~Post # 2110~

Well, I was snowed in for 2 days, it just steady snowed.

Finally yesterday Penny got here.. We were glad to see

her, The kids and I both were just about out of food...

We arent now! Its beautiful today and all that snow is

melting fast .. :-)

Ive been looking for a place online where I can get a

will and print it out that will be legal.. Its not that I

have tons of valuable stuff, but I want to know where

it goes and to who.. whom... :-)

Each one of these attacks I have weakens me.. I can

tell.. and they are maybe not as often, but when I do

have one its really bad, a lot of pain.. Fanesse is going

to get some pain meds for me, just in case it gets too

bad... My back, after one of these, is VERY sore and

lasts for a long time....I feel that I am weaker that

when I do something tires me out alot...I can remember

what I felt before I had that BIG one ... so I can

tell.... I do have some questions for Fanesse when she

gets here about the tests they did.. Something doesn't

seem right..She'll know...

Lunch is ready, goulash today...I'm still a most GORGEOUS
WEEBLE, keep well and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~Not a Good Start Today~

I really had a rough start this morning.. I get very

nauseated and then the chest pain, arm pain, back

pain starts.. This lasts for 20 minutes or so.. When

the pain eases I break out in a cold sweat, and then

I am extremely tired. Some days these attacks are

really severe, then I can go sometimes 3 days or so

without this happening... I don't like it...

Fanesse, my nurse came this morning and I told her
I wasn't feeling well, I didn't have to tell her, she

said she knew when she looked at me. My blood

pressure was extremely high, 193/111.. VERY high.

She ordered me to bed for the rest of the day.

Which as soon as I post this is just what I'm gonna

do...

I spilled a whole cuppa coffee yesterday. It went all

over my desk and on my mouse.. Now my right click

doesn't work.. All my stuff is falling apart.. My speakers

are very bad, my keyboard is sticky and now my mouse.

Always something.. How do I get all these things I need

when I have a gas bill that's gonna take every spare

dime. Always something..

Time to post and get that rest the nurse ordered. I'm

still a GORGEOUS WEEBLE, just a tad sickly today...

Keep well and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~snow~ :-(

I'm sitting here writing this and every few minutes

I look up to see if its still snowing...which it is... I had

NO idea we were gonna get this, but then I don't watch

the news or weather.. I listen to the radio and I guess

I missed that yesterday... oh well.. we got snow...
you see Peeker, below is Graybelle, the white is Tigger, the orange is
Fuzz.

The black cat is a new outsider.. In fact I have 3 new

outsiders. 2 big black ones and one small black and

white that looks like Dinky... I named the kittie that

stays in the garage and peeks out thru the rip in

the tarp.. Peeker, that's what I named her...She

wants to come up here and she will, but not if she

sees anyone.. Poor thing, at least she comes for food.

I'm waiting for a friend of mine to come for a visit

today.. Becky.. She was my first caseworker with DHS.

She was the best..always took care of business.. she

retired but we still are friends.. Shes an animal lover,

and gives a lot of time to ARF.. She has 2 or 3 cats

and I think a couple dogs... With this weater she may

not venture here...

Well, I'm gonna go and eat some linguine with sauce

that Penny made yesterday.. If this snow keeps on

she may not make it tomorrow... I hope she does.

I'm still a most GORGEOUS WEEBLE, keep well

and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~Im Late AGAIN~

Its been awhile again and I have no excuse..I'm

here though.. I wish that doctor hadnt said anything.

he was only guessing anyway... But his words hang

over my head like a guillotine.. I told that to my

nurse Fanesse when she was here.. Everyone is

asking about it and wanting to know if it depresses

me.. Well.. to be honest YES...

Wouldn't you be? To have some man, ok a doctor,

tell you, "you have possibly a year left"... how would

you feel? My year was up last month on my birthday.

That's when I was in hospital, the cardiologist said

that to me..

I know many people have had a time limit put on their

lives and live for another 20 years.. I hope I do too!
I'm doin my best to stick around! :-) But honestly,

I can feel me wearing down.. The least little thing I

do, I can feel the stress on my heart, making me so

tired... BUT, I aint givin up, I'm doin less so I don't

give out...

The daily attacks arent daily anymore so that's a good

sign.. I still have this cold, I sneeze and cough a lot. I

cough during the night which wakes me up , wakes the

cats up and then it takes all of us 30 minutes to find a

good spot :-) If the boys arent comfy NO ONE sleeps..

I'm hungry and I have left over chili. I have 2 pasties in

the freezer but theyre for Donnie. I promised I would

keep them till he can come and get them, which might be

today.. I'm still a most GORGEOUS WEEBLE, keep well

and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~Love~

Valentines Day today, a special day to let someone know

you love them.. When really if you love someone, you love

them all the time, and you don't need a special day to

remind you to tell them.... don't you agree?...

When you mention the L word, LOVE, I can honestly say

I saw 2 people that loved each other completely until the

day they died and I believe are still in love in heaven.. I'm

talking about my mom and dad... They were married in

1929, Dad died in 89 of cancer, Mom in 90, I always say

she died of a broken heart, she really committed suicide.

