~Tired Arms~

Ive had a lazy weekend when I look around, I could

have done more and gotten things more in order. I

am NOT complaining, but until I get my power chair

up and running my arms are tired.. That photo I am

right here in front of my computer, which is in the

middle of the living room, well over by the wall of

course, but you can see the hike I have to make to

get to the kitchen... I cant carry anything, well, yes,

I can depends on what and where I am taking it and

how many times I will have to switch hands to be able

to roll straight there.. its not that easy..
What I do, I have a empty 18 gallon tub that I put in

front of my chair, and I put the stuff in it that needs

to go somewhere else, like from the bedroom to the

kitchen, if I have other stuff that goes into the bath

room I put that in it and drop it off on my trip of putting

stuff away.. I put that tub long ways in front of me and

roll up to it then just use my chair to push it down the

hall.. It slides pretty easy but it still is a lot of strain to

push my chair along... This is low shag carpet and not too

hard to roll on.. I wish I had known Joe when he was doing

this place I would have told him to save that money..bare

floors are fine with me.. its the boys that complain.. no,

they don't but I feel their little feet and sometimes they

are cold...

So far everyone that comes in here is taking their shoes off

which always was a rule at my house.. So I'm glad they are.. I

told Penny I will get her some slippers to wear while she is

here and for company like Rebecca or Theresa.. or whomever

else comes by.. The boy, well I am not buying him a pair, would

cost a fortune as big as his feet are! :-) Plus he only comes by

about once a month.. Phones though at least once a week- he

knows Grans' rules.. If he doesn't then I call him and THEN

he KNOWs hes in trouble :-)

We are under a winter storm watch for today and tomorrow,

2 to 4 inches of snow, and as fast and furious as its coming

down out there we may get more than that.. Donnie, Kelli and

Alex are due back from Racine today I hope they miss this

weather.. so many on the roads after a holiday, Donnie is an

excellent driver its the others on the road that I worry about

that may run into them! He knows to phone as soon as they get

back or I will worry... and he usually always does... Hes a good

kid.. He has me penciled in for one evening this week to come

and put my mirror up for me.. It was my mothers and ever

since Ive had it, its always been the first thing I put on the

walls when I move into a new place.. When its up then I will

put everything else up... Maybe I will get some Christmas

decorations.. I have enough room for some now !

I'm going to get back to clearing out my bedroom so I can get

a bed.. I have a list of priorites and I have to stick to it.. And

a bed is first... then the rest I can hopefully get later on... Its

time to post and write my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "G'Day,G'Day"

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya, and Thanks..

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You," is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again....

~Didnt Get Alot Done~

I didn't get as much done today as I had planned,

but I did get some things done.. My bedroom is almost

cleared except for a few things.. Its so big in there..

Lots of room even with that huge wardrobe in it.. I

have to say I honestly do have too much stuff that I

just don't really need and I think this spring a yard

sale might be the thing...I'm sure Dawn and Kelli have

stuff theyd like to get rid of.. Kelli is the one of all of

us with the best location for a yard sale shes right on

one of the major roads here...A sale at her house would

be really be a good one I bet...

Ive not heard from Dave at R & R.. I know I will Monday

if I have to call him again.. The batterys were due to be

in on Wednesday and unless perhaps they were closed

yesterday, I had expected a call to know when he plans

to come by.. It will sure help me a lot in getting things

done... I cant carry anything and roll very good... This

place being so big I cant just grab something and pull

myself.. specially in this living room its so big.. I have

been bringing a cup of coffee in here and it takes me

so long going all the way down this hall by the time I

get here to my desk to drink it I'm pooped and its

almost COLD! I'm NOT complaining.. I just have to get

something else to carry it in or.. well I could just put

the coffee pot here in the living room :-)

There is a furniture place in Coldwater that will deliver.

I am seriously thinking of scheduling a ride and go to

see what kind of bed they may have.. I don't need a

head board or foot board, I only want the frame and

of course mattress set, I put it side ways, like I had

at the apartment... it turns a double bed into a king size

for me... I have a beautiful comforter with matching

sheets and pillow shams that will be very pretty... I

don't have a table for next to the bed though and I

will need one, some place to put the phone.. For the

time being If I get a bed I have a wood TV tray that

will work.. havta improvise is all.. In time I will get all

that I need for in here but until then its great...

