ButterflyLois

Amputee life before and after...

Sunday, December 31, 2006

~HAPPY NEW YEAR~ :-)

A whole year has gone by.. in a few hours be starting
again..I start with a birthday.. now ..that can be good or
bad..Oh.. its on the 20th..I think is a Saturday..*HINT*
lol..I tell my self. 'great..start off with another year tacked
on to the number 'hangin over my head' lol.. but well means
ive gotten wiser before anyone else yes? they say as you
'AGE' you get wiser..lol..so.. hey.. the others born before
my 20th day..I will let them be wiser..but then its the 20ths
turn.. I'm an Aquarius too.. Ive read some descriptions of
us.. I get so mad sometimes.. well no not mad..but well
some describe me to a T..I cant describe me that well..I
change so much lol..

Well I think that's really what a new year is..when it starts
time to make the necessary changes and make sort of a
plan so to speak of what you hope is ahead..and then what
you hope ISNT..but may fear is.. but well there is not one
thing that's gonna change that's set to happen and there is no
way we can know..well you can set dates for things..like a
vacation..but there is no guarantee it will come about either..
For me.. I have to plan on what will happen when the 3 years
are up..that's my main concern..It has to be.. No bearing on
any other issues.. and what I do in these next 3 years I
will have to more or less do the prep for the next hopefully
20 or so I will have left.. lol..what? I could live to 100..anything
is possible specially now they want us to eat Cloned food?
I don't know..THAT sound scarey to me.. . lol..isnt that what
seeds are for? lol.. I shouldn't read MSN news sometimes
the stuff I read..the headlines I just sit and shake my head
at what I read.. Donnie yells cuz I don't keep up on the news..
well I have plenty of my very own Weeble Story Dramas lol
I feel for all the stuff going on ..but there isnt anything I can do..
all I can do is exactly like im doing.. The very best I can..and
just keep trying till my bunny runs out lol. I keep this re charger
fired up ..my bunny's gonna last a LONG time..

My sis phoned..bless her heart..they took a ride up to the UP
of MI..and while they were up in Munising..my sis had to go to
the ER..she has a raging ear infection.. She gets colds and
they go to her ears..She can hardly hear.. The kids play such
tricks on her all the time.. Cheryl was telling me something once
about her mother and I told her "shhh.mom's right behind you"..
she says."naaa ..she cant hear anything" was true my sis is
hard of hearing..said she has 2 hearing aids..drive her nuts cuz
they pick up EVERY sound..every sound out and around..and
she couldn't stand it.. she wore it to church..she said this lady
kept eating peppermints wrapped in this cellopane..and she
would very slowly and NOT quietly to Shirley, roll it up..she said
she had to pull that bloody thing out of her ear before she told
that lady what to do with those peppermints lolol knowing my
sis..well you think I'm bad? hehehe..she and I are a lot alike..
ask the utility or phone company where my sis lives lol. I think
they would probly vouch for us. :-) well.we just tell it like it is.. and
we do the best we can.. many many times..she told me..holding
my shoulder.. "LOIS...COME ON..you CAN do this.. COME ON!"
I can hear her..when I didn't and couldn't straighten out my stump
when it was amputated below the knee..or when the nurse was
here to change the dressing on my left stump when it was so badly
infected..and I was hysterical knowing the pain I was going to feel..
I can hear her. telling me.. encouraging me to DO IT, that I could..

This year and all the rest will be like this past one.. the ups and of
course the downs..lets hope the ups are higher and last longer..
than the downs. and if your butt aint heavy lol..well then the downs
wont last so long :-)..and IF when on those down times you
keep looking UP..well. your gonna go back up..have no fear..you will
all you gotta do..... you know my word.. lol.. TRY.. that's all.. TRY...

well I havent eaten all day..and Im going to TRY to find something
out in the kitchen to eat.. I could splurge and call Pizza Hut lol..
hmmm that does sound good..its only right down the road.. I wish
Applebees delivered..Id love some of those onion skins I call them ..
they are SO good.I better TRY to get some food..I think my bunny
needs refueled lol. Nitey Nite..

Happy New Year~!~
I hope It brings you all you need..want and wish for..

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya..and thanks. :-)
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Saturday, December 30, 2006

~Didnt Do Nuthin~ :-)


I did not one thing today .. All I did was take a nap..I guess
I was tired..:-)..I do this..and I have no idea why,,,,, I go in
snits of only a few hours of sleep at a time for days..up at
3 or 4 am..then up late..then its crash city and I go into a
sleep mode and just sleep for a couple days.. Its a mean
cycle..drives me nutz sometimes..I woke up once and
looked at the time..it was dark out..I wasn't sure if it was
morning or night..didn't know what day it was..I didn't
know nuthin.. I sat there for a while thinking "geez, I wish
I could forget who I was that easy", then tried to guess
everything..that's real fun.. I think its that Heimer guy,
keeps dancin with me....:-)

When Dawn was here last nite she noticed how much
has been done here..she laughs at my tales of what I
go through to do something .. shes so cute..and shes
another little tiny thing.. Shes about 10 years younger
than Donnie...but a real energetic person..that's why
they get along so good..hes very hyper..cant sit still for
very long..and to talk on the phone to Donald? well when
hes done talking its "ok, Iove you , Bye"..and hes gone...
THey have a lovely home on a lake about 10 miles from
me.. hes still working on that garage, wish I could help them
with it like they help me all the time..good kids..Im very
grateful they let me share their lives...Id be in big trouble
without them ill tell ya.. :-)

I almost fell today... came so close .scared me..just what I
was telling about the other day ..how I think my toilet is so
dangerous for me.. I have a riser ..which makes the seat even
with my chair.. its about 6 inches higher .. and white plastic
and you just lift the lid and seat and put this there in its place.
I went to slide across and my hand slipped off the chair, I said
just the other night my thumb is not holding, Im losing grip, Well
I almost went off the left side straight to the floor....as soon as
I felt my hand slip I tried to fall more backwards than to the
side..I made it..but hit my ribs on the side on the chair, then I
hit my head on the back where that bar thingie goes up
the side of the back.. I have to be totally aware when I go in
there.. I could have done a serious no no.. I'll be glad when
I get that rail that goes around it.. If I do hit the floor from that
height..I bet I would break something.. This is such fun.. things
that were nothing to do..like sitting on the potty.. now? well..
there is a HUGE difference.. but..well ya gotta figure out the
safest way .. or be in do do in more ways than ONE :-D..
.
I got a call from my friend Blue in AU..they are in summer down
there..and 16 hours ahead in time.. I was trying to figure out
when his New Years will be.. a day ahead.. I tell him all the time
how amazing it is that we can talk being as how we are not even
on the same day .lol.. He says there is a drought down there its
so hot.. He got an air conditioner for his room.. Im glad..I know I
cant take the heat and I worry about this summer..how will I be
able to breathe.. I cant take the heat at all just takes all my air.. I
had the AC on all summer at the apartment.. I think this little house
would be very easy to cool..If I put an AC in the window here in
the living room or bedroom this whole house would stay nice I think.
As small as it is, a window unit would work good.. I better start
saving now or I will be sweatin my patootie off.. There is a really
nice copper looking ceiling fan in the living room here, very nice,
I know that will help to cool this off...

I have done nothing but sleep since 11 am this morning ..got up at
almost 5..and am writing this post.. I havent eaten a thing since I
had that chili and burger from Wendys yesterday. Im hungry, and I
have NO idea what I feel like eating. I guess its that verse..."Seek
and ye shall find" :-) with all the goodies I have out there I have NO
doubt I shall find Something..as long as its not chair shrinkage stuff
im ok.. I'll give the boys a treat and they will be happy..They sure
drink a lot of water I notice..I bet I fill their bowl twice a day.. I was
on voice with a friend, LB came up to me - just whined and whined
they could hear him.. he does sound like he says "mom, mom" !!
I know a talking cat.. I told ya..we are a strange bunch hangin from
this tree here lol...Time to seek..I KNOW I'll find.. Nitey nite.. :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? Love ya..and thanks.. :-)
ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Friday, December 29, 2006

~Gift Exchange~

Dawn came by today and picked up their Christmas gifts.
She surprised me when she walked in. I didn't know she was
coming, lol. Donald was supposed to call and tell me..well of
course he forgot. Men..lol..He is doing a side job this week so
he really cant get away..Dawn opened her gift and loved the
Kincaid teapot.was so cute..had Blueberry tea in it..Now..that
I wont vouch for..I like Earl Gray myself.lol.but she really liked it.
Donnie called later on after he got home and opened his..he
really liked the utensil set..all in one box..easy to find what ever
he needs to use with a grill..or in the house for that matter. I
hate digging through a drawer full of loose things like ladels..
and pancake turners etc..hmmm that's an idea..lol..He will put
it to good use..Im glad he liked it..He said he had Dawn hide
half of the fudge or he would eat it all.. which I knew that..lol...

