Its not like there is really a lot to do just more putting stuff
away now that its a lot more organized in here. I am going to
get all this done and I have seriously been thinking about
making a few quilts. I miss sewing and I have MORE than
enough room now out in the kitchen.. As cold and wintry
as its been it would be something different to do besides
sit at this computer all day or watching TV. I have a few
all ready to go, just need assembled.. I have one that is just
beautiful called the bear claw, the squares are made, so
just need to be made into the top, get the batting, and a
piece of material for the back, and sew it around.. its done.
It will be really pretty when its done..

My left thumb I don't trust it at all anymore.. I kinda think
its the carpal acting up.. I made the mistake of picking up
my coffee pot this morning with my left hand, I stopped as
soon as I felt the pull and put it back.. I knew I wouldn't be
able to pour the coffee with that hand.. That thumb is just
too weak and its not stopped hurting at all... Ive been trying
to baby it and not use it as much but well just kinda need
thumbs for whatever you use your hands for..Only time I
don't use it is when I'm typin :-)

I have a call in to Deborah to find out about my cushion and
am waiting for a call back. I really hate when I need some
thing that I have to steady call to remind people they have
not finished their job.. Why they cant at the time, how hard
is it to fax a paper to someone? Just do it, don't set the paper
work down with the thought of ' I need to remember to do
that'. it wont get done... and that's what I think they do over
at the Drs . Well I will call again tomorrow if I don't hear.

I made some Spanish rice today and it sure was good.. I got
my angel food delivered yesterday by the church ladys son.
He lives up here and dropped it off after he picked it up
at his mothers house. Distribution day was Saturday and
this dear lady made these arrangements for me so I could
still get the angel food.. It is a great thing and the food,
speciallly the meat is always the highest quality and best
tasting.. Peggy is a sweet lady to do this for me.. and I
sure appreciate it.. Her son is very nice and lives over by
the lake here..

Well I am about ready for a five, I didn't do a lot to day,
I just sort of re arranged what I had already put away,
sort of just organized it more.. I'm getting picky again,
Penny even noticed in the kitchen.. A place for everything
and it sure looks nice out there.. We have done good in
the short time since I moved in...In fact its one month
today... :-) Time to post and put my daily GORGEOUS
WEEBLE "G'Day, G'Day"... :-)


Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks !
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....

Sunday, December 21, 2008

~Really IS Powerful!~


Did you know these power chairs are really strong? I
mean REAL power.. I was taking some stuff into the
bedroom and misjudged going through the doorway
into the bedroom. The controller thingie, the joystick,
is a swing away kind, so that I can get up closer to my
desk or table or what ever.. If I push too hard it will
swing off to the side, It did that and I kept going..
Remember these do NOT stop instantly like a manual.
IF I push back I will stop right away but with a jolt
too..its like slamming on the emergency brake..
Well, when I hit that doorway, the joystick bent back
and up and I still kept going, scared me, as I really
thought I was going to go over backwards. THEN what
would I do.. THAT would have been cute, to have to
call 911 cuz I tipped my power chair over, NO.. but I
know I wouldn't be able to pick it back up I bet, I
know how heavy that thing is.. So do the boys ! They
run from it SOMETIMES, when they really want to get
me they know just walk in front of me really SLOW...
They both are bad about doing that...

Anyway, I sat there tipped back and if it werent for my
tippers on the back of this chair I bet I would have gone
over backwards. That would have been bad specially if
the chair landed on top of me, I bet THAT woulda hurt!
I put the chair in reverse and slowly went back and got
my chair straight again.. R & R is sposta deliver a new
cushion but its the same usual thing, I had hoped it would
be different but of course not, thanks to the great work
of Erica at the Drs office. I had to call Deborah and find
out what the delay was again and it always ends up with
the problem being my doctors office. I bet if it was Ericas
sis or mom or aunt she would make sure she does her job
right.. just cause we go to the free clinic doesn't mean we
arent people.. we have no choice but to go there, we cant
just pick and choose, we are sent and to go to a specialist,
we have to get special dispensation to be allowed. I shouldn't
complain since the high cost of health care, but this office
help, theyre getting paid to do a GOOD job ALL the time,
not just when they feel like it... I know I'm getting tired of
it, but I will tell you what.. If I don't hear tomorrow about
it , you can bet I will be calling the office supervisior just
like I had to with the antibiotics.. maybe if I complain enuff
they will do something... NOW, wouldn't that just be a step
up for that office, to REALLY do a good job!....