Well my break is over for today, they had roast on sale

for 1.98 a pound and Penny picked up a really nice one..

Was huge so she cut it in half and I am going to put it

in the oven with a few potatoes and that will be my week

end treat... I love roast beef... was my dad's favorite too.

Back to work and time to fix my dinner for later but first

time to post and say my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "G'Day,

G'Day" :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks !

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you sasfe,

Until I write again....

~OverDone~

view outside the window when I look to my left...

I think I have overdone. I posted yesterday and went

straight over to the couch and slept for 3 hours.. I woke

up and it was almost dark and I just decided to stay right

there and go back to sleep.. Which I dozed off and on for

a while, I think I watched some TV.. not sure though what..

I got up at 5:45 this morning.. The boys saw to that.. They

wanted water and breakfast.. I keep their bowl of water

in the sink as Dutch isnt allowed to have a bowl on the floor

because he plays in it.. pushes the bowl around and splashes

the water out.. He always played in the toilet until I put the

riser on it.. But the sink bowl was turned over so I knew it

was the boy. They drink a lot of water which some cats don't.

But then again, no one has cats like my two...

Penny came today but was late.. shes not been feeling good.

I gave her the map to the dumpsters so she can go by there

when she leaves.. I told her not to do a lot and just go back

home to bed.. She did go and get the cat food though, they

were almost out.. Our weather is so unpredicable that you

cant take chances, so I stock up.. Id rather have too much

than not enough..

Peggy with Angel Food, I told her I was moving and there is

no distribution site for it here.. She said her son lives here

so perhaps he will drop it off for me.. I thought that was

very nice.. as it is such a good deal... They have bacon wrap-

ped filets this month and THEY are good... Ask Donnie..

I have made great headway but I am not going to steady go

like I have been I cant get too strung out or I will end up

down for a few days, so slow, steady, will get it done perhaps

a tad slower but better than not done :-) This place is so nice,

and the boys are having the best time.. I kinda like it too... Its

so quiet here there is hardly any traffic out side, mostly

when the high school lets out... As of yet Ive not heard from

Dave I sure wish hed phone and say he was on the way.. I

could use that power chair... :-)

Time to post and finish my break and then back to work on my

bedroom so I can get a bed in there.. The couch is ok but a

bed would be better... This GORGEOUS WEEBLE says

"G'Day G'Day"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you friend.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe

Until I write again...

~Happy Thanksgiving~ :-)

I am really tired today, I have gotten a lot done

but I may have over done.. This is just going to

be a few lines as I am going to go and take a nice

long 5. I got up at 5:14 to be exact ..that's what

the clock said, well showed when I rolled by to go

to the potty.. The transferring is working ok.. I just

wish there wasn't any carpet in there... its not a deep

pile and its put in really good.. There are parts by

the doors and by the kitchen sink and stove that are

linoleum.. and to roll on that is VERY easy, I wish this

whole place was like that..

Joe came over last nite and we signed the lease and he

gave me a map as to where we can take, well Penny can

take trash to dispose of it.. Joe owns 6 duplexes that he

rents out and over at the other place just down the street

a few blocks he has dumpsters there. It will save me 30

a month.. I had to pay for trash pick up and water, so right

there is a savings for me of 60.oo and that sure will help

as I have a dread feeling about the gas bill for the furnace.

When I asked the gas company said last February the

highest was 265.oo.. I could NEVER afford that.. and THAT

worries me...

I am sure Penny was just as tired as I was, we had to pack

so fast and its hard to remember which box has what in it.

We both tired to be careful and label the boxes but then

we got hurried and just put where ever we could.. I will

have more than enough room for stuff though.. plus these

storage bins will be really handy in my closet... I didn't

realize just how many clothes I have.. I LOVE it !! :-)

Well I need this nap, this TIRED GORGEOUS WEEBLE

says its time for a "G'Day, G'Day"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? Love ya and THANKS!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you friend...

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~ Penny Fight~

What a day, Penny and I got into a big fight, she is so

stressed out from her other job and boyfriend issues

and I am from this move and not being able to find any

thing, we had a nice fight and I just told her to go home.