Dawn came bearing a gift for me, which is REALLY neat! I
didn't know they had these.. Its like a chair cushion back and
the seat. There is heat,, and massage.. its electric.. THIS IS
GREAT!!! there is like a remote control that you can put the
heat or massage at different levels..THIS is SO GOOD!!! I
had to potty afterward..not that the thought of the cushion made
me lol..but.. I was thinking..I get in a hurry sometimes..and wait
maybe a drip too long you know? or I run into the wall and when
that happens and you REALLY HAVE to go..well. I am NOT going
into real details here..I know at some time in anyones life this has
happened, they say no ..they fib!!! anyway..I was thinking IF this
happened while I was plugged in? well the cushion.. my question:
Would I ELECTROCUTE myself? LOL.. I thought about that site
hair standing straight out sparks flying and me totally zapped lol..
that would be a hell of a buzz lol.. I told Donnie this we laughed
so hard lol.. It is funny lol.but well I need to think seriously about
this before I plug that thing in and sit on it ya know :-D

Penny came today and bless her heart painted the top of the
door frame..shes coming tomorrow for a while to fill in the time
she missed..and offered to paint the other door facing of the
bedroom for me.. maybe she can reach the top cabinets..She
was amazed at what I had managed to paint! lol..asked "HOW
did you do that?" ..well shes getting to know me..that I cant just
sit and look at something that needs done if there is any way
that I can figure out how to do it lol..this livingroom is going to
be the challenge..specially the ceiling. I really may not be able
to do it..but if I can figure out a way to I may try it. :-D..

I splurged today and got Wendys..well Penny went and got it..
Got a classic..chili and fries.. I dunk my fries in the chili..some
restaurants now are serving chili fries..just like the cheese ones..
or like mine..gravy . Wendys has the best fast food French fries
of all of them. Ive tried them all..The King and McD's fries have
gotten so salty I wont get them anymore..ive even called and told
them about it..does no good..I don't like a lot of salt..and I had
thought they were only sposed to use so much but I don't know
for sure..I know too much tho..I am not a salt adder person.. I
use it you have to..but some people like salty..like those salt
and vinegar chips..wow..those will make my mouth just pucker
right up ..Penny got a sandwich too..I forget what kind..She is so
tiny, no bigger than a minute..she is Irish..but you can tell by
looking at her ..they would say shes a "Wee Lassie" :-)

Was a nice day today no mishaps at all..Penny has been shining
up my brass pieces..I have a really old huge tool looking thing
from a brass company that my ex's grandfather worked at I think..
its really heavy.. I wonder if brass is valuable? I love how shiney
my things look.brass is so pretty..I tried to polish some yesterday
and had to quit..my hand just gave out..and my thumb totally
refused to hold anything..so I had to stop..she finished that tool
thing ..looks wonderful now..and a pan that was on the desk..Looks
so nice with all of them shiney..the candle holders etc..

There is some chili left..and its still kinda early..so I can eat yet..I
don't like to eat real late that can cause nite calls too lol..I just love
it.. I used to be able to walk to the bathroom and not even open
my eyes.. I have to now cuz I run into stuff even with them OPEN!
and just the turn turn turn..back up.. lift..back..pull ....back.. THEN
I am in my chair..its alot..then the same thing ..except I have to be
awake to get on the potty this one is not safe..I found that out
already..the riser is white plastic and its slippery..there is nothing
on either side..just the tub on the right which is a good 8 inches
lower ..If I fell over that way I would hit my ribs..then the floor.. I
don't think that would stop me from hitting the floor..if I slipped to
the left..well its direct hit to the floor.. its not safe and I DO HAVE
to be very careful ..which I am ..which wakes me up if I have to
make a call during the night ..How things change..I wish I could
even just roll with my eyes closed so I don't wake up..but I cant..I
never know what the cats have drug out that is in the way and I
have to clear a path..and if Dutch is in his escort mode he will
walk ..at HIS PACE, directly in front of me going side to side as
if to let me know I am to follow HIM..lol. Im telling you I have two
strange kids lol.. He will deliberately do this if he sees i am in
a hurry and the whole time i am yelling at him "MOVE!" If I
tap my rings on the silver wheel its like a horn and they know
they better move..they found THAT out the hard way. lol..

Anyway..Im tired..and hungry Im gonna try to watch tv..Hell last
nite I laid down and fell asleep before I could pull the covers up
now that's TIRED!! lol..I woke up about 2 really cold ..well ya..
covers were still at the bottom of the bed.. lol I laid down before
I pulled them up..usually I get my pillows set..then sit back up.
then pull the covers up..we all have a routine :-) well I didn't make
it back up after the pillow set up lol. I honestly really cant
remember the last time I saw anything..ohh ya ..cops..that
was Saturday lol.well some TV for me tonite..I hope..but then
again..im tired. Nitey Nite.. :-)

Y'all have a good one Y'hear? Love ya..and Thanks.. :-)
ALways, Lois ****
God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Thursday, December 28, 2006

~This is A TEST~


This is a test..
Now..Look at that picture up there closely....Please to
notice..all of it..Ok..do NOT notice its a bit out of focus..
:-) just look at it..then look at the next one - - - do you see
anything different in the two? hmmm..I HOPE you do I worked
hard here today !! lol..besides the fact Dutch is not in it..:-)

do you notice anything? well I painted today!! I got so sick
of looking at that door facing, all crappy lookin..It drove me
nuts!! I was sitting here this morning and decided that I
was just going to paint it and get this place looking better..
Doesn't that look 100 times better? I think it does..

I just cant reach the high up and I bet I get that drippy roller out
with the long handle I could do it. the hard part will be to get the paint
out of that huge can..into a smaller..I will have to dip it into something
else like I did last time which caused problems, there is only about
a foot more that I cant reach..I will truthfully admit spilt some , and well
it drips a lot ..every where.. You can see the white on the walls by the
chair..its not a lot that needs painted the yellow, and the ceiling needs
painted too..all of it would NOT take long. I painted the lower doors
under the sink too.THAT makes a big difference.. Just small touch ups
makes it look so nice.. so ok. see the hands..first the left..

Notice the fingers a little :-) on them- a bit...ok...a lot..now..see
the sweater? I got it on that too..Well.. I am not the best painter in
the world..but hey..Somebodys gotta do it.. I cant keep asking
Donnie hes got his own home to take care of..so does every
one..I can paint im just sloppy and I have to clean up the mess
I make but Im pleased with my door facing..Sure makes a big
difference. and I did it my own self :-)

I got it on the right one as well.. This hand..look closely is not
doing good.. My thumb base..see the callous? there are 3.. look
at this other photo..there really are 5 spots that go from the base
to the first knuckle..all have ugly calluses on them..These bottom
three do not look good and have only shown up since I moved in
here and I have to fight this floor..

All toll there are 5..the dark spots on the knuckles are the
same thing.. this main one is the one I am worried about.. I
am afraid I will have to go to the Dr. it does not look good at
all..and this is nothing to what it REALLY looks like the focus
is out.. My thumb hardly works.I have carpal tunnel very bad
In fact the dr..suggested surgery to repair;;but I cant do that I
would be bed bound almost I would not be able to transfer..
well I could one hand I guess..others do it..But this thumb is
not holding..It has let me down quite a few times..