Well I'm done for today.. was below zero today when I got
up this morning.. COLDDDDD brrrrrr... My boys don't know
how lucky they have it so snug and warm.. they deserve it,
they sure keep me company, and they sure love this new
house, I run them back and forth so much with their red
laser light its funny.. a few runs up and down the length of
this place is great exercise for them.. Even LB seems to
be more active, but they do sleep more too.. I don't get
woke up at 4am with face taps I notice since I started
playing and running them around more :-)


Time to post and go watch some TV , this GORGEOUS
WEEBLE bids you "G'day, G'day" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

Saturday, December 20, 2008

~Sore Thumbs~ :-)

Guess whats been bothering me a lot these past few
days? Its even surprising to me as Ive never felt this
before.. and trust me it really hurts.. But its my thumbs.
Don't laugh :-)... really, its the base of them where that
fat kinda padded area is down at the bottom of it.. When
I go to lay down to watch TV, I notice that as I relax,
my thumbs start to really HURT!!.. so much so that I sat
back up and had to rub them and it seemed no matter
what I did they ached just awful... it would ease up, and
I would pause and think 'finally!'.. then blip! right back
throbbing again.. Ive never had this before.. Ive had some
problems with my left thumb as I damaged it when I was
working in Green Bay for EDS. I hit it and THAT really
hurt so much I had to go to the ER for xrays, nothing
broke.. I was going down the stairs and slipped. put my
hand out to stop the fall and that pushed my thumb back
or jammed it or something.. but it turned black, green and
the prettiest shade of purple Ive ever seen :-) So I do
expect trouble with it.. I know I have arthritis in both
shoulders, arms and hands.. So could be that.. but then,,
could be the carpal tunnel.. :-)

I know it.. I mean is there ANYTHING that I can say that
Ive not had, done or knew about? I have lots of little stuff
problems but well I don't worry about it until they force
me to pay attention to them, like my thumbs are now.. My
logic for the reason they are hurting is this:... :-) Well I do
have arthritis... and I DO have carpal tunnel very bad, and
with all this unpacking and using my hands and arms so much
that its aggravated probly both the arthritis and the carpal...
:-) So its probly good that I would have to say 95% of all
the unpacking is done. My bedroom is ok.. just needs to have
final adjustments done. Everything has to have a place.. I
know I have so much room here its amazing.. but I love it.. All
the stuff I had to leave in boxes at the little house I can
take out now and enjoy, this is a good thing.. But that is my
analogy of why my thumbs hurt :-)

I made myself a pasty today. I got up feeling really good and
I just enjoy my kitchen so much its wonderful.. I made a
spot for me to prepare everything and it sure has proven to
be perfect.. Its my other little drop leaf table I had to put
down the basement before now I have it here.. It is perfect
height for my chair... Well my pasty was out of the oven by
9:30 and well I had NO WILL POWER at all and by 10 .. well
half of it was gone.. Good? It was so good I almost called the
boy and bragged about it.. but I only made one and I was NOT
gonna give him the leftover half.. no.. I am eating EVERY bit
of it :-) Its VERY good and later it will be even better .. I
wish I HAD made 2 :-) Even with achey thumbs it was good :-)

Well I'm done for today and going to wait for Penny she said
she will be here about noon to drop off the food and to take
garbage out .. Going from Wednesday to Monday is a long
stretch garbage and kitty litter wise.. LB gets really MAD if
his box isnt done, I can , its just very hard to stay bent over
in half.. I cant touch the floor at all in this power chair.. Its
got a 5 inch cushion remember? plus I have short arms too..
So usually Penny is the scooper person, she doesn't mind.. I
don't either my stomach does from being squished :-)

Time to post and say my daily GORGEOUS WEEBLE,
"G'Day, G'Day"...

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,
I'm honored to call you "friend",
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again....
 
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