I wont argue with her or anyone.. I had to go a round with

COMCAST of all people to make sure my account is canceled.
I noticed today I still can use my comcast email.. After

about 5 calls and 6 different phone numbers I finally found

a person that could answer my questions.. So I was already in

a bad mood when Penny got here.. She was too obviously.. I

will just do more and not leave things for her to do.. I would

hate to have to find another caregiver but I wont fight with

one either.. I cant handle that extra stress.. So she left with

out even a bye or see ya Friday, nothing.. so I don't know if

she will be here Friday or not..I hope she is...

I got hold of Dave with R & R and hes waiting for a delivery

of batteries and he will bring one for me hopefully on Friday,

he said hes expecting a delivery today but I doubt I will get

it today.. It sure will come in handy to do more here and I can

carry stuff better.. It will take some getting used to again but

its a good chair, it may even make the turn into the bathroom..

The transfer chair is working just fine.. Its a pain, but its

worth it to have a nice place and its not that hard to do.. The

only time it is, is during the night when I'm really tired...then

it wakes me up.. But I don't really mind the extra work..


The photo up top I hope no one will take and put it where it

doesn't belong.. I will only leave my photos here for a few

days, then remove them just to be safe.. I have not been to

that site to see if my photos have been removed but I have

NOT gotten a reply to my emails to the administrator so I

am guessing he doesn't give a ratz patootie as long as his

site looks good.. Its NOT over, not as long as my photos

are there.. but I just don't feel like dealing with it now, I

just don't have the stamina.... I am trying to reduce my

stress level...THAT is a must.. My desk is in the middle of

the living room so you can see how big it is.. its wonderful..

Well my work break is over and I have a lot to still do I

have to say its looking nice.. every day is an improvement..

and I am glad, then I can really enjoy this place, the boys

love it and LB is a happy guy, hes running and playing just

like he was a tiny kittie, of course Dutch LOVES it he sounds

like a small horse galloping down the hall hes having fun..
Time to post and back to work... and time for my GORGEOUS
WEEBLE "G'Day, G'Day"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear ? love ya, and Thanks.. :-)
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you friend.

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~I'm Happy~

I want you to know I have been busy. Ive gotten up at

4 just about every day as I just cant sleep, soon as my

eyes open I start thinking of all I want to do that day-

and the list, right now, is endless.. I have made GREAT

headway though... and I have to say it is hard work..but

I pace myself and I LOVE this part of moving, getting

to fix up a new place.. THIS is NOT really work.. Plus I

get to go throught all my stuff that has been packed

away.. It will be so pretty in here.. Everyone has said

how much they like it... I LOVE IT~!~ Im HAPPY :-)

I had to put in a call to R & R to fix my power chair. I have

decided until I get this all done, I'm going to use that chair.

I go back and forth just once, the length of this place wears

me out.. So I tried to get my chair running and shes dead

as a doornail.. so I called Dave and then Deborah at HPM,

and Dave hopefully will be here tomorrow to put in a new

battery... I will really use it more this summer being able to

go outside more now..

Rebecca came today for her weekly visit and was amazed

at how organized it is already.. She did comment on the

fact that I don't have enough furniture .. I have decided

that I am going to get a bed and then a chair, a nice recliner

for the living room.. so I can sit in here and watch TV.. as I

only have the one, so I wont be watching it in the bedroom.

I did notice that I cant see the TV as well since now I am so

far away from it.. I cant read the info that's on the screen.

In time maybe I can get one of those 32 inch ones.. THAT

would be great~! I have one so I'm grateful...

Well my break is over, time to go back to work.. I will be glad

when its all put away, I'm making a list of what I need yet and

there are a few things.. There is no phone jack here in the

living room which is a problem.. There are 2 in the kitchen and

1 in the bedroom.. so I may just get a lot of phone cord and

run it from the bedroom in here.. If Verizon does it they will

charge.. Strange tho that there isnt one in here...

Hi Ho, Hi Ho, its back to work I go.. This GORGEOUS WORKING

WEEBLE says "G'Day, G'Day"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya, and THANKS!!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you friend..

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again....