As you see .. I am telling on my self..oh well.. see the paint on my
brake extender? I got it there.. on the outer wheel and the black
inner one. .On the floor..a few spots.. ok ok..quite a few spots..I
got it on the wall..where it was nt sposta be.. on the blue :-) I
have blue to cover be ok.. and .. I got some on LB..wel l he went
past as I was going to paint the bottom cabinet..and it dripped
on him..He got so mad..I tried to hold him down ..bent in half now.
locked down of course..and trying to wipe off this huge cat that
HATES hands on him.. Well I made him TOTALLY pissy..he
actually growled at me lol. I got the paint off .. I held him down hard..
and said VERY deeply "JUST STOP IT ...YOU are Getting it
OFF" he just glared at me..but he stayed put..He KNEW he had
me made ME mad..he knows who the HEAD CAT is around here
THAT BE ME!! :-)

I had the nicest surprise..why Im late I had to tell someone so I
bugged a friend of mine and we talked for a while ..well he had
been gone for ever it seemed!!! I was so glad he was back.. I
really miss my friends and I honestly worry when I don't hear and
lose touch..anyway. I got a call from the Commercial News here
(newspaper) and they said a lady had dropped off some food and
a gift for me!!! How SWEET is THAT??? The newspaper lady
delivered the red bag and there were delicious cookies..and
apple slices..and THE MOST BEAUTIFUL .. matching..Pink..
Mauve..and white Striped .Hat.. Scarf and GLOVES!!! well..my
first trip out..I know what im going to wear .. and where
I am going....be kinda nice.. I will make a day of it..go to Home
Depot..then to Chartrand Construction..and then treat my self to
some delicious food at the Oasis..it is SO nice there..and plenty
of room for wheelchairs..the service? well its the best Ive had any
where even in the very best of places..Super place..now THAT
would be a great day hey? Maybe take Raelynn with me..she liked
that restaurant..and she brought me that nice GOOD dinner.. I need
to make plans..I will call the paper and tell them.they can do a follow
up and get more publicity for the two super places that helped me..
THAT would be good for them. and make ME feel good I know.
anyway..

THe note said.."Read about you in the Commercial.Happy Holidays!"
How wonderful is this? I was almost speechless when they called
and told me..and then delivered this..I am just so pleased..that is so
nice that this lady..Bev..did this.. what a nice thing to do.. I am just..
just. well. so very grateful.. She gave me her email and I will write to
her as soon as I finish this..and I want to write out a thank you to Mr.
Chartrand and Home Depot..but I need some black ink for my 3 in 1
printer. I ran it out of ink printing my stories out ..that stuff is so
expensive!I called Meijers to see if they have the kind my HP takes..
they do..over 20.oo for one of those ink thingies.. I read where
Walgreens refils them.. and that I could get a refil kit. I don't think I
could do it.. I cant paint a wall for Petes sake..I could put INK into a
small container with a injector needle ? hmmm I dunno.. I was so
leary of that paint bucket to day was pitiful.. I ran into it once and
all I could see was a totally white floor and me striped.. not strip..
stripEd lol..Anyway. I am just happy.. I got mad about the numbers
thing. I did I felt really used. but.well. that don't over ride the good
stuff I have..his loss, he has NO idea what hes missin.. besides who
wants to start training a 52 year OLD baby at my OLD age.. lol.. I
like old I like young.BUT - I LOVE it all.. specially my bed tonite.
Im tired.I got up at 330 again..I just woke up.like an alarm..been up
all day.I think my bunny is running on slow about now though. as
slow as I roll on this stinkin carpet I should have started there 4
hours ago lol..my bunnys fadin.. Nitey Nite..
Thanks Bev..where ever U are.. :-)

Yall have a good one now y'hear..love ya..& thanks..:-)
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

~Days End~

Well today is almost over. I cant believe I have been up
since 330 or so this morning.. I am going to post this earlier
as Dawn and Donnie are due to come over any time..so its
a matter of posting early or late..and I was late last nite I think ..
lol.. was a pretty good day today. Raelynn stopped by on the
way to taking her client to therapy over here at the health trak
that's about a block away.. She picked up the plate and bowl
that she brought over Christmas dinner on. Was good to sit
and visit with her again.. Needless to say the boys were all
over her..sniffin her kitties..she has 5 at her house.. they
remember her and miss her I think..they were both hiding under
my bed when she got here because they are terrified of the
beast..as I call the huge black vacuum cleaner I have..its so
noisy and when Penny uses it they hide..lol. scaredy cats.. :-)

Penny did a great job today polishing up the few brass pieces
I have. They just shine..and look wonderful she did the holders
over on the desk with the candles in under the pictures ..its so
sparkly and warm in here..all these wonderful brass things
against the burgundy lamps and curtains.. its amazing how the
pale yellow walls accent it.. The mirror over by the couch is very
bare..I would like to find a lovely brass and burgundy flower
swag or maybe some more smaller mirrors around the bigger
one. I love the look mirrors give..make a room look bigger. I
still have NO idea what happened to my big mirror that one
would have really been better..The mirror was my mothers and
its a beveled edge..very heavy..it may have been left behind.. I
asked Chris but he said nothing had been left..I guess it had legs
and walked away lol..

I balanced my checkbook today after only 3 calls to the bank..I
know those poor girls over there are just so tired of me.lol.. I just
could NOT get it to balance and it was driving me nuts as to what
I was missing..well I wasn't missing anything.. I just needed to do
another subtraction I had done wrong DUH.Its balanced.barely lol
but its not overdrawn which is a major worry.. they charge 35.oo
at my bank if you have an overdraft..can you believe it? I try
never to do that..and I can honestly say all the years ive had a
check book I have never "hung Wallpaper" as they say or wrote
a bad check.. I know how fast they clear a bank..I worked at a
bank clearing house so I know what happens after hours for a
bank.. LOTS..lol..and you have over night to get the funds into
an account..not 3 days like years ago..24 hrs. is all..;-)

I don't know if I am glad to see a new year..in a way..but then again
I am.. means in 20 days after the first I will be another year older..
I had a run in with a guy..said our age difference mattered as to
whether or not I would be considered for a relationship with him
I am 9 yrs older. I wont bother to tell you what I said.. lol but if
you know me at all.. I bet you can hear his ears ringing from where
you are lol.. I did get a tad upset..just a tad mind you :-) you do
believe that yes? lol.. age matters. what a crock.. all age is are
one, two or three- numbers put together- is it a rule that 2 people
have to be the same age to get along? I beg to differ.. I get along
with young..old in between. I guess cuz I only see the person.not a
number hung above their head giving their age..Numbers don't
matter to me at all. and in a good relationship the only numbers
that matter should be the ones that you are honest and faithful
and true to each other and yourself..that's MY opinion on it
anyway.. :-) You KNEW I would have one :-D

Well the kids are here..and so is Jerky . ohoh I forgot the dog..oh
well he can go out and eat all the cat food lol.he loves to do that..
They will be so surprised to see all the goodies here for them. lol..
I gave over half to them. but they have to share with Kelli and
Jorge..I KNOW Donnie will lol. maybe.. so time to sign off for now
until tomorrow same weeble time same weeble channel..
nitey nite.. :-)


Y'all have a good one Y'hear ? Love ya.. and thanks. :-)
ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

~I Did it to Me AGAIN~


My son was bad today.. I got a big box delivered that had
Donnies Christmas gift in it.. See the boy ? look how pitiful
he looks lol.ya..he looks so innocent doesn't he...It was
my own fault as soon as I rolled away from the couch I knew
he was going to try something..and I should have THEN
moved the box and then nothing would have happened and
I wouldn't have spent the better part of a hour cleaning up all
the mess.. lol.. I do this to my own self I must LOVE making
problems for my self THEN fixing them - I must. .I KEEP on
doing it all the time..

The box fell off the couch right over on its top on the floor..so you
see when I tip the box up..to put it back ..even more will come
out of it.. and as you see my son does NOT help..LB just
sat up in the chair and you could just SEE the look of " I
cant believe what this kid does" did a few circles and laid back
down and went to sleep. lol. hes such a Garfield..