She hated every day she lived with out my dad..

There wasn't a day went by that they didn't hug, kiss,

give a special touch on the arm or shoulder, never a

day went by that they did not say "I love you". I know

that from the days I lived with them and when I visited

and spent time with them after I left home to start

my life. I can honestly say I only heard one as in 1

argument they had, and it ended with hugs & kisses..

My whole family was that way, when we saw each other

and when we left their company a hug and kiss were always

exchanged.. When I was little, I always kissed mom and dad

good night before going upstairs to bed.. When we had a

housefull of company I just went from one to the other

giving goodnight kisses.. :-) I took my time to delay going

to bed while we still had company !! :-)

I hope you have a great V Day, that you have someone

to give kisses and hugs to on this special day, If you

were closer I would, just to let you know you are special.

I appreciate you coming here and reading my 2 cents

and so lovingly worry about me when I get careless and

don't write every day.. Thanks and this most GORGEOUS
WEEBLE loves you.. Keep well and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~I Forget~

Dutch & Tigger- I dont know whos more jealous..

I don't know about anyone else, but is the time going

faster? I cant seem to catch up on anything cuz the

times goin too fast.. Or do you think its maybe cuz

I'm just slower? :-) I know one thing, I'm forgetting stuff.

I was in the doorway to my closet waiting for Penny to

finish hanging a top, and as I sat there I couldn't

remember why I was in there!

That's bad! And I know, I can click on my browser cuz

I thought of something I needed to do or find out.. By

the time Google opens, I forgot what I was looking for.

I remember in a few seconds, but to do that I have to

look see what I was doin to jog my memory.. I hate this.

I'm not the only one tho, my sis is the same way...I wonder

if this is just getting older? Shirley is 6 years older than

me, so she should know :-) I feel stupid though when I

do that, but I still have to laugh at my self... :-)

I woke to SNOW this morning.. about 2 to 3 inches id say..

Dinky has come home, his face is so scratched up he

worries me.. Tigger has taken over the cat house which I'm

glad to see its in use.. We think Tigger is a she.Tiglet then

I guess her name should be :-)

I'm late today, but Ive been busy...I'm still a most

GORGEOUS WEEBLE, and I'm hungry! Leftover

spaghetti today.. Hope your're having a good week

end.. Oh, the Doc gave me a nose spray, thinks I

have a bad sinus infection. and a anitbiotic after

he checks with the drug store to find out what I

reacted to so badly last year.. I'm not taking that

again!!! Keep well and God Bless..

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~Nurse Rules~

My boys, LittleBoy in back, and the smiling one in front of course is Dutch!!

Busy Day today, my nurse Fanesse is coming and so is the

doctor from Hospice.. Both in one day, I'm not pleased but

Fanesse says she needs to see the doctor here, when hes

with me.. So, shes the nurse I havta do what she says :-)

I had a really rough start this morning, I had one of my

attacks.. I felt so bad, its not even describable.. Both arms

hurt, my chest is ready to explode and I'm so nauseous that

I have to sit with my head over the garbage can for at least

a half hour.. I managed to get the kids fed before it started,

but I could tell it was gonna be rough...

I got the most wonderful treat possible in the mail today! A

very dear Friend, Catherine, sent me COOKIES!!! I opened

the box to find 2 kinds! what a treat... Isnt it funny how just

cookies can make you feel better.. I sure needed it after the

start I had!

I have some stuff to do before they get here, I'm still a

most GORGEOUS WEEBLE ... Keep well and God Bless...

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....

~Nurse Delay~

Wonder who is teasing who, thats Graybelle outside, Dutch inside lol
My nurse, Fanesse, was sposta come by today but

we changed it to tomorrow. Shes bringing something

to help with this cold and with the scar on my left

stump... I usually can keep it under control, but this

time its just not co-operating with me, and its red

and super sore too... Ill be glad when all this is fixed

and I'm not sneezing anymore or feeling bad.

I heard that my grand daughter and great grand

daughter, Amber and Kirsten both have pneumonia.

This weather is so crazy, its making everyone sick.

It warms up everyone takes their coats off and

goes outside, that's what will make you sick.. The

flu is super bad and I sure hope I don't get it..


I got the flu and pneumonia shot last year and it

put me in hospital for those 2 months...it caused

other problems and all together it took 2 hospital

stays and the rehab for 3 weeks too.. I don't

want that again.. I'm very leary of antibiotics

that's what they gave me last year to knock out

the cold and flu.. I reacted with that awful rash

and .. well its past, I survived.. :-)


I'm hungry, which is a good sign, but I do notice

I don't eat near as much as I used to.. which is

reallly a good thing, I'm paranoid about gaining

too much weight.. then its MORE I have to DRAG

around!! So, that's not a bad thing... I'm still a

most GORGEOUS WEEBLE, Keep well & God Bless

Always, Lois ****

 "God Bless You", is my prayer today,

I'm so honored to call you "friend"

I pray the Lord will keep you safe,

until I write again.....