~I MADE IT !~

I made it! It has been a hetic 2 days, and I am truly done in.. All
for good cause though.. I got my computer all connected first and
then have been steady working.. But I wanted to write and put
this photo here of Donnie, Jorge, Kelli and I...To my grateful surprise
Jorge's 2 brothers showed up to help as well.. THAT was a really
nice of them.. Donnie is tired :-) I had just told him that some of
the things had to be taken back.. I will write more on that later.. :-

I have a ton of things to do If I dont get time to post again today
I will tomorrow.. I am still taking all offers of unpacking help. I
have decided to power up my power chair, by the time I go ALL
the awy into the kitchen and ALL the way back down here to
this living room. Im pooped ! I am calling Dave at R & R today.

Thanks for all the good ideas and well wishes and I shall return!
For now this GORGEOUS TIRED WEEBLE says "G'Day , G'Day"

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,
Im honored to call you "Friend".
I pray the Lord will keep you safe,
Until I write again...

~Countdown Begins~

We are very busy today and everything is set. Penny

had to make a special trip to the drug store for the

anti biotics so I can get started on them.. Erica was to

have called them in yesterday and of course she didn't.

So Penny had to go their twice. I did book a ride with a

bus company here to pick me up and take me.. it has a

lift.. I am having so much trouble sitting I think this is

the best to do as transferring to Pennys car will not be

easy with this sore spot...

Its VERY painful today, I got one of those rings to sit on

but it doesn't work cuz it leaves my stumps hanging and

that puts pressure and I just about scream it hurts so bad.

I'm hoping by tomorrow when the anti biotics have a chance

to work that the pain will ease.. I have NO idea still what

this is.. I asked my sis and she wasn't sure either... But the

lump is about the size of a golf ball.. and if I sit on that it

about puts me through the roof... I have not been much help

to Penny at all... I feel bad about that..

I talked to Donnie this morning and he will be here bright and

early we discussed about how long we thought the loading would

take as I have the ride booked for 11.. So I'm hoping it will all

be done by then.. I will load the boys in the carrier first thing

before they get here as I know they will panic when the guys

come in.. Penny will take them in her car with her.. I have a

nice warm afgan for them in side the carrier and we kept a

nice warm one to cover them so they don't catch a chill when

they go outside... I don't need sick cats on top of everything

else..

Its very hard to sit here and type as I have to lean forward

and it really hurts when I do.. But we are on the countdown,

Cross your fingers, toes, legs, anything ya got so we have

good luck tomorrow.. No snow forecasted so.. let the clock

begin ticking.. this girl is ready too.. Poor Penny bless her

heart has worked hard today.. She is gonna get SO SICK

of me.. :-) Shes a good kid I'm so fortunate to have her..

Time to close, and shut down this puter until tomorrow nite

hopefully.. If there is no post from me tomorrow please don't

worry as I kinda think tomorrow I will have some other major

priorites.. but hopefully I will Sunday.. Sorry to miss a day , but

well I gotta keep rollin, and first things first.. So until later,

this GORGEOUS MOVIN' WEEBLE says "nitey nite"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear:? Love ya and Thanks !
Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you friend...

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again......

~I Have A Problem~

This post is very early, as I woke with a very serious

problem that I am very concerned, ok worried.. Ive never

had anything like this.. The last few days, well since on the

couch really, but the past couple its been getting worse.
The sore spot is right.. well hmmm.. to delicately describe

the place, right next to major parts.. Its a lump about the

size of a quarter..round, and VERY sore.. Now, I had to

figure out a way to see this area.. that was fun let me tell

ya, It better go away or I will die of embarrassment if I

have to go to the doctor for this.. Which today as bad as

its hurting.. I did call Erica at the Drs office.. This is such

horrible timing... I cant stop now.. I'm on the countdown

and I have a LOT to do yet !..

Well this lump.. when I finally got in a position I could see it,

I will NOT describe that .. :-) but I saw the lump, and I felt

it, and what I saw I didn't like.. the lump was very dark blue,

looking like a bruise.. I havent fallen so it is NOT from a hit

or anything... To sit, well I cant. I can for a little while but

it starts to hurt so bad I cant stand it.. When I talked to

Erica she wasn't real sure what it is but suggested heat, if

its an infection it will surface from the heat.. She said to

try to avoid sitting on it by using a ring or laying down.. I

sure DONT need THIS now...