Dutch just looks at it.. does not ONE thing..just see? puts his
head down like "ohoh..now I MIGHT be in trouble".. No.. I
couldn't yell or do nothing but pick every single one of them up.
Which folded in half trying to reach the floor is just not easy..
If my arms were longer maybe, Ive said that before though..If
my arms were just a tad longer... I could reach a lot easier. :-)

that small case came in that big box with all those peanuts,
well those little white pieces of foam..they are almost like
they are alive..full of static and they seem to just move
on their own.. I think my chair makes static or something,
seems like when I get close they move out of the way lol..
then I have to chase them down ! that's why it takes so long to
pick them up..I have to run after them :-)

I got them all up and put the box DOWN.. I did not put it up
anywhere he could get into it .. He did..try to help..but sadly
he is not the best helper in the world..poor little thing.. :-)
between these 2 cats and myself.. no wonder I stay tired just
picking up after us! I kept hoping someone would come by
but I didn't see anyone today.. well the lunch lady..and it was
a pretty good lunch today..Barbecue beef with some pork
and beans..and yes.. CARROTS in with peas... :-) you KNOW
I ate every single one yes? lol.. NOT... ;-)

I woke up at 3 am this morning and I was so tired all day.. My
arms are just wore out.. I almost dread having to roll on this carpet.
If I get up during the night to potty..well that's what wakes me up
totally is just because I have to work so hard to get across the
room. I can see how every day its harder and harder, I don't move
around in here as much just to avoid having to fight the floor.. :-)
My hand has not improved at all, one spot doesn't look good its
so red, I either have to find another way to roll this chair or get a
glove.. and THAT would really be a pain in the butt..well hand lol..

I had lunch but im gonna eat a few of those cookies out there..The
kids didn't come over but I know they had a lot to do being gone
right after their Christmas here so..I know they had lots to do.. they
can come over tomorrow and get their goodies..IF there are any
left! trust me. I will NOT eat them all.not that I havent tried lol no.
there are 4 different kinds of fudge! not counting at least 8 different
kinds of cookies.lol. theres lots..so..plenty for all of us..Im glad..or
they wouldn't get any LOL..well.. I see them..I eat them.. plain and
simple.. and that's just what I plan to do.. nitey nite :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya.. and thanks :-)
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Monday, December 25, 2006

~A Nice Christmas~


Merry Christmas..I hope Santa was good to you.. I had a
day of nice surprises..that I wasn't expecting and Im glad.. I
was sitting here and there was a knock at the door and it
was Raelynn. Was so nice to see her again..She came
bearing gifties for the boys..Some special cat food and a
nice toy they both seemed to like.. Of course they were all over
her they hadnt seen her for a long time and were very happy
and just smelled and sniffed all over her..lol..She picked up the
cake pan she had brought the cake in quite a while back.Said
they were having a lot of company today..Raelynn and Dolly, her
sister are both good cooks so I know their house is smellin good.
She came by again about 5 with dinner..I was so hungry then
too..THAT was REAL good.. The boys and I were pleased..:-)

My 2nd surprise was my sister and Stanley stopping by..She
came bearing fudge and cookies..oh and peanut brittle..that
sadly I cant eat..not with out these bottom teeth lol She also
brought some dish cloths she knitted for everyone..She sat at
night for months now knitting and making scrubbie balls out of
netting ..hmmm I didn't get a chore ball..well..and she forgot
that leopard silk lounger she said I could have too~!~ She needs
to make a list like I do..but then I lose my list lol..I bet I make up
about 4 or 5 grocery lists by the time Penny gets ready to go..I
keep forgetting where I put them lol.. I am well stocked Up on
goodies..as far as deserts. Im most grateful I have gotten this..
I got up at 430..I think I heard Santa and I just got wide awake
I got so excited lol.. :-) you believe that yes? :-)

I do that..I will lay there and suddenly realize Im awake..and
then I lay and listen to the sounds..see if I can hear the gong of
the chime clock my dear friend sent me..Its being a stinker..
sometimes out of the clear blue it will start to work.I hear this
loud tick tick tick..and shes runnin ..then days later I notice..hmm
I don't hear the clock..I keep a clock in every room..yes..even
the bathroom ..What? don't you ever wonder how long your in
there ? lol..I just have a time thing I guess.. I saw a clock in a
catalog I would love to have..it projects the time on the ceiling..
now how cool is that? I think Id like that..just lay there and look up.
Now I have to squint and see if I can see the time on my cable
box over in the corner ontop my TV! lol.. I wish my bedroom had
more outlets..only 1 can U imagine? just one? and NO phone
jack. I am going to see about running one in there..Donnie said
there is a lot of phone cable down in the basement so maybe
one day he can run a phone in there.. I forget to take my cordless
in there at night sometimes.. I get all the way in there ,,, up to the
bed..then say RATZ I forgot the phone..and I am NOT going to
fight this carpet and go all the way back in here to the desk to
get it..someone calls during the night on those forgetful days ..well
will just have to wait till I drag my butt to the chair..then to the phone
then fight the carpet..then answer! see? easy.lol..

I did take a small nap today.. I just seemed to have no choice..for
some reason I got really tired today about 3 and I had to put my
head down for a few..like my mom would say "take a five dear"
which is just what I did..I grabbed a pillow off the couch, pulled up
to the desk and leaned forward and took a little fiver lol..didn't sleep
very long..but I felt better when I woke up, now I will be up till the
cows come home tomorrow lol.. I hope not! lol..


Well was a very nice Christmas..even though I was here by myself
with the boys.. I had that company and I got some great phone calls
from a few friends that made my day special too..I had a good day.
Now it will be even a tad better..Im getting a piece of fudge and
gonna scoot this GORGEOUS weeble over to that bed..but first
say Nitey Nite and Merry Christmas..

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks :-)
Always,Lois****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..



Sunday, December 24, 2006

~Santa's Comin~ :-)


this doesn't look like a Christmas Eve day does it? Was
really a nice day..I am kinda glad..I think of all those that
are travelling to see their families and loved ones..So this
good weather will help.. I just like snow on Christmas..and
who knows..maybe tomorrow it will a little just for the ones
crazy enough to miss it lol..I don't want bad weather for the
ones travelling tho..like Kelli and Donnie, my sister and
niece..all will be on the road..My sister is going up North I
think tomorrow..She will have all her children there tonite..
All will be there, her 4, 3 of the spouses and 14 of the grands.
2 of the great grands.. She will have a house full ..but shes
so excited this year..she really is..

Shirley just re did all of her kitchen and livingroom..Shes so
axious to use all her new things..She says its just the kitchen
shes always wanted..cost her a lot..but well.. its worth it if its
something you really enjoy..and my sis is like me..shes a good,
no..great cook..Usually she will buy the items for her dinner from
a local special market she goes to..Excellent food..MMM that's
what shes done for past Christmas Eve dinners.. She has her
Christmas on Christmas Eve..the kids all come and they all go
to the candlelight service in one big group..Stan loves to lead
his family in there..Well this year Shirley is making all her goodies
pies ..deserts..cookies. Of course 2 of the kids will help and
bring things as well.. Most of the grands are older now..the 15,
16, 17 age group..and you know how they can eat lol.. I think
she got one of those Heavenly Hams that are the best in the
world I think lol very good..


When they get back its soup's on ..then time for the gifts..and
wow..its like people and paper everywhere lol..its fun..the last
time I went was in 2000.. Ive not been able to go since..Stan
would come and get me if I could go..but Shirley couldn't hardly
acess her house when she was in that chair when she broke her
leg..I still cant get to the potty there..I wonder how she did? Hop
into the bathroom? hmm I cannot picture my sister hopping.. I
guess maybe Stanley carried her, but I cant picture that either lol.
I don't know..Anyway..A great time is had by all..

Im still learning my digital camera.. its so nice..My cam just seems
to not want to focus anymore and I have NO idea what I am doing
wrong.. I have been taking them in a bigger size..maybe that's it..
I have no idea im not real good at this stuff..It will be nice when I do
learn it- I will..just been hetic these few days..and If I tried to read
the instructions on it..well it wouldn't sink in..I know when my brain
is receptive to new stuff..thankfully it still is off and on. only now it
seems to let me know when it is lol.