I explained to her I am in the process of moving and she knows

how I am about going out, she is going to set up a nurse to come

and check it out for me, and has called in a anti biotic. I have

been so worried about something going wrong with this move and

I didn't expect problems with ME! But it does worry me I will

be honest.. I have never had anything like this so I have NO idea

what it is.. If it opens... that could lead to VERY serious things

for me as quickly and easily that I get staff infections.. and it

being right dead center almost of my butt, that means bed, down

and not sitting but for short times ... I am not a happy camper...

But I WILL make this move..

Erica said to take the antibiotics, apply heat to bring it up and to

try to stay off it as much as possible. Call her again tomorrow

and if its not worse to wait and then try to go in to see them on

Monday or Tuesday. AFTER this move and that's what I'm gonna

do.. I cant take chances.. Penny will be here tomorrow and I am

sure she will get the last of the packing done.. I sure hope so..

Well I have to get off this butt and give it a rest...I shall keep

you updated... Too early for this GORGEOUS WEEBLE to say

nitey nite so I will say "G'Day, G'Day"... :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear, Love ya and THANKS !

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless you", is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again....

~U Haul Sucks~

Interesting day today. I had put a truck on reserve with

U HAUL... wrong move.. My sis warned me not to call them,

but I looked on line and there is supposedly a pick up spot

here in town. Well I was thinking this morning as I went

over my list of 'to do's' and I realized I had not gotten

a call from U HAUL for confirmation.. So, luckily I called.

The girl, said they were looking for a close place where I

could get a truck and the closest would be Sturgis, which

is I bet 35 miles away at least. So think of the mileage !

So she said I would have to WAIT till someone found a

better place.. Well I made this reservation last week, and

they still have done nothing? AND expect me to wait even

longer when I DONT have that luxury.. Time is a major

factor... I hung up the phone telling her I would wait.. well

now, you KNOW I just sat and decided to wait for them

when they've had days already? ya right ....

Well, I hung up.. looked on line, found a place right HERE in

town.. In fact right next to my Icee place, Dairy Queen, I

will miss that place... Maybe I can get my own icee maker..

Well anyway, I dialed BUDGET.. at a place called GRAND
RENTAL.. Cody answered the phone.. took all the info and

THEY WILL have a 24 foot truck there waiting for me,

well for Donnie when he goes. They open at 8 am and Cody

said he will be there... SO.. I have to say, I kinda snickered

when I phoned U HAUL and told them to can my hold on a

truck and my order that I went to BUDGET and got a better

rate, better service and a pick up spot 2 blocks away from

my house.. The Lord has smiled on me today...

Penny came and we made a deal that she will come Saturday

and spend from about 9 to 3 helping me move. I told her I

didn't expect her to do it for nothing, and I will pay her. She

put off another job for me and all the EXTRA help she is

giving me, well I want to let her know I appreciate it.. Just

like I do Donnie and Jorge, I cant pay them but I plan to

send Penny to the store to get them and Dawn & Kelli too,

steaks that they can grill back at Donnies... Dawn I am not

sure if she will be there as she has this new job so she may

have to work Saturday.. Kelli does but only for a few hours

that morning.. Its a super busy week end, Kelli works part

time at a hotel and this week end is a Notre Dame home

game so they are booked to the teeth with a waiting list

for any possible vacancy, I bet every motel, hotel, boarding

house is booked solid.. Lots of people would rent out a spare

room on home games in Green Bay.

Penny got a lot done, she really worked hard.. We are both

worried that we are coming down with colds or we are allergic

to each other the way we both sneezed today.. I sure hope

if we are that it waits till next week when I will be able to

collapse then.. I will be moved. I have to admit I am getting

so nervous I wish this was done and I was there.. I need

this move done.. With Penny coming there is my ride up to

my new house.. We discussed how we are going to fix it up

and put everything. I saw an ad at Meijers, they are having a

huge sale on Thanksgiving day, they will have a 32 inch TV

for $372.00.. NOW, that IS a deal... These things sell for

over 1000... I am hoping they will let it be put on lay away

and I can pay on it... or put some down and pay or however

they do it.. But I sure would like to have this TV.. I worry

about mine all the time its so old... Push come to shove I

have to have a place to sleep first.. that really is more of

a priority than a TV . I know ALL my priorities and I cannot

stray from them.. This move is taking every spare dime I

have and I cant splurge I have to be logical..