Did not have any major surprises and no major reminders today.
I did get a call from Blue to wish me a merry merry..hes so sweet..
I got some wonderful photos and cards too..I enjoy reading what
my friends have done the past year..I like knowing..keeps them
close..and I feel a part of their lives..I enjoy that..and too Im so
nosey..saves them from telling me all that stuff lol.. :-) I woke at
7 this morning to find LB in his favorite spot all in a ball..he loves
laying between my stumps..he always has lain there since he
was a baby.. Dutch? well I looked down and the boy was laying
totally across my chest from one side to the other just snorin!
he was just cuttin em..and looked so comfy..I mean he was allllll
the way from one side to the other.. was cute.. wish I had a pic
of him..that's where he likes to lay tho..up close ..lots of times
hes up under my chin..lol.. my boys love me..what can I say? well
I love them too !!! :-) I would be so very very lonesome with out
them here ..

Well these 2 boys..and this GORGEOUS weeble are getting a
few cookies and going to watch TV..I didn't get to see but the
cops turn the siren on..it was lights out for me..on the TV show
COPS..lol.. *Merry Christmas* I hope Santa is good to you and
you find all kinds of goodies in your stockings.. :-) Nitey Nite..

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya..and thanks bunches :-)
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Saturday, December 23, 2006

~I'll Be Fine~ :-)


I'll be by myself this Christmas..but now..don't go feeling
bad that I will be here alone..well the boys will be here..lol..
Guess what I do have here.. :-) Penny brought me 6 kinds
of cookies..at least 2 dozen..24 of each.. 2 loaves of bread..
banana and date..and 3 kinds of fudge..at least 15 pieces
of each kind. Peanut butter, pecan and chocolate.. and MMM
it is SO good.. ive tasted it all. So I will bury my aloneness
in my cookies..and breads and fudge.. lol. I will be fine :-)

I have gotten some wonderful cards..and some of the nicest
gifties in the mail.. and my pay pal button was used! first time..
This is a great Christmas..really.. Im happy..I have spent the
last 4 Christmases alone..but not really.. Blue is already on
Christmas Eve..hes 16 hours ahead of Michigan.. I hope he
asks Santa what else hes bringin me lol..So I know he will
be phoning, like he said, and I know some others will also..but
I do want to say thanks for all the kind words.. encouragement..
the updates on your familys.. makes me feel a part of it.. I
enjoy. no I LOVE knowing who reads this..and what you think
and am I doing good, bad or other wise, and I love when you
tell me .. so Thanks hey? And Merry Christmas to you too..:-)

Had big doings here today tho..even being a holiday .. the words
are.. "WHAT NOW LOIS???" lol.. well I don't know who..I would
say Ken,, when he left last nite..he didn't shut the porch door..
During the night the wind has increased..about 4 am the boys
both start to meow..and LB comes and nudges me.. which he
only does that if its something he feels needs attention..and Dutch
hes sitting in the door way all wide eyed and scared ..looking at the
door! I said "ohoh" cats are good watch dogs you know. So I listen
hear bang ..wind.. bang.. wind. I open the door.well unlock it first. I
stay locked all the time. peek out.. its so daylight over here from
that garage and there is the door swinging..back and forth. .
not a thing I could do.. early morning reminder :-(

If I had gone out.. I would have had to leave this inside door open,
the boys would have gotten out.. so I had to leave it.. The draft
around this inside door was awful the metal outside wheel was
freezing cold..I noticed that when I got in my chair.. It was 4am..
like Im gonna call someone then say "HEY, come close my door"
talk about a daily reminder hey? I waited until 9 and I called
Penny to see If she was coming over but she didn't call me back
till about 1..about 11 ...Becky called said.."im coming to town
and will drop off some cat food for you, by the way your front
door was open this morning when I went by"..she lives in
the town I was in at the shelter so to go to the big Meijers she
had to go past my house. She said she wasn't sure if someone
was here or not so she didn't stop then..On her way back she
did stop..we had a nice visit ..shes very new on the computer..
she knows basics..and wants to learn more.. She just retired and
is really enjoying not having to work..she has a grand niece
named Lilly, shes 4 and Becky just loves this child.. was her
birthday just the other day.. She checked my mail and of course
the boys were all over her.. LB laid by her side the whole time
so she could rub him.. they really like her..and she likes them
she says shes never seen such socialble cats..


Becky left..and Penny called and came over bearing the breads
and delicious fudge..she put 2 nails up top of each side of the
door.. when she left I took my blanket and used my grabber to
put the blanket up on the nails to cover the draft from the door.
its really helped.. Penny said she could see light through the
side and top. It got almost instantly warmer when I put the
blankets.. well no.. not blankets..I call them my woolbies..they
are coverlets.. like blankets..made of polar fleece..very very
warm and so light weight you cant even feel it on you..I love it
every year my sis makes me a couple ..she knows I love them..
If you don't have a polar fleece woolbie..get one..theyre really
warm and so soft.. almost like velvet..and light and airy kinda
no weight to them at all. I love mine.. I told my sis I need new
they are worn out. I don't think that material ever wears out
though lol.

So you see..daily reminder.. I did try to put a nail in by the door
but no..I just could not do it..that wood was just too hard.. I hope
it isnt very long till I get the new door.. ill have to start reminding
people when they leave to make sure that porch door is closed
tight.. I am going to see about putting some plastic up over the
screen on the porch and over the bottom of the door, the glass
is gone..half is screen. that will make a big difference too..then
if they really did order the new windows- should be snug in here..
I asked Chris if he had received any rent payments.I feel bad..
hes not gotten one yet.. he was informed it had gone through
but still not heard or seen a check..month 3 is starting..well 2
but a month ahead... 2 months ive been in here..and I should
be ashamed for not having this place done. Im just lazy lol. no.
its just not EASY for a GORGEOUS weeble.

So another exciting day at Weebleville lol.. Im hunkered down
got me all covered and locked and boarded up..got cookies
and soda..and fudge and 2 cats to torment me lol..hey..Im
good to go..I can last till Tuesday when I should see life forms
again lol.. someone will beam in ..Im ready to beam to my bed.
"Beam me up Scotty." Nitey nite ;-D


Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? love ya and thanks.. :-)
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Friday, December 22, 2006

~Now WHAT???~

Only 2 days to Christmas. Makes me remember the ones from when
I was young, the family all gathering at each others homes..There
were most of my mothers family her sisters, Lillian and Phyllis, and
her brothers, Stanley, Ernie, Gordon, she had 2 others, Telfer and
David they lived in another state..But My Grandfathers brother
Stanley lived in the same town.He had 4 children that had children.
we were quite a large crowd.. the 5 of my mothers, all had stanley
had 3, ernie had 3 gordon had 5, phyllis had 5 and lillian had 2.
many many in our family.. Our get togethers were massive.. lol..
From Thanksgiving to after New Years, the week ends we steady
went somewhere or some were coming to our house..The women
all planned it out.. but it was a wonderful time.

We belonged to the Methodist Church then and I sang in the
choir of course ..alto..I automatically hear harmony when I
listen to music I still do even though I couldnt carry a tune
now in a bucket .. :-) My voice has changed..alot..I have NO
idea why.. its gotten very deep.. many many people .. and I get
SO mad.. when I talk to someone on the phone..they hear the
deep voice and automatically assume I am a man and call me
sir.. I get really upset..They ASSUME..I tell them NEVER call
a person Sir or Mam, until you KNOW .. they apologize, but
still thats right! I cant help my voice is that deep..its a strain
for me to raise it. I dont know whats happened to it. lol. I
guess that hysterectomy I had 30 years ago is doing this.
changing me or something hell if I know..but sure makes me
mad to be called SIR.. lol.. well.. it does.. they should NOT
do that.. anyway..I'm a GORGEOUS weeble lol.. :-)

BIG DEAL today.. lol. aint everyday though? sheesh the joys
of daily life of just LIVING lol.. no ones fault really tho.. Penny
came today and by the way brought my cookies ... I dont have
to tell you how GOOD they are do i? lol.. TRUST ME... they
are VERY GOOD...she brought 6 different kinds..everyone is
delicious..Well she worked her butt off today.. no we did some
unpacking and she did the usual stuff.. when she got ready to
go she set some things out on the porch..then came back in
to finish up..she went to close the door..and the door would
NOT close.. It stayed open at least a good 6 inches or more..
I couldnt believe it.. My first thought is NOW WHAT ELSE??

She slammed the door quite a few times..thinking well maybe
just sticking rained all day and really humid.. finally i had her
stop, I was afraid the mirror was gonna fall off the wall..well
she went and got some quilts and draped over the door to stop
the cold air from coming in.. I got on the phone..called Chris..
got his answering machine.. and left a dramatic emergency
call about the door..this was NOT a good thing..

Well I called Donnie..he was on his way home from work, he got
off at noon today and tomorrow hes going to go to Wisconsin. be
back tuesday.. he said he would stop by his house pick up what
he thought he would need..drill etc..and be right over.. Well soon
as I hung up Chris called..said he would be over in 10 minutes..I
called Donnie back and told him was ok..and to go home , :-) he
would have come, glad he didnt, he wanted some time with Dawn
before he set off for a long week end at his parents .. :-)
In 15 , 2 trucks showed up..Chris and his brother Ken, hes the
maintence man.. he worked on the door for about 45 minutes
and finally got it to work.. Chris said he ordered 3 new windows
for me..

Chris left and Ken stayed for a while.. he must be in his late 20's
maybe..not very old.. nice nice guy..and cute too..like Chris.. hes
32 or so .. not sure..young too.. well he made sure it was working
good and hung my mirror back up..I had Chris take it down just
to be safe..Lord..that thing fall big as it is Id have bad luck even
in my grave for petes sake lol.. :-).. well its huge ! its in the
photos.. we chatted for quite a while..and I told him about the
blog..and I even told him about my 2 worlds.. He listened very
carefully , asked questions.. and the whole time sat there, I
could see a like 'hmmm' look and he would rub his chin with
his finger while his it rested in his palm..like he was really
thinking.. well I explained and we chatted and he said he only
lives 2 blocks away and promised if I need any help or the door
gives me any problems..to call. and be assured I will..lol..Chris
said the same thing..that he would be around too if something
else happened or I needed something..thats really good to
know specially with Donnie being gone..

This is what I mean.. I feel sometimes very vulnerable.. and
I dont like that feeling..I have never felt that way before the
loss of my legs.. I didnt worry I had a way to really move..well
I can move now..but not go the same way.. lol.. I have a friend
told me about a German Shepherd dog..2 yrs old..for sale.. its
quite expensive for me... 350.oo.. but I get to thinking..I may
be should get a big dog..protection..help..etc.. but I just couldnt
let it out.. it would just be too hard.. If I could get out back to
the back yard..on a deck or what ever so I could watch while
it was outside and the yard was fenced..this one is only partly..
I do miss having one.. I do know when someone is by the door
or close..the cats will look and go to the door..if its someone
that they arent sure of..they run..if its someone like Penny
they will sit and wait at the door for her to come in..she has
to speak to them first..then me..lol.. Cats may not alert you
by sound..but if you watch them they will talk to you and tell
you things..cats are not stupid..people just never really train
them like a dog..ive seen some trained cats ..amazing what they
did..they are smart...and training a puppy? oh no no..I just
could NOT handle that.. I have enough with THAT !! training
my self NO TEA after 8 ! :-)

Well I have some great cookies out in that kitchen and I think
its time to test them all out a 2nd time..I told Dawn I had
them so..they dont come get em..well gee .. ;-) "guess I will
just have to SUFFER and eat them all my self"Lois oinked LOL..
Nitey Nite.. :-)

Y'all have a good one..Y'hear ..love ya.. and thanks.. :-)
ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Thursday, December 21, 2006

~Some Photos~


I wrote a post..published it and the whole thing just went..well I
have no idea what I did..first time it happened tho.. Ive been having
trouble with my email program and its just not running right.. I
have NO idea what it is.. I even did a system restore to try to fix
the problem with it..I am hoping its fixed..but by what I had to
delete I wrote that in Jibberish.. I have NO idea why the font
would totally change part of the way through, well that wont work.
this will tell you no no no do it right or no posting.. This is not easy
for me..and every time I log on now they got out of Beta or what
ever that means and are into something else..well I dont like to
switch what is barely working to something I have to figure out
all over again..Why you think I dont go over to Bravenet and fix
my 2 stories over there? at least make the page more presentable
its so plain and drab.. I have NO idea what im doing there..Ive
tried it. I had a website..well 4 pages on AOL at one time and I
had fun with those..I changed stuff all the time ..and it was easy.
This blog stuff isnt for someone that doesnt understand what html
and those marks like the arrows I had better not put in this stuff
or I get a red note up top says "naaa, you cant do that" ..I hate
when that happens..

I took some photos of my boy today I couldnt help it.. Hes been in
a mood latey .. kinda mopey.. Ive been trying to play more with
him and Penny does alot..but he just seems sad..Hes been fighting
with LB alot..yet theyre playing too. I dont know ..do cats get
depressed? and WHAT would he have to be depressed about? I
do belived they have feelings tho.. When he makes me really yell
at him he goes running off squeakin..he doesnt know how to meow.
now LB? he CAN meow. lol Dutch never has..well not often and
when he does Im surprised.. I thought these were cute tho..He
just looks like "awww mom..Im really a good kid".. lol and he is.
he just has his moments..You can really see my BUTTERFLY..
now you know I really DO have one lol..there is proof again. :-)
Its almost a perfect one isnt it? unusual and not common :-)

Was a rainy icky day. I read in the news there was a winter
storm, bad one, in Colorado... well 3 guesses where that puppy
is headed? how much you wanna bet we get some snow? I hate
to say this..but.. well it has to have SNOW on Christmas.. thats
the rules.. One of the reasons I didnt like Texas..I missed the
snow, I did.. Many of the people up North tho..escaped down
south for the winter. I had aunts and uncles that went every
year.. My parents did once..and then didnt stay the whole time..
no they needed to be home.. Its beautiful down there and I love
their food..but I dont mind the snow at all.Even bothers me less
now since I dont have to get out in it at all.. If I could? well I
think walking in a nice warm snowfall is great..it doesnt have to
be THAT cold to snow..what?32 is freezing..so thats not bad ..if
you are dressed for it.. and you live up here you have the clothes
you need if you have to go out..

We know the tips and tricks of winter fun..carry kittie litter..a
flashlight..blanket..even water..just in case..never know..I had
a box I put together and in the winter I dug it out..and put it
in the trunk..I hardly used the trunk anyway so wasnt in the
way..and Id rather be safe than sorry..Ive heard many many
winter storm storys.. that really can scare you..things can go
bad so fast in a storm doesnt matter what kind..rain or snow..
rain you have a chance of drowning and snow you have one of
freezing to death ..I dont know which would be worse.. well I
wouldnt want either..

Donnie and Dawn..Kelli and Jorge are going to Wisconsin for
Christmas..With that storm coming I know..I hope it doesnt
hit here while they are on the road.. well I hope NO ONE gets
caught in this.. someone will depends where it crosses the lake.
Last year it seemed north of us got it worse ..which is ok..lol..
I worry though when I know D&D are on the road..even tho
Donnie is an excellent driver.. I still worry..well who doesnt
worry about their kids? lol..

Well Im worried about that doughnut i know is out there that
has my name on it..and I better see if its still there..Donnie
hasnt been here so it should be..hmm or did i eat it for lunch?
ohoh..well i have cookies..BUT NO TEA.. I will learn that..I
was up 2 times last nite..but I drank tea.. like now.this same
time. its 8:30 pm here ..well this is NOT tea time ..its time
to say Nitey nite :-)

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? love ya.. and Thanks..
ALways, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

~FOOD~ :-)


A friend of mine, it seems every time we talk. one of the
questions I always ask.."what did you have good to eat today?"
And its really amazing at how long two people can discuss all
sorts of foods..to how to buy the ingredients, to the prep..to
cooking ..then of course the final meal..and since we are in
different countries there are not a lot of similarities yet there
are..like the bangers and mash or fish n chips lol..its the
same foods here they just have different names.. My friend is
in the UK, My mother was born there as I have mentioned
before..I know some of the old recipes she had that were
my grandmothers..But when I remember my grandmother
cooking, the one thing I remember most, my favorite was
her pea soup..Lordy that was good. When she knew I was
coming home from college for a week end she always made
a pot of soup. I think she did hoping I would stop by and I
would have soup or no soup lol..But..I love saffron, and of
course pastys..Up in the UP of Michigan and Wisconsin
even they are very popular.