The update on that crap site that has my photos. I went there

today to check if this administrator has removed them and, NO

they are still there AND I have not received a reply to the 2

emails I sent him.. This is most upsetting.. Last nite I went to

where all the photos that I have put here on the blog are kept

and I deleted every one of me except for the one on my profile

here.. I sure hated doing that.. And those of you that are my

faithful TRUSTING friends I am most sorry, but I cant stop

people that are thieves from taking from me.. so my only solution

is to never put another Full Body one here.. I felt so bad doing

that.. but I had to.. I was so upset I had even considered just

deleting this whole blog and not write anymore but I enjoy this

Its like writing home to family every day saying "hey, I'm here,

guess what happened today, I'm thinking of you ".... I hate that

this person has done this to me.. But this is how I feel.. and I

know other amputees that have had this done to them feel the

same way.. our rights are being violated.. Those that WANT to

be exposed and show off their most private parts.. well good

do it.. but NOT where I am .. I don't wanna see that crap. To

me THAT is pornography.. and I don't approve no matter who

it is.. These women that pose like that.. have they thought of a

time when perhaps their grand child might come across a

photo of gramma showing everything shes got? That sure would

give a kid a good impression wouldn't it? Well Gramma did it

I will too.. Morals.. right from wrong.. Maybe I'm too old

fashioned.. but back when there WAS a time you could trust

anyone and be treated with respect.. now? No.. its gone.. and

sadly I see NO improvement ahead at ALL... I fear for my

grands.. I think of little Alex, what will this precious baby

have for a world when he is 40? or will he even HAVE one...

All those sci if movies are gradually becoming real... like

Mel Gibson movies.. Scarey...

Well I am really give out today, but I have to say we got a lot

done and all the minute details have been set, solved and finished

so I can sort of breathe a little better .. 2 days to go.. Friday

ALL has to be done.. 8 am everything in this place will be gone,

THANK YOU LORD~~!! I am SO ready for this move and yup,

ready to say my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "nitey nite".

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks :-)
Always, Lois ****


"God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~Betrayed~

I'm posting a little earlier today, but. I'm so upset with this

photo business.. I am truly distressed that someone's betrayed

my generosity by putting my GORGEOUS WEEBLE photos

on such a degrading to amputee women site as anon_ib.

I looked through some of the 45 pages there and I was thoroughly

disguested with what I saw of photos of these amputee women

that so blatantly show every minute detail of their bodies and

WANT them on the net much less offer to sell them... I am

NOT one of them... and I resent the fact that someone has taken

my rights away from me by helping them selves to 8 of my photos.

I very seldom discuss the issues of Devoteeism.. as I know both

sides.. the good and the bad of these people.. The bad, like the

ones that steal our photos, sell them, trade them and Lord knows

what else they do to them... all in the name of being DEVOTEEs

like they have a RIGHT to us.. NO ONE owns me now or ever and

never will... Those Devotees that do this sort of horrible thing

as stealing photos and putting them where ever THEY please..
My question is.. what if it was their wife, mother, child.. would

THEY like seeing their photos among those of a naked woman

posing in such a way to show the most intimate parts of her

body? If they say they wouldn't mind or come up with the lame

excuse that "theyre on the net and anyone can have them"..
my response is.. "What happened to being fair and respecting

other people?" WHERE IS THE DECENCY GONE?

This sort of theft of something I do freely give if asked, to me

I describe it to a feeling of being raped, used, and my character

ruined because my photos are at a place that ANY decent woman

amputee or not would want them.. This is a disgrace and how this

person can do something like this .. well he/she..whom ever, is

lower than the whale poop at the bottom of the sea in my book..

I never wish bad on any one.. but I do on this person.. and I WILL

say.. whomever it was, I will do what ever I have to to find you

and when I Do .. trust me, you will NOT be happy..

I bet I made a dozen phone calls today and every single thing

is fixed, arranged and set up for the move Saturday.. Penny

will be here today about 1 to help for a few hours so that we

can get this packing finished, the clock is on the countdown

and I cannot wait.. ... This move is taking ever dime I have, but

I honestly think it will be a good thing.. Once I get moved and

settled I will be happier I am sure.. I hope so anyway...