Years ago ..my grandfather, moms dad, came over from
Cornwall..he and 2 of his brothers..they came over to work
the coal and iron ore mines that were starting up..this had to
have been back in hmm 20's? maybe a bit earlier..my mom
was born in 1910..so she was 8..1918.. they worked the mines
in the UK..and they needed the skilled men ..so after, the wives,
my grandma and aunts..came over with the children..my gramma
had 4 or 5 then..8 all total.lol..But to work the mines they made
these PASSS T EE S... im trying to put how to say the word
its not pASte..eee S .. those are special "coverings" for women's
you know what.I could say something but I wont lol..Ok.. they both
taste good..ask a baby lol.. :-) what? lol.. well anyway. :-) PASTY's
are good food..its like a pie crust rolled out in a circle then half
filled with meat..we use ground or minced beef, onion and potatoes
cut up kinda small..then you wet your finger and go just around the
edge of half of this circle..and fold the 2 halves together and press
the edge together.. kinda fold it over as you go around on top of
each other..put a small slice cut in the top and bake it..oh don't
forget salt and pepper inside too lol..I baked mine for about an
hour.till the potatoes are done. and they are good..Some put gravy
on them or cheese and all that but ..the original is like that. my
cousin June has an old newspaper clipping about where the Cornish
Pasty originated..of course Cornwall lol..They are even better when
they're cold..that's why they were so popular with the miners..

My grandfather and Uncle Stanley settled in Iron County, up there .
mines EVERYWHERE..none. but I think 1 is operational there.. my
uncle Leonard went up to Copper Harbor up north and a bit east
of where my grandfather was.the copper mines are up there by
Calumet..lovely area up there..well all of the Upper Penninsula is
just beautiful..well its mostly National Forest lol.. My dads dad was
a surveyor..and a mining engineer that helped to build and design
mines..he was the surveyor for most of the roads in the UP and a
talented map maker..lots of his things are on display at MIT ? the
university in Houghton I think it is.his alma mater. I have some of
my grandfathers old mining books..all the details and records.
back from years ago..I had planned to send them up there for their
archives and record keeping they are all hand written and drawn in
such detail..amazing..I never knew there were that many mines up
there Im surprised the whole UP hasnt sunk..or caved in..

Amazing..you realize we went from food to mining ? lol..now that's
pretty good..but that's how my mind works..the thought of food
and being hungry made me come back to the main subject..food..
lol.. Donnie was here earlier with Jerky ..hes a huge dog..told me
there was a explosion today a man killed..digging and hit a gas
line so powerful it blew a 80 foot deep hole..that's big.. of course
the 27 year old young man was killed..sadly and leaves a wife
that is due to have a baby in a month or so.. How I know the
details is..the property the man was digging joins my nephews..
and Donnie was on his way there when he saw them trying to
get the body out..so sad..he didn't have a chance..but the bad
part was..this poor guy didn't KNOW it was down there..he was
digging to build something a pole barn..and hit that gas line..
Donnie said as many times as he had dug almost in that same
line of it..and luckily didn't hit it.. but small world hey? I feel so
sorry for that little wife..how sad.. and this time of year.. but..well
everything happens for a reason..and whos to know what each day
will bring, when we open our eyes at sunrise that we will see the
sun go down at sunset..we all hope to everyday..but well we just
don't know and I, me..well I don't wanna know.. That little wife is
a sad girl tonite.. I feel for her and know the ache in her heart.. . .


But I do wanna know right now is how many of my doughnuts Donnie
ate while he was here lol. I had Penny get some for me and I KNOW
he ate one..cuz I watched him..but I heard him out there pretending
to get the dog.lol.. Penny will be back friday..I just hate to send
her back to the store again.lol. Got cold here and had to turn the heat
up a tad..Ken, Chris's brother came over said probly be a few weeks
before the new windows come..I told him he needs to hurry I DONT
like heating the out side lol. he needs to ..this all should have been
done.he had over a month knowing I wanted this place and it wasn't
ready when I moved in..painting especially ..only half done..like it
was only painted in spots in each room..lol. Ill get it done tho..I hope
before my 3 years are up lol.. Well time for a doughnut check..
ohh. only had to get up 3 times last nite.that was so fun..
*note to self: do NOT drink TEA before bed.......Nitey Nite :-D

Y'all have a good one now Y'hear? luv ya..and thanks.. :-D
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

~12 Days Left~


Its 5 days to Christmas..and 7 more to starting a whole new
year again..I start mine off really great ..with a birthday right
off.. lets not forget it please?? lol.. the 20th..write it down lol.
Now, is THAT the way to start the year? Well..kinda sorta is..
well- you got no age number upper ahead for another whole
year..so..hey..I'll be ready for full steam ahead..well hopefully
anyway.. lol..well put it this way.. I'll be ready to face what ever
good or bad is ahead.. to be honest..I have a feeling there
will be some issues for me.. I see signs of it..and I know soon
I will have to go and just see what all the CRAP is doing.. Just
some things arent right..and I am really tired of it.. so I guess
I have to go and just see what the problem really is.. I bet I don't
want to know though..I like tingles..but not these kind :-) The boys
just look so wore out dont they? My focus on my cam is off and I
was playing so I took one of them.you can see how different
their faces are..quick glance theyre hard to tell apart..unless you
look at size and LB is ALOT bigger than Dutch lol..much to his
dismay ..he doesnt care tho..they seem to be getting along again..

My right stump for a long time..stays asleep as I describe it.. that
tingly feel..kinda picky? mine stays like that it seems. constantly
and at times really drives me nuts cuz im so sick of always feeling
it.. lol.. its like a nagging headache.. I try to lay different ways and
use my pillows to help me stay the way I wanna lay..You have NO
idea how hard it is to just roll to my side!!! I mean.. I have nothing
to grab onto but the side of my bed..IF I can reach it from the way
I am laying.. I have a small bed now..only a twin..I decided more
floor room was better..Im not one to lay all over the bed.. I more or
less stay in one spot..but.. When I go to turn..I have to have some
thing to grab..or I have to sit up..scoot and turn a bit..then lay back
down.. I used to do turning in my sleep! I cant now.. I wake up if
I want to lay on my side.. and I cant lay on my left side now .. no ..
not at all..

When I had my second abdominal bypass in 2000, they went in
up at my shoulder by my neck..not through my stomach like the
first time..they ran it down my side..I can feel it.. like a tube almost
that's the bypass Dr. Thomas said..he was my Dr. in ELkhart,
the Vascular Surgeon there..very very nice..good doctor. I told
him it hurt when I laid on that side now..he said.."well don't lay
on it" .ok..I don't lay on it..But I miss that.. When I want to lay on
my right I have to make sure I have a pillow between them as
my left stump is heavier than the right and longer..by maybe
3 or 4 inches..its hard to measure moving flesh..lol..well..to lay
on my right side I have to have my weight balanced..cuz if I lean
too far over to my right well I keep going ..Im a weeble person
lol.. I got nuthin to stop me from going on over..lol..which I have..
I know no one can see me when I do that but I know how funny
that has GOT to look and I do I can just see myself..I laugh..
Boy I just gave y'all a mind image there didn't I? lol. .sorry :-)
but its true.. Sleeping isnt really easy lol..