I hate that one person has managed to ruin it for so many others

but I feel that I have no choice but to stop putting FULLBODY

photos of my self here anymore, There will ONLY be from the

waist up. I'm truly sorry but I feel I have NO choice..and I hate

that I have lost that trust I placed on someone that didn't deserve

it.. To Those of you that have jumped to defend me on that

site I thank you so very much.. means a lot to me.. and those that

phoned to tell me.. thank you...

Its time to close this for today and get started on the rest of

this packing.. This sure aint easy.. but I gotta do what I gotta

do and that's face it head on and keep on rollin.. I could say

a few choice words to the ... well .. person that did this..but I

will wait till I can say them in person with a few added exclamation

points.. that is if I get to them before my son does.. :-) he has

the kind I don't and they hurt more :-) this is NOT over by any

means.. I have only BEGUN to FIGHT this...

Also if you have comments about this DEVOTEE issue.. lets talk..

leave a note and lets see where THIS goes.. :-) In the mean

time, I still love the rest of ya.. and am most grateful that you

are my friends.. greatly appreciated by this HUNGRY GORGEOUS
WEEBLE !!! "nitey nite".. :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and THANKS!!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again..

This is an URGENT extra post....

Someone named Alycidon has taken it upon himself to

take photos from this blog and post them at a site on

the net called anon_ib. All the photos on this blog are

mine and NOT to be taken with out my permission..
http://www.anonib.com/_amputeewomen/

If you would please go to that site and request they be

removed I would be most grateful.. they are on the first

page under the heading "seen any new daks lately" on page

3... I have written to the administrator requesting they be

removed.. if you would please write to him as well requesting

my photos be removed..

If you look over to the right side here, you will see the copywrite

there and these or any photos are all copywrited and NOT to

be taken with out my consent.. This man has and has shown

total dis-respect for me.. Other amputees may like their photos

put on to sites like that .. I don't..

I am seriously debating to close this blog or at least to not put

any more photos of my self here.. This man has written to me many

years ago and he knows how I feel about this.. anyone that knows

me knows this... Do NOT post my photos...

This added stress has caused me some very serious grief today after

I posted the earlier blog.. This is so unfair and I am so upset that

someone has such dis reguard for me to post my photos with women

that are naked and obviously for sale...

Please go there and tell them to remove my photos..the owners name

and email are there as well.,. write to him on my behalf please...

With sadness I still am ...

Always, Lois ****

~I Got 2 Things today~

Well looky what I saw when I looked out the window this

morning .. It snowed most of the night and as of right now,

which its 1 in the afternoon, its been snowing all morning.

The weather says we are under a winter storm warning and

should have up to or over 4 inches of snow. Every day this

week they are predicting snow. Saturday as well.. I just

hope if it has to snow, that the roads will be ok.. that's the

worry.. This snow is one of two things I got today, read on...

Got a lot done today and I have to say I am proud of Penny

and I.. I was upset for a while this morning when I gave my

camera to Penny to go down the basement and take pictures

so I can see what all is down there. When I saw them I was

most upset.. My basement looks horrible, stuff everywhere.

Penny said shes been straightening up but the woman that

was sent here to paint the basement obviously went through

everything down there, stuff was out of boxes and some

were open.. Its a disaster down there... Penny assures me it

will all be done as I almost just threw up when I saw the

mess and the work it will take .. The worst part is I cant do

it, I cant get down there. If I could I sure would.. But we

are running out of space here to put stuff as it is...

I reserved a truck and it will be waiting on Saturday. It will

cost 39.95 a day, plus 79 cents a mile and a 100 dollar deposit,

which is returned when the truck is... Its a 24 foot which I
KNOW will be big enough... Donnie teased me for a while when

he asked "whos gonna drive that huge thing Gran?" I said

"huh?" he laughed.. hes got a CDL.. so I know he can but he

still gave me a start for a second, I told him not to do that,

I have MORE than enuff stress going on. So that's done and

ready.. He laughed and assured me all is ok, he will handle

it.. not to worry.. and I trust him... :-)
Now, my other accomplishment is, I have my transport chair

here, delivered by Dave. Cost 125.oo.. its a invacare, which

is a good one.. Dave from R & R came by and we talked, my

insurance wont get it for me so I had to.. But its here and that

is a MAJOR issue that is resolved.. NOW nothing is wrong, all

the I's have been dotted and all the words are right so... I am

all set for this new house.. This chair is really nice, Dave did

measure it and its 20 inches and that's with the wheel out, so

its good and will work perfectly I'm pleased...Notice the boy

is the first one in it :-)

My list is gradually shrinking and I'm pleased, some things will

have to wait till last minute and my Dolly has assured me not to

worry about anything.. I WILL get moved and I WILL get up

there.. shes a honeygirl... Ive sent notices to my sons of my

move, which I have always done since I first left, notify them

of where I am moving to.. Ive not had any acknowledgement

from either of them that they have received it. But then I

never did all those times before either...