And If I have to get up during the night..well before..if I had to go
which I very seldom did..but I could almost go blindfolded..I
didn't really WAKE up..Now..well foo..By the time I drag my
butt into my chair im pretty much awake..and then as slippery
as this seat riser is..with no side rails..well. I cant afford to be
sleepy.. so then Im wide awake.and its 3am..isnt this cute?
Then I get up..if I don't and go ahead and go back to bed..and
go thru all THAT movement..I still don't go back to sleep so I
get back up..I finally learned that..now I just get up and when I
get tired I take nap..ive done pretty good lately for no nap..but
its been hetic during the day a lot ..but a few nights by the time
I finish writing these posts ..I mean if I don't go to bed my key
board will just slap my face and wake me up you know? I
know Im not the only one THAT has happened to...just seems
the reminders are constant..even during the night..this right
stump will start to wake up or go to sleep I don't know what
is doing but..well I just have no choice but to sit up..seems
that helps..Awhile back I was having this same trouble and
it was from no cushion..and not laying flat enough.. so that
could be the same problem again..it just isnt acting right..
lol. its acting left :-D I wish it would ..my left has almost NO
feeling at all except when that buggar is down there stabbing
me in the toe or in the heel!! lol.. Ahhh..life is good...:-)

Well I just went off on a few different things didn't I? see ? I
think I said that last nite..I do this in email too, so if you are
brave enough to write to me ..well I do answer you know..
every letter I get..but sometimes they tend to be LONG..and
I tend to be quite nosey too.. well I tell all about me.! so ..hey
I like to KNOW too :-).. well that's how friends get to know each
other BY asking questions..that shows you ARE interested in
them enough to write and ask, or answer as the case may be..
And Mary .... my friend.. I know your reading this.. . . I want to
say." Thank you my friend, I am so glad you come here to visit
with me every day ..and care and want to know about my life
and to share it with me..and to let me share yours with you. I
appreciate you so very much, thank you" Those of you that take
the time to write the comments to me..Cherry, Rob, Lynn,Robert,
Raife, Momar, Gray, and Mr sweetie..Blue..he says Im BOSSY!
he lies and Raife swears to it lol..its a funny from on Blue's Blog..
he has everyone guessing what hes saying cuz he uses Stnyren
or something lol.. he knows.. hes from Australia ..they have their
own language down there..GREAT accent though, Raife comments
on Blues blog for me as well since I don't want a yahoo 360 page..
I like it here..then anyone can read and comment.not join if they
don't want to..You don't have to be a member of Blogspot to leave
a comment..I think it says that but you dont..but anyway-well I just
appreciate it so much..makes my day ..really does..I wish EVERY
ONE that read would..THAT would be great fun..lol SO....you
KNOW whats next. :-)

I aint writin it..lol..but- its just north of where I am..and its cold..then
im headed south east to where its warm and theres a drive in
movie if I time it right LOL.. Nitey Nite :-)

Y'all have a good one now, Y'hear? Luv ya..and THANKS !! :-)

Always, aint I ? :-D Lois.. ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..



Monday, December 18, 2006

~Puters Are SO GOOD~ :-)

Ive been sitting here for a half hour thinking about
what I was going to write about..and I honestly do NOT
know.. Its amazing though how I can write one thing and
from that go to another just that fast.. I think that's why
when I talk on voice on here the time goes so fast..I
do other things while I chat..or the person I am talking
to, we'll go and look at music sites or once we even
got on google earth, set the same co-ordinates so we
were seeing the same thing..and I had a nice personal tour
of London!! lol. that was great..Computers are so good..

I think what really amazes me is how fast an email will
get from the states to england..I only JUST hit send and
it says its gone and I hear " you have received a new
email" from the person I sent it to- Its amazing !! lol..That's
why these computers are so good.. How can a person be
bored with one? There are so many things to do and places to
go and things to hear even . .I'm talkin the good stuff now..the
wonderful power points, I have gotten lately are staggering.. one
about Syndey Australia..wow..the bridge there..just beautiful.
I have gotten some so funny I almost do uglies in my chair
laughing.. The ones that get me the most are the animals..
I laugh so hard at some that I get..You know- that's good for
you though, to get those things..that make you laugh and
smile or even sit there and say " Awww Crap ,, I knew
that . lol..usually trivia stuff? lol.. I got some kinda rhyme,
riddle thing a while back and sent it out and fooey NO ONE
could figure it out lol..

That's why I enjoy the comments here and we talk a little back
and forth like asking about Momars' spinach lol..I specially like
when Raife gets all bent otta shape when I don't use proper
English and my punctuation is off ..lol. lots I do deliberately lol
well got to keep him on his toes..lol..I stay on mine all the time,
that's how they feel anyway :-) I'm glad that you all do let me know
your here, and took the time to say "hey" ..Well I like to know who
is reading..and about them ..like EVERYONE does me LOL..
well.. its fun..and I really enjoy this blog..I must-Ive written every
day except the time I was homeless, catless and puterless :-)

Its only one week to Christmas..then one more to a whole new
year..boy.. where did this one go? I started writing this in Oct.
of 2005.. doesn't seem that long.. . :-) don't say it.. "YES IT HAS"
your not sick of me..not yet anyway..:-) But whats amazing though
is that- what did I say at the very top of this..what now...4 long
paragraphs later? "I don't know what Im gonna write about " lol
NOW that's how I can write every day ..Ive been referring to it
lately as 'talking through my hands' which is what I try to do..just
tell you what's doin..and hows it doin lol.. some days its draggin
too let me tell ya.. the wheels don't help either,, the tires seem
flat on those days :-D...

I did do a dummy yesterday though .. well I said I installed my 3 in
1 back..well hooked it up..I have a little table here fits perfectly
and EXACTLY in that spot between the end of this desk and the
wall..I put my printer up there..and yes.. about a half inch too close..
I sat there and just stared at it.. We put the table there thinkin the
scanner would be a tad smaller with out trying it..SO..well the
question was.."do you want to wait till Donald can come over and
pull the desk a half inch?" Now,, you KNOW what my answer was
don't you? I rolled to the end..by the kitchen door- put my chair
part in the door but most in the living room.. after I tried to pull
it from the end of the desk where the table was..No I couldn't get
enough traction and my brake kept giving out.. lol.. well... you know
me.. ok .. I did it..I braced myself there in the door way so that
I could reach the back side of it right here by the door..I was over far
enough..in the living room to be able to reach the desk both hands
and pull..I got this back side to move about what I HOPED would be
that half inch I needed, so I pulled , both hands..and after about 3
good hard tugs at it, the desk did move.. I had the wheel and side of
my chair braced up to and against the door facing...and I pulled.hard.
I rolled down to try to put the scanner in again and it just barely
squeaked onto that table.. :-D..see? I did GOOD! I would have had
to wait for Donnie..there was no way I would let Penny..shes so
tiny..no ..I would be afraid she would hurt herself..but I didn't need
to move it much..and If you do kinda jerky pulls..and im not weak
you know..it moved.. so I was glad cuz then I did the scan of the
photos.. Well the dummy part is- boy I got a sore arm lol... well my
own fault and I don't care.. I did it and its done and Im glad I didn't
have to wait and the best part I DIDNT ASK anyone to do it. :-) I
didn't have to I did it my own SELF.. If I would have had my
power chair ? I could move that desk in nothin flat lol..


Speaking of moving..Im hungry, not big hungry- had a fish sandwich
from Burger King..not the greatest..McD's is better.. Burger Kings
fries are SO SALTY!! wow.. I almost called and told them ..Wendys
has the best fries n chili.. I dunk my fries in the chili LOL.. well just
thin meaty ketcup..kinda ..its good ..trust me.. :-) I would never lie
to you :-) not about FOOD anyway LOL.THAT IS BLASPHEMY :-)
Food is such a GOOD thing.. Universal language :-D so Im moving
out to the kitchen ..like ive done every nite I think after I post this..I
bet you really don't think I do..but its true..Now ill go eat and then
come back here to the computer, close the programs..I never shut
it off and take my glasses off, grab the phone..sometimes, ive been
known to not remember it lol..and roll over to my bed..and I have
fallen asleep..with the clicker in hand and not had time to turn it on
before it was lights out lol.Doughnuts have that effect on alot of
people LOL Give my ex 2 doughnuts on a sunday morning? knock
him out cold lol..Nitey Nite :-)


Y'all have a good one now Y'hear..Love ya and thanks. :-)
Always, Lois ****

God Bless you is my prayer today,
I'm so honored to call you "friend";
I pray the Lord will keep you safe
until I write again..
 
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