Well I am totally done in for today I was up at 5 and I am so

ready to take a break, watch TV and just not think about any

thing for a while.. I have such a headache I can hardly stand

it.. Don't say it.."a head like that OUGHT to ache" either :-)

that's what I tell the kids all the time.. we laugh.. But I really

do have a doozie.. perhaps my icee will help.. well.. if I drink

it slow- where at times, I have too fast and boy those brain

freezes REALLY hurt.. I KNOW I'm not the only one that's

done that :-) Time to post and watch the snow.. Time for

my GORGEOUS WEEBLE "nitey nite"...

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya, and THANKS!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...

~Cant Reach Some Stuff~

That little mirror in back of the TV I couldn't reach.

I was going to try to get that one and the 3 pictures

that are behind me by the lamp hanging on the wall. I

tried to use my grabber but it wasn't safe and I was

afraid I wouldn't get a good grip and they fall and break.
The one is a very old one and I would hate to lose it.. If

the others drop the frame could be damaged so I just

left them alone and Penny will have to get them down

tomorrow when she gets here. I did take the things off

the bathroom walls and I packed some more things off

the bakers rack... The basement is going to be the major

deal as I cant get down there to know what is what and

I will have to depend on Penny to take care of it.. I plan

to call Dawn and see if perhaps she could come over one

day after work and kinda get things organized better..
I had a nice surprise yesterday that I wasn't expecting. I

knew Donnie was coming over to get the Styrofoam out of

the garage but I didn't know he would have 2 helpers with

him.. I didn't think fast enough to take a picture off all 3

brothers. Donnies two brothers John and David came from

Wisconsin to spend the week end. John had a job interview

and may possibly be moving to this area.. Indiana though,

over by South Bend. Be nice for Donnie to have his brother

closer.. The 3 of them all went to a Chinese place for dinner

Friday nite, John told me, to a buffet.. I know those people

saw those 3 huge guys walk in KNEW they better get out

the reserve food.. Donnie said they kept telling them "you

eat no more you eat enuff, you go home".. We all laughed..

Donnie is a big guy, 200 pounds at least, his two brothers,

well David is about the same size, but John, hes a REALLY

big guy! I was glad to see that Donnie had help.. I did invite

both of them back next week to help with the move. John

said if he had known before he set up the appointment, he

would have scheduled it for next week end.. But there is

still a chance that John at least may come back and help.

That would be great... I did mention to Donnie that he

would have to help and lift me into the truck, he laughed

and said that he was going to load me, chair and all into

the back of the moving truck :-) now, THAT would be

a wild ride :-) I am NOT doing that even for the sake of

not having to transfer.. :-)

Snowed off and on most of the morning and just dusting

outside. We are due to get snow every day but I havent

seen the forecast for the week end yet. I get more and

more nervous and write myself one note after the other

so I don't forget anything. That wouldn't be good.. I have

made quite a bit of progress that I know Penny will see

tomorrow and hopefully we can get it a bit more organized

and start on the basement.. My clothes and bedding will

just go in plastic bags be a lot easier to handle than boxes

I think... Will be nice to have my own washer and dryer,

then I can get that material down the basement washed

and I can work on some quilts... I'm anxious to sew again.

To get things made in time for Christmas is going to be a

challenge...

What I'm gonna make now is a light snack, what, I have

no idea, I havent bought much in groceries since I knew

about the move as its less to move. I still have stuff in

the freezer that I can make..fish or something.. I'm not

sure what I want I'm kinda tired and I may just take a

five, watch the Packer game and fix something later if

I feel like it, so, its time for my GORGEOUS WEEBLE

"nitey nite".. :-)

y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks !!!

Always, Lois ****

"God Bless You" is my prayer today,

I'm honored to call you "friend".

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

Until I write again...